Just managed to see my IM grade and I got a fking B-.
Which is the grade where the email says it means one might possibly be lacking knowledge about the subject.
Well guess what. The grade was 80% student internship program where I literally stood around for 3 to 4 hours trying to listen in on what high level thing was being discussed and was not even a chance to present cuz the whole rounds moved too fking slowly there was no time. This grade is like given by one single person who saw me for 2 weeks and was too busy trying to finish morning rounds in time for LATE LUNCH to even bother about us and what we were doing.
So fking pissed cuz this has pulled down my entire grade for med and even if i get full marks for mbbs I will not even make the deans list. Can you imagine? Not like I'm aiming for it in any way but this is my fking final grade and just cuz you are a new con doesn't mean you can just throw away my final year grades just cuz you want to prove yourself. Prove what I also have no fking idea but for some reason all new ones just refuse to give decent marks.
I went to see the "professionalism" form which is some very basic form to gauge how a person is. As a person. And if one is not the scum of the earth with no morals usually a 6 to 8 out of 9 is assumed.
She gave a fking 5 for all components. Which is like the neutral mark out of 9. Which like omg can you pick a side and not sit on the fence. I got 5 out of 9 for things like "has integrity", "treats people with respect", "is professional". Well if this is what I get on my morality I definitely am in the wrong career path huh. So fking ridiculous.
If this is the score I got for SIP I would have easily lost 40 out of 100. Which considering my grade, I did. If it was just some formative thing fine I accept. But it's 80% of my med posting grade which makes up 12.5% of my final grade and if one wants to be fair and compare what I did to what others did and the grades we got in comparison, well I do not deserve this bullshit.
A posting where ppl just breeze through since 80% is usually easy to get if you do your shit and don't skip anything well now i have to play catch up just cuz people refuse to be more generous with marks like everyone else.
What moderation was done pls do tell me the stupid handbook was lying.
So now I have to study extra hard and get subpar grades if I'm lucky and struggle to pass.
Thanks a lot. This system is so fking stupid. I'm so angry. For anyone who ever has to grade someone else in future well this is like a very negative example. Please take the little time and effort to find out what you're grading, what it's for, and decide appropriately.
If I was such a disappointment during my posting well I would have appreciated if you could tell me so I can change before you ruin my future like that.
Hate it when people just refuse to give high grades just cuz it's like idk against their morals or something. So dumb. Wasted my fking time. If this was the marks I was gonna get well I should have just not gone for like half of it cuz that's what deserves this kinda grades. Could have been doing so much more productive things. Even sleeping would value add more than standing around like a fking Christmas tree.
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