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thekingsbashtard:
In all honesty, he could never understand why her brother would not consider him as a possible suitor now. Yes, he was once a mere bastard son of the King of France, but he had been a Duke for a long time now and the brother of not one, but two Kings of France. He had been married to Queen and a beloved King consort of Hungary. And even though he had no intimate relationship with his wife, the two had come to an understanding and had formed a beautiful friendship, cared for each other as a person and there was love, but it was just not romantic for they both had interest of that short elsewhere. So known was it that the two were close that none suspected him of possibly having any involvement in his wife’s death. But he pushed these thoughts from his mind now, smiled at her warmly. “Bet you will get an earful for that later…” he teased her, eyes glanced at her brother if only for a mere second. “Is this how you wanted to spend your last dance of the year thought?” He questioned, for by now he was not used to them being close anymore. Their relationship had been through storms and tornadoes. Through thick more than through thin. And yet, there was always love, at least from his part; he never ceased loving her, caring about her. And now, he did not know if the question was idle or if he wanted to satisfy the curiosity that raged in the back of his mind.
Her smile grew slightly at his words. “Maybe so, but that is a problem for later and I will not allow my brother down my mood for tonight.” she said with a slight nod at her own words, having made up her mind about it. She raised her gaze up at him, tilting her head slightly to the side at his question. In her mind, the answer was quite obvious, had not she gone up to him and not the other way around? But yet she also gave it a second thought with a soft smile still lingering along her lips. She had gone out on a bit of a limb by doing that and not just because of her disapproving brother or the old whispers this could bring back from having been silenced once before. But also because wherever they were standing, having gone back and forth so many times. But yet she still hadn’t regretted her decision. “I did walk up to you, didn’t I?” she replied, not leaving him hanging for too long. Then another reason for his question that had her smile fade slightly for a short second. “But, if there is someone else you’d rather spend your last dance of the year with... I would respect that.” the idea that this might be the reason for his question just hit her, but it only took a short second for it to shake her confidence.
light a little spark ; Bash
thekingsbashtard:
It was both a pleasant notice to hear that she has been great, but also a stab to the ribs too. Maybe he wanted her to be a little sad about them, even though he knew that it was entirely selfish on his part to even think of that. A genuine smile graced his lips despite that. He wished that he could say the same thing about himself; that the holiday spirit had some effect on him too, that it made him all happy and giddy. Perhaps he was too caught up on the brooding mood to let go of all the sad things that had happened to him during this year. To be frank, you could say that holidays had the exact opposite effect on his heart; made him reminisce of the year that was coming past and not in a good way. Francis passing away, him having lost Kenna yet again, the scandal with Charles and Mary…loses, grief and no smiles. Part of him was eager to leave this year behind and hopeful for a brighter, happier one coming. Hence, her question caught him a bit unprepared. Should he be honest and blunt with her, or should he put on his facade, as he did per usual for social proprieties?
“Better than I hoped.” He compromised, kind of more soft than flat out lying to her. A laugh fell from his lips, heartedly, but leaving a bitter taste on his tongue. “Other than helping out Charles as much as I can, I don’t think I’ve got much going on…” He wished right now that he could lie and say that he had lots of things going, but it was Kenna he was talking to. “You on the other had, seem like you’ve got a handful in your hands…” He teased, a smirk formed on his lips as he subtly pointed towards where her brother was standing, watching them. “How is that going?”
Maybe it was the extravagance of everything, or maybe the music, or anything else really, but parties like these would always have a grip around her and she used them to stop thinking about the past but to instead look forward if only for a short period of time. But being here, with him, moving together to the music. It made it hard not to think about the past, about them and how she never seemed to get over him. But her soft smile stayed as she pushed away from the thoughts of the past if only slightly. It had been a long year filled with ups and downs, hopefully, the coming year would bring something they all were worth by now.
Her smile grew at his words, tipping her head slightly to the side. “That’s good.” he had a tough year and she hadn't done it better for him, again. Her gaze narrowing slightly as he mentioned her brother, something that soon had her eyes roll. “Let’s say I hope he will go on another trip soon enough.” she replied with a slightly arched eyebrow, a little smirk growing along her lips. “He’s probably staring at us right now.” a playful smirk growing along her lips. “Unpleased that I’m enjoying the last dance of the year with anyone but his suitors.” but most likely even more unpleased that it wasn’t with just anyone but with Bash.
light a little spark ; Bash
thekingsbashtard:
Every last working brain cell screaming at him to not do this; this was a bad, awful decision and he knew, deep down, how it would end. But his desire to hold and dance with the woman that has been holding his heart for the past few years, unwavering, not learning from the continues loop they both find themselves in, is greater than anything else in the entire world in this moment. His eyes firmly fixated on hers, her glowing appearance. His heart hammering against his chest, leaving him praying that she cannot hear it. And when she accepts, taking his offered arm, he beams at her in the most genuine way. So he led them to the dance floors, the other pairs parting to make room for them in the center of it all, and it felt all as if in a fairytale; even thought it was all too much real. “You look magnificent…” The Duke found himself telling her, not so much intentionally but he sincerely had no control over his tongue and body tonight. Not at this moment. The stare of his friends and his brother at the back of his head burnt, and he very well knew why they were all so displeased with him, and yet he was the happiest his had been in a long, long time.
“How have you been?” A simple question, yet one which withheld his overflowing interest for her; to hear of her news and to hear her telling him that she has been well, that she has been happy. Even though he was aware that her brother was at court, his eye catching him for a split second as they spun around, but that was the only moment he took his eyes off her.
A warm smile spread across her lips as his words reached her ears. “Thank you... and so do you.” she replied, her words as honest as they could be. But he has always been in her eyes and despite the circle of broken hearts they always seemed to get caught up in it hadn’t changed over the years. In between she had moved on, she even had so now. But not entirely as one would wish, especially her brother. She always seemed to mend her heart in some way but there was always a missing piece that she had to convince herself didn’t exist. Deep inside she knew who held that missing piece and now while moving with him to the rhythm of the music those feelings was harder to hold back. How she missed him.
“I’ve been good... or great, actually.” she replied, giving it an extra thought. “I guess the holiday spirit has kept its grip around me.” she said jokingly with a slight laugh. “It’s a shame that everything soon is over.” she added with a soft smile. “And you, how have you been?” she asked curiously, wanting to know how he had been. “Anything new going on?” she genuinely wanted to know whatever there was to know what had happened in his life recently. But deep inside that question was a hidden question: ‘was there someone new in his life?’
light a little spark ; Bash
xkennafleming:
You could almost touch the feeling of the festivities filling the castle these last couple of days. First with christmas and now tonight they would say goodbye to this year and welcome the next. Though it had been a few days between the two big parties one could almost think the first one had never came to an end. In one way, maybe it hadn’t, as the guests who arrived before christmas still filled the otherwise empty rooms in the castle. Even Kenna who loved these grand parties started to feel that the castle was a bit crowded. But as the last day of the year started to come to an end and the music once again filled the grand room were the christmas tree still stod and reminded everyone of the festivities the overcrowded feeling faded and instead got replaced with a large dose of joy. For tonight she wore an emerald green dress with gold details that matched the mask that was covering her face. Her long brown hair was put together in a beautiful hairdo with a few small braids. This was trully her, the green reminding her of the never ending green hills of Scotland. Her father who sent it trully knew how to please the more materialistic side of his daughter. She placed the now empty wine glas in her hand on a table that she passed as she moved towards the large group of dancing people. It wasn’t long until they would all move outside to watch the fireworks light up the night skye but until then, she wanted to have one last dance of the year. Despite already having had a quite handful of different dances the alcohol she consumed so far made sure she didn’t feel the slight ache in her feet. Following the edge of the circle where the people danced she let her gaze look over the people, or actually just the men, to try and find who would best suit as her last dance partner of the year. Soon her gaze stopped on a man she knew very well, a man who still made her heart jump and left a tingle in her stomach whenever she saw him. Still after all these months. Her feet moved her closer to him, not caring much of the people he was talking to and soon she stopped by them. “ What man would leave a Lady without a dance partner on a night like this? ” she said, her gaze only locked on Bash who she directed the question to and a small smirk slowly grew along her lips.
The atmosphere has been greatly improved since the last time he remembers a gathering or festivity at the French court. Even he could admit that he was feeling more upbeat and merry than he had in, what seemed like, years. Perhaps it is the Christmas spirit and the anticipation to leave behind the awful year that is, eventually, coming to an end. Or more likely, it is the alcohol that has become a more frequent inhabitant of his system than it ever has in all the years before. Regardless, Sebastian had already decided and promised to himself three things that he wouldn’t do tonight; one, to not get excessively drunk and have a perfect recollection of events. Two, to not overthink. Anything. Not about his personal relationships, not about his family, all the people who have passed away and cannot be here with them tonight. And lastly, he promised himself to not let himself get distracted by Lady Kenna’s presence, and even more so that of her older brother’s. He was no fool, after all, he knew exactly what her brother was at court for, other than to be near the Scottish Queen and provide advice and consolation; he had come to marry Kenna of, to a good, wealthy gentleman who could provide for her and, hopefully, raise her standing or the family’s prestige.
Standing there, laughing and joking with all the familiar Lords and nobles that surrounded him, his eyes often drift off to the dance floor. Watching her. Watching her move gracefully across the floor, mingling and laughing as she twirls and turns about, according to the dance demands. A sigh fell from his lips, barely audible, when his attention was demanded back from his discussants.
And then the lovely, soft sound of her voice broke through the static that reined in his head; Kenna. His eyes immediately found hers, and her smirk was mirrored by him; somewhat more subconsciously than it was a conscious decision. “That would deem one not a proper gentleman…” he found himself responding, the words simply rolling off his tongue. She was a sight to behold; magnificent. Dressed in a fine emerland dressed, the gold thread bringing out the tan of her skin, the color of her eyes. She was beautiful. Breath taking, even. “Excuse me, gentlemen…” He laughed, placing the goblet which he had been holding on the table beside him. The men parted and he found himself standing right before her; why he had come to him, specifically, tonight, he knew not, but what he did know is that he has been dying to have a moment with her; just to be able to see her, stand so close to her, touch her.
“Will you honor me with this last dance for the year?” He questioned, offered her his extended hand. Heart beating hard against his chest.
Her smirk grew even more as she caught his attention, just that was a small victory and having him shift his attention from his company to her probably gave a bit of a too good feeling. She was pleased with his answer and even more pleased with his actions thereafter. Still not paying much attention to his company as her eyes could not seem to actually let go of the man now standing just centimeters away from her. "It would be my honour." She answered softly, trying not to let the joy shine through to much though her gaze might not be as forgiving. She placed her hand on his and just this small little touch made her heart skip a few beats. "I thought you would never ask." She said in a lower tone with a slight smirk so only he could hear her words as they moved over to the dance floor.
It was hard trying to hide the very much pleased feeling she got of standing so close to him, how she had longed for this. For him, for his touch. Had it not been for that other, more unpleasant, feeling of how her brother now probably stared at her for being with Bash and not with the other suitors he had picked out himself she would probably have gotten to easily lost in the moment. She found herself a bit lost of words, which wasn't something that happened very often. But one could still see that she enjoyed every second of this, maybe even a bit too much.
light a little spark ; Bash
You could almost touch the feeling of the festivities filling the castle these last couple of days. First with christmas and now tonight they would say goodbye to this year and welcome the next. Though it had been a few days between the two big parties one could almost think the first one had never came to an end. In one way, maybe it hadn't, as the guests who arrived before christmas still filled the otherwise empty rooms in the castle. Even Kenna who loved these grand parties started to feel that the castle was a bit crowded. But as the last day of the year started to come to an end and the music once again filled the grand room were the christmas tree still stod and reminded everyone of the festivities the overcrowded feeling faded and instead got replaced with a large dose of joy. For tonight she wore an emerald green dress with gold details that matched the mask that was covering her face. Her long brown hair was put together in a beautiful hairdo with a few small braids. This was trully her, the green reminding her of the never ending green hills of Scotland. Her father who sent it trully knew how to please the more materialistic side of his daughter. She placed the now empty wine glas in her hand on a table that she passed as she moved towards the large group of dancing people. It wasn't long until they would all move outside to watch the fireworks light up the night skye but until then, she wanted to have one last dance of the year. Despite already having had a quite handful of different dances the alcohol she consumed so far made sure she didn't feel the slight ache in her feet. Following the edge of the circle where the people danced she let her gaze look over the people, or actually just the men, to try and find who would best suit as her last dance partner of the year. Soon her gaze stopped on a man she knew very well, a man who still made her heart jump and left a tingle in her stomach whenever she saw him. Still after all these months. Her feet moved her closer to him, not caring much of the people he was talking to and soon she stopped by them. " What man would leave a Lady without a dance partner on a night like this? " she said, her gaze only locked on Bash who she directed the question to and a small smirk slowly grew along her lips.
{ starter ; kenna + mary}
Mary hadn’t spoke to Kenna for as long as she could remember. She hadn’t heard much from any of her laides, to be quite honest. She missed the company of her friends, and was glad to have reconnected with Kenna. Her mourning had kept her from reaching out to anyone, and isolating herself from the people she loved did negative things to her mental and physical health. While Kenna was technically her subject, that meant nothing to Mary. Kenna would always be a friend to her, no matter what happened.
Mary sat in her chambers with her friend, sipping away at a goblet of wine as she talked and caught up with Kenna. It was a simple activity, but hiding away in her chambers kept her away from the stresses of court. The Queen looks over at Kenna, pursing her plump lips. “How have you been, I feel like I’ve been going on for too long about myself. I’ve really missed you, Kenna.” She says, smiling gently.
She enjoyed this, despite she having done her duty as Marys lady in waiting they hadn’t sat down like this in a while. She could understand why - she had to deal with the loss of Francis in her own way. She raised her goblet to take a sip of the wine before leaning back slightly in the chair. ”I don’t mind Mary.” She assured her, and she truly didn’t mind it. She was happy just to see that the black curtain that had covered her dear friend for so long had started to lift itself of her. ”I’ve been good. Though now since Anthony came back to court I’ve seen myself having a lot of encounters with some of his noble friends.” She answered and shook her head slightly as a soft giggle escaped her lips. She knew he did it out of good and wanted to look after his sister. ”He never seems to give up .” She added with a laugh. She had the luck of being able to find her own suitor, though after the circumstances she may have a little less to say it. But for now, she was more than happy to atleast have a saying in it - no matter how many suitors her brother presented to her.
xkennafleming:
As their gaze locked her smile grew and gave him a slight nod at his words. ”Of course.” She added as she moved towards him to take the seat he made for her. ”You know you can always come to me if you need something.” Not that she could offer him everything, but she would always try. If there was something sure about her it was that she would do a lot for the people she care about. Despite her more egoistic side that seemed to get more attention from people rather than her caring side.
Things between him and Kenna had always been a little weird every since the last time she chose someone else over him, and yet he could not ever help the way he felt about her; how her very presence was enough to soothe his pain, make him feel the tiniest bit of happiness even when he generally felt like death itself. Her being here with him now was important to him; he truly needed that. Without them having to say anything, but for him to just feel her presence by his side. “How have you been, Kenna?” He questioned, wishing to speak of something other than Francis and his death. And since it had been a while from the last time he saw her, the question was deemed proper.
"I've been good." She answered with a soft smile. "Busy, but good." Her brother was back in court and it seemed that everytime he came her life seemed to be filled with less of her own enjoyments. She loved her brother to bits, but somtimes he could atleast try a bit harder to make it less obvious that the men he introduced her to wasn't potential suitors. Though as she believed Bash not really being interested about hearing her ridicilous complaints about this she left it out. "I was thinking..." she started and turned slightly more towards him. "It has been an awfully long time since I met Lis the last time." She started as her smile grew slightly. "And since I know she is your friend as well, why don't we pay her a visit together?" She asked and tilted her head slightly to the side. "It would be a good way for you to leave the castle for a bit... and for me aswell." She added the last words with a slight giggle. She needed to get out from these walls and the castle grounds for a day.
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↳Kenna in 1.15
“Lady Kenna-”
Her tone like poison and her eyes sharp with judgement, Catherine joined the young girl’s side.
"Your Majesty" she replied as she dipped down in a curtesy. You could see a slight smile along her lips, though it was more out of courtesy rather than a genuine one. She was as fond of the Queen mother as she herself probably was to her. "Is there anything I could do for you?" She asked as she couldn't find in her wildest imagination that she would have joined her side just for some company.
xkennafleming:
She could see the pain in his face, and after all this time and everything that happened between them. It still hurts just as much as always to see him hurt. She know all to well what it felt like to loose someone since loosing two of her closest friends. They may not have been family, but they had still been like sisters for her.
So when her gaze had met him and she had noted his expression she hadn’t hesitated a second before walking up towards him. She pressed her lips together as he opened his mouth before she had the chance to. ”I know.” She answered in a soft tone. ”So I wanted to ask if there is anything I could do for you.” she added soon after and let her gaze meet his with a slight, soft smile along her lips.
His expression softened when their gazes locked. The sound of her voice sounded soothing, like a balsam to his soul. The smile that graced her lips, though faint, was enough to add a warmth in his heart. Something pleasant. A very welcomed distraction from the troubles his mind and heart both had to endure recently, and still do. He appreciates the question, really. It comes at a hard time for him, a moment when he had been looking for something else to occupy his thoughts other than memories of his lost brother. “Keep me company for a while…” He suggested, moving a bit and gesture to the sit next to him. A smile forming on his lips, hopeful.
As their gaze locked her smile grew and gave him a slight nod at his words. ”Of course.” She added as she moved towards him to take the seat he made for her. ”You know you can always come to me if you need something.” Not that she could offer him everything, but she would always try. If there was something sure about her it was that she would do a lot for the people she care about. Despite her more egoistic side that seemed to get more attention from people rather than her caring side.
“I haven’t exactly had a very good day…” The Duke begins, a sigh falling from his lips. Tired. Worn. In fact, he hadn’t had a good day since Francis died, but he cannot quite go about telling that to everyone. Swallowing, he closes his eyes and takes in a breath. “…okay?” He adds, not a moment later, his gaze meeting that of the other person’s.
She could see the pain in his face, and after all this time and everything that happened between them. It still hurts just as much as always to see him hurt. She know all to well what it felt like to loose someone since loosing two of her closest friends. They may not have been family, but they had still been like sisters for her.
So when her gaze had met him and she had noted his expression she hadn’t hesitated a second before walking up towards him. She pressed her lips together as he opened his mouth before she had the chance to. ”I know.” She answered in a soft tone. ”So I wanted to ask if there is anything I could do for you.” she added soon after and let her gaze meet his with a slight, soft smile along her lips.
" I think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies "
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The smell of the food the kitchen servants prepared for the evening hit her as she stepped inside the room, making her more aware of the hunger growing inside her. She noted the stranger sitting by the table, giving him a slight nod and a smile out of courtesy before turning to the servant who walked up to her as soon as she had entered the kitchen. Though she could probably eat a full meal now, she only asked for a plate of fruits, biscuits and cheese to top the biscuits with. And water to rinse it down with, not feeling for wine at the moment. Another servant took her cloak as she removed it from her shoulders, it wasn't necessary to wear it inside - especially not in the kitchen where the fire gave more than plenty of heat.
As someone mentioned her name she turned towards the voice and soon her gaze fell upon the man she earlier had seen by the table. He knew her name, but she couldn't recognize him at all. Though she had spent a couple of weeks away from court she hadn't forgotten about the faces she had met before, not those who were important to remeber atleast. That left her with two reasons for why she couldn't recognize him. 1) He wasn't important enough to remember or 2) He had arrived to court after she left. Being Marys lady in waiting it wasn't strange for him to know her name, but then he actually walked up to her and calling her by name without hesitation. This was indeed quite confusing she must admit. She smiled but wasn't quick enough to say anything before he started talking again. I've heard beautiful tales about you. Now that, was interesting and she had to keep herself from not letting out a small laugh but instead only letting her smile grew a bit more, as if charmed by his kind comment. But she wasn't stupid. She knew more than anyone that these fine tales was more of entertainment for everyoneelse - gossip that she had heard more then enough of. "That is very kind of you to say." She answered, leaving the titel out for now as she still had no idea of who he is. Though her own words was kind and sounding almost charmed by his own, she was still offended by his comment- as she more than well knew what kind of tales it was that he had heard about. Atleast in her own mind that is. Though her not knowing who he is would soon change even without her having to ask for it as he introduced himself. A prince, that mean he had arrived after she left as she would have known within the hour or even minutes upon his arrival if a prince arrived to court while she was there. She was after all a lady in waiting, one of her tasks was to know any person of interest that arrived to court. "Your Higness, excuse me for my lack of manners." She said with a soft smile and a light curtsy. "I've just arrived back at court." She explained herself out of courtesy, but inside - she didn't realy feel to much for him because of his comment. "Though, if you don't mind, you have made me very... curious, how you knew it was me." She soon added with a soft smile and slightly raised eyebrow, yes - she was indeed very curious about this and though she wasn't stupid enough to talk over a prince visiting court for whatever reason. She wasn't the one standing by, smiling and giggling at charming words and manners.
It was with a bittersweet feeling she stepped out of the carriage that had taken her all the way from the harbour where she had arrived with the boat from Scotland. Leaving Scotland had been as bittersweet, both wanting to stay in her home country but also not. These days, after all these years, France almost felt more like home in a strange way. Her gaze fell on the servants who immideatly started to carry her belongings to her chambers, no doubt in it being more than she had left with. She gave them a small nod with a smile before starting to walk up to the castle. She pulled the cloak tighter around her to keep out the cold, but didn't care about the snow finding it's way in her slightly braided hair. Despite having spent time on a long journey it didn't really show to much on her, more or less thanks to the art of make up and a strong will not to look the journey, despite the lack of sleep and a slight lack of appetite during the time on sea. It was because of the last that her steps carried her towards the kitchen as soon as she stepped inside the big doors, a light meal would suit her good and though she could just send for it to her chamber she felt more like going there herself before finding her way to the people she had missed terribly since leaving the french court a couple of weeks ago.