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It feels so good to be comforted and reassured. Serenity following her presence, Love is pure of essence.

Wherever this leads, I wish it leads to the end.

Whatever it brings, I hope it's true.

Whoever I want, I know it's you.

With you I found my rest

If someone were to ask me what love is, i would humbly say that I cannot answer.

I have terribly failed to love therefore I lack to answer love's meaning. You can never stop loving as long as you remember. And dear god, I remember every night. I want to have peace that I do not deserve. I hope you have your peace.

Month One

Emotions control you, Pain, Anger, Sadness, and Tiredness. A month since all of those emotions came to control me. Actions that had done the damage and words that pierced the heart.

A month delayed of thinking about my faults and how wrong I acted. I destroyed my home to lessen my burden; what a foolish boy I am. To act so hastily and let anger take control.

Control. I need to think more. Emotions were felt, but anger should've been suppressed. My bad. My fault. My destruction.

Things always go to good, to better, to happiness, to hardships, to struggles, and the burden, the stress, the anxiety just piles up to a tower of never ending thoughts. A self destruct relationship. Maybe I'm just good for companionship, nothing more.

If I'm dead tomorrow, I drowned myself in coffee

The silence of the night and the noise in the darkness

My mind gives me fright but with you I worry less

You bring me to different heights, with your breathing, I am at peace

I woke up at dawn but when i heard your soft breathing, I found serenity.

Never thought that im not reassuring enough

I've always express myself to people I trust, sometimes being to vulnerable without me realizing it.

I not that type of person who shows efforts to random people or peers, but when I try to help someone in doing things that I, myself am not good at shows how really special you are to me.

When it comes to relationships, I don't troll people. :>

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We crave love for what? Comfort, to feel compassion, to have a companion, but do we really need it. Feels like we just want to be in love to have these emotions that gives happiness, but when we reach the part where the going's rough, we tend to let ourselves fall out of the bond. I have been in relationships that can be classified as a loving relationship, with friends, best friends, crushes and a jowa. I had definitely gave them the love i know i can give but what if they yearn for more, or if they want love no more lol

I wish I could love someone again and have something in return. I just want to be loved hihihi yolo