Xandryy

Say I'm good, but I might be indenial

[xandrysand]

࣪ ˖ 𖦹°⋆ Ikaw na ba'ng true love ko? ♪‧₊˚

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....Xandry out! ⋆.˚

[xandrysand]

I swear i have something to post i just need more time egeiak2bial1ua82o

[popcornbutterfly]

[xandrysand]

I JUST REALIZED HOME GIRL, MOOTIE, ALE DEACTIVATED!?!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED WHILE I WAS GONE!?

PUTANGINA

[xandrysand]

MABUHAY ANG MGA BADINGG, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YALL

[xandrysand]

Hey... Hey.. 😅

I forgot I had tumblr🫠 I have something in my drafts, it's based on something that happened to me so yeah..

[xandrysand]

Okay so for some reason I can't get access to Tumblr using my internet.. And I just realized that after weeks of retrying thinking it was just an error until l I used my data. Soo yeah..

[xandrysand]

This user is feeling bitter

PAKE KO SA LETCHENG VALENTINES NA YAN!!

[xandrysand]

Im getting an idea.. BUT ITS IN ENGLISH

[xandrysand]

When I have 5 projects pending right now lololololol

Kill me

[xandrysand]

IT'S 4 NOWW

[xandrysand]

Guess whatttt its 3 now😋

[xandrysand]

ESTRANGHERO✧

A Colet Vergara x gn!reader one shot

..This oneshot has angst/comfort!

Maestro music please!

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A/n : This is my first time making a fic, please tell me how I did also.. I suck at tagalog so do tell me if I have any grammar mistakes.

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Nagmahal ka na ba ng isang estranghero?

Estranghero na alam mo ang pangalan, ang mga pangalan ng bawat tao sa kanyang pamilya, at nakilala mo na ang buong pagkatao niya. Alam mo ang ugali at mga gawi niya, kung paano siya magtampo, mag-alala, at kung paano ka niya mahalin.

Sa akin, oo.

Nakaupo siya ngayon sa aking harapan, umiinom ng kape habang may binabasang kung ano sa kanyang selpon. Nakaupo siya sa mesa na pareho naming ginawa sa loob ng bahay na pinagsikapan at pinag-ipunan namin—ngunit hindi ko na maalala ang kanyang pangalan, kundi bilang isang estranghera na lamang.

Ni hindi ko man lang alam kung kailan ito nangyari. Bigla na lamang nagkaroon ng distansiya sa amin, ang mga nakasanayan ay nagbago. Hindi naman ganito dati. Naaalala ko pa ang mga panahong na yakap niya ako sa mga gabing hindi ako makatulog at nagsasalita ng mga matatamis na salita sa akin.

“Y/N, ipinapangako ko sa’yo na mamahalin kita nang lubusan at hindi ako magsasawa sa’yo,” isa sa mga pangako niya sa akin.

Ngunit parang panaginip na lamang iyon. Nalilito ako kung saan ba ito patungo. Patuloy pa rin ba kaming magmamahalan, kahit ang pakikitungo namin sa isa’t isa ay parang mga estranghero? Na para bang wala kaming pinagsamahan, na unti-unting lumalayo at tinatalikuran ang aming nakaraan.

Parang nasa isang laro ako, naghuhulaan kasama siya. Hindi ko malaman kung ano ang gusto niya o gawin man. Hanggang dito na lang ba kami? Na hindi pinaguusapan ang aming sitwasyon dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin sa isa't-isa, o natatakot lamang na bumitaw sa relasyon na ito.

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“Dinaig pa tayo ng roommates,” sigaw ko sa kanya, dahil kung anong oras na naman siya nakauwi na walang paalam, at panay dahilan na lamang ang ibinibigay niya sa akin. “Hindi na kita maintindihan-!”

“Ako rin!”

Sagot ni Colet, na parang lahat ng kanyang kinikimkim ay sabay-sabay na sumabog. “Hindi ko na maintindihan ang sarili ko. Araw-araw iniisip ko kung dapat na ba nating itigil ito. Ngunit hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin sa’yo! kung hindi ang manatili rito”

Napatigil ako sa aking kinatatayuan. Ako rin pala ang lumalayo sa mga ipinangako namin sa isa’t isa. Hindi biglaan, hindi ko lamang nabigyang-pansin na pareho pala kaming unti-unting bumibitaw.

Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa kanya. Walang salita, walang paliwanag na parang anumang sasabihin ko ay mali. Tumigil ako sa harap niya at hinawakan ko ang kanyang mga kamay, bago pa siya makapagsalita niyakap ko siya.

Hindi mahigpit, isang yakap na humihingi ng patawad, isang yakap na nagsasabing nandito pa ako. Ngunit sa katahimikan, malinaw ang lahat ng hindi namin kayang sabihin.

Walang katiyakan, ngunit hindi ako hihinto sa muling pagkatuto kung sino ka sa buhay ko.

Colet, ang minamahal kong estranghera.

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Will I ever post a translated version? If this fic does well but I ain't hoping so yeah..

....Xandry out! ⋆.˚

[xandrysand]

Yall fuck it, I'm posting a tagalog fic any minute as my debut fic

[xandrysand]

Major problem with one of my projects.. I have to play hsr again..

Cause the lore keeps building and some of the I wrote or prepared has gone terribly wrong WTH

[xyrescape]

ANG LAUGH KO HAHSGHAHAHAHAHDGAHHAJAHSHAGSHSJAHAJAH 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[xandrysand]

BONAK AHWHBWUABABABB

[xandrysand]

So let me know who wins what in the grammys because I'm currently having FUCKING CLASSES TILL AFTERNOON AND WORK

[firecrackeronacrowdedstreet]

they're about to have the most toxic situationship hollywood has ever seen

[yourdecayedfaith]

Katsblr incident #584848473396…

This one may be the most obnoxious and entitled by far.

x reader fics have almost always been written in mind with the personal identity of the author, as it 1) makes writing the fic a bit easier, and 2) allows the author to create the representation that they want to see of themselves— something crucial if they present themselves as an identity that has far less fics written for them.

The above is not a problem, will never be a problem, and the fact that some of you are trying to make it a problem when it comes to identities that you do not personally align with is a problem.

In this fandom, we have people who are transmasc, studs, butches, and a litany of other identities that are in proxy to masculinity. So, naturally, when they write, they write with their identity in mind, so others can enjoy works more specific to them. These people (transmasc, studs, butches, etc…) really aren’t a majority, so avoiding these works (if you would want to do so) really isn’t that hard; the classic “don’t like, don’t read”.

Some of you can’t seem to do that though, and must reduce the people writing these fics to “ugly males” is genuinely one of the most tone deaf things I’ve heard from this community in a while (lmfao).

I’m going to make a very large assumption and say that the anon who sent that message is feminine leaning like myself.

Purpose of that anon message was to disparage masc!reader fics in favor of fem4fem ones, lets make that very clear. Simply because you don’t relate to something, doesn’t mean that others should stop writing for it, as you’re not the center of the universe and other people obviously find it important to them. Removing masc reader fics will not increase the amount of fem4fem ones, it really only makes people feel less welcome in the community. If you want fem4fem, that’s great! Read that then and support authors who write for it. But there’s no need to be an asshole to people who have other preferences than you, especially those who are of a marginalized identity.

Coming from a femme lesbian myself, I do have to say that there seem to be an abundance of fem4fem/gn reader in this fandom— less so for masc reader— so I have no idea why that person was even complaining about this, as if they can’t just ignore what they don’t like and read what they do.

There’s also a coat of transphobia with this, since some authors of masc reader fall somewhere on the tmasc spectrum… (Why are you demanding you see less of trans people… the transphobia brainworm really does deep doesn’t it…) but I digress.

To my transmasc travelers, just know that you’ll always have a place at my sermons and that you’re loved 🩵

That being said, don’t read what you don’t want to, and certainly don’t make it other people’s problem.

Sorry if this is incoherent, I woke up from a nap 20 minutes ago.