#bpd episode

[izumis-stage]

AAAAAAAAAA PLEASE NO NONO STOP ITTTT

[starsbpdjournal]

When the depressive episode hits and suddenly all I wanna do is buy blades

[your-fallen-internet-angel]

why didn't they invite me...

i wanna play and hang out too..

are they replacing me...?

[1localforestfriend]

Mental breakdown over something small on the bathroom floor sometimes hit different, I'm not gonna be okay but at least I'm quiet enough not to get something thrown at me lmao

[switching-channels]

Im not masking out of wanting tto appear fine, i am shaking, i am terrified and it feels like if i dont mask i will have a very intense panic attack and cry for hours so I will just mask to not do that!

I don't know what I'm so scared of, but I am shaking and feel so small and vulnerable againsr the world.

[switching-channels]

ihate bpd episodes so much, i hate nkt feeling like myself. its even worse whenbim a system

im not used to feeling so angry and upset, imnot used to be so open about it. im supposed to be masking, to be perfect for everyone, to be a happy little bunny. not tthis mess. im not supposedto be angry, im not supposed to show it. im just, i just need to bottle it up, to hide it, to keep the facade, to just be perfect, thats what im supposed to be. thats what i should be right mel? yeah, its, its whati should be, its what i need to be.

It's what I will be! =3

[ireallyhatebev]

I might be suicidal but you will never catch me going into a psych ward again.

You cannot FORCE me bro i would rather like have 80 babies come out of my butt and give a man a foot job than ever go back there

[enver-whoretash]

This will pass. You won't feel like this forever. Things are not black and white, you've got this.