Dull Your Colours

……. …… …. I faced danger and it finally fled … …… ………

[kanashiiowari-deactivated202012]

I stopped smoking weed and since then I’m dreaming again. But I’m only dreaming about you and me, how it could be. Maybe one day my dreams come true, maybe one day I’ll be your one and only too.

-My mind after waking up

[krcrevelim]

“I know that we’re never gonna be a thing, so I try not to grow any feelings towards you. But, once in a while, just when I’m not my best self, or when I’m not strong enough, I put myself to sleep picturing how extraordinary we could be together.”

— KC

[ellie-mayflower]

“Max isn’t responsible for his dad.”

— SAY IT LOUDER CHRISTIAN (x)

[theshrewdone]

“…And people come to you and say you’ll be stronger for it, but I don’t need this to get stronger. Give me a car that can win and that’ll make me stronger.”

—

Max Verstappen

[heartbreakhur]

[ellie-mayflower]

taichoushadow replied to your video “MAX EMILIAN VERSTAPPEN JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE ONLY WAY JOS EVER…”

Are you honestly comparing him to his dad?! That’s sick honestly

Lmfao it’s the fucking opposite actually but whatever ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

The #1 thing parents need to teach their children is the ability to cope with disappointment and failure, but Jos - a man who literally didn’t speak to his young, sobbing son after he crashed out of a karting race FOR AN ENTIRE WEEK, and that’s probably just the half of it - made Max deathly, horrifyingly afraid.

I don’t think Max was exaggerating when he said earlier this season that the criticism from the press didn’t matter because it was nothing compared to what he grew up with. But that also means that when he loses pole by the tiniest margin he cannot fucking cope because his entire nervous system goes into panic/fear mode.

On the top step in Mexico he had tears in his eyes but they weren’t tears of happiness. They came from the tension and fear finally, blissfully falling away. He couldn’t even sleep that night, could barely see straight until he finally made the gnawing panic go away the only way he was ever taught how to, by winning.

Comparing him to Jos? FFS. As if the bile doesn’t rise in my throat at the thought of what that fucking piece of garbage did to Max growing up and how that’s going to affect him for the rest of his life.

BUT.

Yeah, he’s going to have to understand himself and why he is the way he is. He has to learn to control it so it won’t ever control him.

[sunsetico-deactivated20250705]

“i used to think life would be better spent if alone. no strings, no attachment, no suffering. but then, life itself moved me towards people who changed my mind. people who made me believe that this life of mine would be much nicer, much worthy if i had some company. people who care, stand by me and are there for me. the same way i have come to be there for them.”

— best friends.

[kimiraikkonens]

One last time, for you. Grazie Kimi❤️

[nitrogen]

By Elizabeth Quaranto 

[porcelain-doll-bones-deactivate]

i swear i am trying

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“We are not in love. Not the way I’ve been told being in love feels like. But we have been sleeping beside each other for so many nights and I am the most beautiful doormat you have ever walked over.”

— Clementine von Radics

[wvstedpotential-deactivated2024]

[lyrics-and-music]

Jude Law and a Semester Abroad // Brand New

[cyberbluex]

[warmandcozyfeeling]

Things to do this coming year; A note to self

Focus on self care. You’ve neglected yourself for too long. It’s good to care for others, but remember that you are also someone who needs love and attention. Be gentle with yourself.

Journal more! Let out your feelings, document your life. At the end of the year you can look back and remember the ups and downs, knowing you got through them all.

Pursue your passions! You put them to the side sometimes and that isn’t very good. Make more art, sing more, make things! You have to work at your passions to get better at them.

Get out in nature. Experience the world without technology around. Go on a hike, rock climb, swim in a river. The world is wide and she is so beautiful. See her before it’s too late.

Save your money - don’t be so frivolous. You never know when you’ll need some extra cash, so store some away for a rainy day.

Stay studying hard! Get up your gpa so you can transfer to a great university! It’ll be worth it in the end, trust me.

Make more of an effort with friends. You can’t expect them to initiate everything. Sometimes you have to try hard and sometimes they will, but it can’t be one sided. Don’t shut people out.

Finally, give love and let yourself be loved. Put out so much love into this world and it will return to you, tenfold.

[infpisme]

“Shit! That’s all I can say. Just shit. I don’t know what the hell I’m doing with my life anymore. What a mess…I live in horrors of doubt.”

— Anne Sexton, from a letter to W. D. Snodgrass, featured in A Self-Portrait in Letters

[cosmic--vibe]

“I only told the moon Tonight up on the roof I told her that I’m scared That all my thoughts they look like you I only told the moon About the way you move I asked her to please tell me if you tell things to her too”

— Camila Cabello ( Only Told The Moon)