➳ ❪ ♡ ❫ … XAV ❞

brighter than the blinding flares of the sun, shimmering outward with power of thousands of stars. yet comforting. yet soft. filled with oceans crashing and wild, turning over ships, rushing under a powerful storm. yet still. yet calm. filled with wonder and curiosity, yearning for the unknown, desperate for enlightenment. yet wise. yet content. eyes so wide, so deep, filled with delicate roses, the power of mighty warriors, elegant as venus's flowing dress, filled with souls of thousands, with passion, with yearning, with desire. filled with beauty. filled with you.

[xavierism]

👻 ↠ open starter

xavier: uh oh xavier: did i just get up on that table and strip down to pony by ginuwine ?????? xavier: the answer is yes

[xavierism]

📱imessage⟹OPEN

KELLAN: dont cryyyyyy

KELLAN: oK!

KELLAN: can u hear me??

XAVIER: im maddddd

XAVIER: /:

XAVIER: no omg scream louder

[ncentineosource]

“Actually asking people out on dates, and taking them to dinner or lunch or coffee, or whatever it is. I feel like my generation connects over the phone way too much, and it would be great for people to actually be there in person.”

[xavierism]

📱imessage⟹OPEN

KELLAN: yeah, dude ik

KELLAN: will do-give me a sec-my arms are sooooo heavy

KELLAN: i will if u save me

XAVIER: smh cant believe you're getting started without me

XAVIER: how bout you scream

XAVIER: loudly

XAVIER: im sure someone will hear you

[xavierism]

ofgracefvls‌:

( callie → xavier ): what’s wrong with them?? funny and talented men of saturday night live seasons past… what dilfs would you go for ?? 

( callie → xavier ): i was smoking in the bath hhh but we can smoke more later wow sh

( callie → xavier ): ok i think it is good content thank you and thAT isn’t right i’ll agree with you there i just had like the little drummer boy stuck in my head who even requested all i want for christmas and why did the dj listen to them

( callie → xavier ): also thanks for the invite to the club

( xavier → callie ): i mean.... true.... im more of a david beckham guy myself tho

( xavier → callie ): fine ill let it slide this one time BUT LATER ON IM EXPECTING A PHONE CALL

( xavier → callie ): little drummer boy oh goD i just wanna know how that song even came to your head ??? dude i have no idea but it went off, wasn’t complaining jamming to mariah

( xavier → callie ): wow you know what.... i dont know where you are half the time

[xavierism]

📱imessage⟹OPEN

KELLAN: WTF

KELLAN: think im actually lost in this house

KELLAN: im stuck looking at my own reflection and can't get out of this bathroom

KELLAN: either that or this weed is stronger than im used to

XAVIER: dude

XAVIER: bang on the nearest door ill come save you

XAVIER: but only if you're gonna share

[theavengers]

[xavierism]

ofgracefvls‌:

imessage: open

( callie → unknown ): how do andy samberg and jason sudeikis look like every kind of young dilf i mildly crushed on in college

( callie → unknown ): these are my high thoughts tonight in case you were wondering 

( callie → unknown ): last night’s were about christmas. still kind of have christmas songs in my head. 

( xavier → callie ): of all the dilfs you could go for ???? smh

( xavier → callie ): wow thanks for the invite

( xavier → callie ): 10/10 quality content right there

( xavier → callie ): wtf ??? the other night i was in a club and they played all i want for christmas is you ??? its fuckin february ???

[xavierism]

millyhxdland‌:

The initial thought of sharing a house with 26 other people had felt like nothing, it wasn’t that many people really - not when she knew so many thousands had applied to be a part of this show, and yet the house felt like it was crazy. People were in and out of rooms, bags were everywhere, there was laughter and loud conversations pouring from the different rooms and she wasn’t quite sure why in the hell she had thought this would be a good idea. Sitting on the bed, freshly showered and in an over sized t-shirt she liked to sleep in Milly was ready to try and fall asleep before the rest of her roommates made their appearance for the first time when footsteps approaching the door caught her attention. Turning her head Milly’s mouth fell open as he came into sight, his name falling from her lips just as easily. “Xavier.” She whispered, he was taller, his curls were a little more wild and he was definitely a little more refined in his looks that made him all that more gorgeous - but none of that mattered because what the hell was he doing here? “I…what?” She scrambled from the bed standing herself up straight, staring back at the male, she couldn’t even form the right words to try and say anything to him ( @xavierism ) 

despite people already sneaking off to sleep, the energy in the house was still buzzing and xavier loved it - there was a good vibe here, especially seeing so many familiar faces from back home. he began to wander aimlessly towards his room in search of a phone charger, all the while lost in the flurries of colour from his instagram feed, not really paying much attention to where he was going. he looked up in surprise when he heard someone else shuffling in the room, locking eyes with an all too familiar gaze that sent his heart racing. woah. “milly? what-” he paused, trying to desperately keep himself poised: his stomach turned a little, one part of him wanting to walk right back out while the other kept him rooted to the spot. shit. shit shit shit. there were a million things running through his head in that moment, like what the hell was she doing here? and how hadn’t he run into her until now? she was as beautiful as ever, of course, but there was a part of him that couldn’t bare to look at her for too long. he cleared his throat, “wow... how long has it been?” he mused, pursing his lips as he began to walk over to where she sat. “you’re probably the last person i thought i’d see tonight, but damn... it’s good to see you.”

[xavierism]

ofgracefvls‌:

     while she was sure other contestants had to trek across the country to make it to the house, callie was thankful it was only a heavily traffic-laden forty five minute car ride through los angeles for her. she wouldn’t have to give up the familiar skyline or her favorite juice bar just yet, thank god. she approached a door to the house ( there were quite a few, it seemed like ) arms laden with two luggage bags, teeth biting down on her lip as she felt one begin to slip. she couldn’t QUITE make out who it was; regardless, she sucked in a breath and called out– “i’d owe you one if you gave me a hand.” the items in her hand shifted slightly, and a slightly breathless smile appeared on lips tinted by cherry chapstick. “drink, coffee, or whatever meal uber eats’ll bring, promise.”

xavier was, as usual, sitting on his bed scrolling through social media when he heard a voice echo around the bedroom. he was almost tempted to ignore the request, but there was something familiar about it that made him look up: a small smirk flickered across his features when he noticed it was callie standing in the doorway. “oh? but i love watching you suffer?” he chuckled, tossing his phone aside: he most definitely did not enjoy watching her suffer, but there was something amusing about seeing her struggle. after a dramatic sigh, he bounced off the bed and made his way over to her, shaking his head playfully. “well well well,” he mused, “sounds like a deal... how ‘bout an alcoholic drink? because it’s been way too long.”

[xavierism]

izzylcpez‌:

she nodded her head, eyes widening in agreement. “god, i know; it’s almost like the producers wanted us to all know each other beforehand..” she began to explain, scratching the back of her head slightly. “hey, maybe they’re from the government and they’ve been watching us all along.” she suggested dramatically, nudging his shoulder. “yeah, i think i’m ready for the most part. i’ve always wanted to take time out of my life to do some travelling, so i guess it works out.”

he tried to bite back the growing smile on his face, tilting his head as he considered it. “you know what... that doesn’t even surprise me,” he laughed, shaking his head at the thought. “like how the hell did they manage to get so many of us in the same place at one time? mind blowing.” xavier nodded his head in agreement, meeting her gaze. “it feels so good to finally get out and do something exciting, you know? plus i think i needed a break from all that studying before i went crazy.”

[xavierism]

honeyisms‌:

honey flashed her coworker a soft smile as he entered the kitchen. ‘ of course. it’s like you don’t even know me at all. ’, she said, with a shocked tone before taking a sip from her beer. ‘ i guess i just have this radar, i just always know where the alcohol is. ’, honey added. one of her eyebrows raised in curiosity to xavier’s offer. ‘ let me hear it. ’, she demanded. ‘ sounds very tempting. ’

xavier chuckled at that, rolling his eyes playfully. “i wish i could say i was surprised, but that would be a lie... im more impressed than anything.” he added, shrugging his shoulders as he leaned back against the counter. he definitely could think of a few things, but the night was young. “how about we ditch the unpacking all together and head out?”

[katledison]

[xavierism]

hey there demons, its me, ya boy

i’ve totally neglected my son and im so sorry for that.... but i promise xav is gonna make a reappearance in the next 24 hours ( life got super crazy & i honestly dont know what happened but ive barely been home for more than half an hour at a time ?? tf ????? how ???? hate that for me. ) so yeah still here love u all xx

[coffee-crinkled-pages]

Please tell me I’m not as forgettable As your silence Is making me feel.

M.S. (via musingisms)

[henrywinteris]

Noah Centineo for Rogue Magazine: Winter 2018

[centineogifs]

( via instastory )