help me find a way to breathe

what did he put you through? indie. read rules & about. tracking xjaybird

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over here now.

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over here now.

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         “— Toby said this charm was s’posed t’be easy.”          He frowns down at the still normal-sized book in front          of him, flicking his wand the way Toby had shown him          and muttering ‘Reducio' — his wand sparked a little,          but the book stubbornly remained the same size.

[xjaybirdarchive]

"They're always easy for Toby."

She hasn't even bothered to try it, herself -- it's far  more fun to watch Angel's frustration growing each time he gets it wrong.

            "---Take a break, try again later."

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open

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      “No— go on. I’m intrigued.”

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      "Nope, I get it, I'm done."

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{ thatburden }

"-----take the last slice and i will SMITE you."

[xjaybirdarchive]

                                because i’m NOT myself, you ( see )

      welcome to sunset valley mental hospital, where there’s state of the art facilities and doctors that graduated at the top of their class. patients are treated with respect and as equals as the staff here works to help them sort through their issues and become full functioning members of society!  

      here at sunset valley the patients are given a wristband when they arrive, green for passive, yellow for elastic and red for volatile. it’s all in the name of treatment though, in order to keep the staff safe and provide patients with the best care possible. during the day, the patients have free reign of the facilities, the yard & the gardens, the day room, as well as the gym where nurses and doctors will supervise exercise and sometimes they open up the pool. the only thing to remember is you’re not supposed to be in anyone else’s room, not that they check often. here the patients are admitted for an array of different problems, but have no fear, here at sunset valley, the staff is equipped to make all their patients dreams come true. 

RULES

it’s advised that if you are triggered by any of the following themes, you reconsider if this verse is one you will not be comfortable in; sex, hospitals, drugs, depression, mentions of suicide, substance abuse, language, mental illness & addiction. 

all canon & oc characters are welcome, no duplicate fc’s unless discussed

submit your applications here

make an effort to interact with all verse members! discuss plots and associations if you wish beforehand.

do not godmode other characters, stir up hate, or be rude ooc. you will be removed from the group.

be sure to let an admin know of any major verse happenings ( character deaths, episodes, etc )

positions are open for patients, doctors/therapists and nurses. 

this is a modern day mental hospital au, therefore there are no lobotomies, shock therapy, etc, etc. there will be more group therapy as well as one on one therapy with the therapists rather than extreme treatment.

for the sake of the verse we’re going to pretend that there is a lot of leeway and places to sneak off to because we all know that people are going to want to ship and make out in closets and whatever.

if you go inactive for more than two weeks without notice, you will be removed from the group. please be aware of this and don’t get mad if you’re removed after a period of inactivity. 

once accepted, please post a bio, track & post opens under the tag v; i can’t explain myself

APPLICATION

name : age : fc :  patient or staff : wristband color (patient) or position (staff ):  diagnoses (patient) : short bio :

PATIENTS

abigail brushire : holland roden : hotcococcino : volatile dean winchester : jensen ackles : meangrinchester : volatile krystof jakob valentin : kellan lutz : thejollykreindeer : volatile tris prior : shailene woodley : trisprior-dauntless : volatile jamie moriarty : ben barnes : semperobliti : volatile johnny d. winchester : colton haynes : therebetterbepie : volatile taylor hawkins : taylor hawkins : taylor-hawkins-the-spooky-boy : volatile norman francis bates : anthony perkins : myownprivatetrap : volatile aaron stampler : edward norton : butcherbcy : volatile james buchanan ‘bucky’ barnes : sebastian stan : prxzrak: volatile jaxon sawyer : chris pratt : jaxonsawyer : volatile ariadne crystalli kadnikov : lyndsy foseca : teleterrified : volatile royston frederick peterson : tom hardy : frcddie : volatile candice swanepoel : candice swanepoel : gildedinglamourx : volatile clint francis barton : aaron paul : cawcawmfker : elastic asami yukimura : park shin hye : theotherkitsune : elastic derek hale : tyler hoechlin : wolfspirals : elastic jane marie wyndham : lily collins : xjaybird : elastic angel matthew baker :  johnny pacar : urbanangelisms : elastic corinne delacroix :  astrid berges-frisbey : larosedenoel : elastic ashley de beaufou : charlie hunnam : moparulisulis : elastic marla singer : eva green : infectiiious : elastic sasha roderigo volk : channing tatum : sashaiiisms : elastic allison argent : caitlin stasey : aherosdeath: elastic stiles stillinski : dylan o’brien : duvides : elastic lin stillinski : lindsey shaw : merryxhuman : elastic claude rains : christopher eccleston : ghxstofnewyork : elastic jason bullard : aaron tveit : xorenda : passive fay dunbar : crystal reed : aurxr : passive john doe ( sevby ) : evan peters : slavinne : passive rhiannon lily peterson : dove cameron : rhianxbird : passive tessa pollitt : tessa pollitt : im-tessa-pollitt : passive iah marsden : daniel sharman : earlymourningprayers : passive zoe anderson : phoebe tonkin : romestheearth : volatile rocky st. barricks : jack falahee : rockyonthetrail : elastic

STAFF

malia tate : shelley hennig : wiintercoat : guard sam wesson : jared padalecki : selfdeception : intern sebastian bellrose : jaime dorian : transfertragedy : nurse kira yukimura : jamie chung : viixcn : therapist candace stewart : emilie de ravin : heimatx : therapist dr. harleen frances quinzel : evan rachel wood : aintyourpuddin : psychiatrist  sookie stackhouse : anna paquin : girlbehindthebar : doctor 

—castiel novak  : misha collins : reserved : ( open for jimmy novak as twin ) —bobbi morse  : adrianne palicki : reserved

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#life isn’t a photoshoot ward

[perditioner]

            ‘ you put cas near the food ? ’

    he still sits when asked to, obeying after a small     resistance as jane leads him across the room.

[xjaybirdarchive]

         "misguided, i know, but you need me            more than the kitchen does right now."

she inspects the cut -- not quite as bad as she'd originally thought, but still worthy of a couple of stitches. there's a sigh as she rummages through her first-aid kit.

             "y'know, i might not always be around                to fix you. one day, you're gonna have                to start being careful."

[urbanangelisms-archive-blog]

         “I, uh — do-don’ thin’ so?”

[xjaybirdarchive]

"No, you're familiar. I don't know. Maybe it's just one of those faces."

[thundcrbird-blog]

    “Yep. Me again. Look, darlin’—— I can only do this with ya so many times before someone starts catchin’ on. I got my own bills t’ pay, you know.”

[xjaybirdarchive]

       "I know, sugar, I know. It's gotta be so hard for you, and I'm not making it any easier. Look, how about... How about you let this one go, and I'll help you put a smile on that face? Won't even charge you for it. C'mon, now, it's a good deal."

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hungry eyes // eric carmen

with these hungry eyes one look at you and i can’t disguise i’ve got hungry eyes i feel the magic between you and i

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[xjaybirdarchive]

If you want to be friends with me you don’t have to be like “Hi, um, can, ya know, we be friends?”

It is 1000000000000000000000% percent ok if you just go into my inbox and go “Man, I am so fucking pissed off at fucking Larry.” and I’ll most likely respond with, “Oh shit! What did Larry do now?”

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He brought her into his arms, careful to be gentle, and tried not to focus on that beast tearing a hole in his heart. Of course he didn’t blame her. God was another story. His voice was slightly muffled against her shoulder. 

         ”I’m sorry, Jay. M’so sorry.”

[xjaybirdarchive]

"Don't--- Don't you apologise.  You didn't do anything. It was  me, it was all me."

Her hands clutched at him, desperate, as though worried that this might be the last time he'd actually want to hold her. What if he ended up hating her for this? What if this was the final straw that drove him away?

               "----What am I gonna tell the kids?"