@x-mindless-lll - Tumblr Blog

this a pretty cool pic still

i turn 21 tomorrow. we've been apart for a while now. moving onto the next phase of life, and I'm not alone. Maybe we were toxic, maybe it was love. whatever it was, meant the most. I've got friends and I've got substance which feels numbing. waking up to your face always made my morning. i don't want your empathy and i don't want your remorse. all i wanted for you was to be happy. still not sure if you've achieved exactly that. I'm always doing 95 in my head, when i know it's too fast. but you got rid of me, it's reality, and there's no going back. if i could say one more thing to you, I'm not sure what I'd pick. but it would involve you. it always has.

kotsume

Queen of the Sea

like this if you want to see songs im writing that are super vague and not aimed towards anyone???!

If you really were a tool when she wanted to, just tell her you’re cool with it now. I’d probably change how timid I was in high school and stand up for myself, I’m sure I’d be a much different person today. PS hope you have a very merry Christmas

its ten times more complicated than you think. have a Merry Christmas stranger.

If you could change anything about the past? What would it be? Why?

ahh, there's a lot i would change. like not being a tool when my girlfriend wanted to smoke weed. i just didn't know yet. there's so many things i would change tbh 🤷 what would you change about your past anon?