the monster within

→ heuksachorong the human lord aka the inju. wu yifan kris wu. broken beyond repair. nothing to lose and nothing to gain. don't come too close, you might end up hurting yourself. don't say i didn't warn you. you'll regret it, everyone does. cold hearted and barely living. { kpopxmen } ✗

[xm-yifan]

— important rs post, my loves.

for anyone that was interested in ever plotting with kris -- you should look under the cut. if not, you can scroll past this and we'll be on our way ~ 

sooooooooo .... guess who was being productive. yes, me!!!

hi guys, i actually made a relationships page for kris and i was pretty sad that he only had six people on there. or there are more and i just can't remember what plot we had. if i forgot someone that was important to him, please let me know! all plotting messages were already sent out so if you didn't get themmmmm. i'm assuming that tumblr was hungry. 

i have a few open relationship spots that i made in a hurry because i just wanted to get the main ideas down. i'm going to be kiiiiinda picky with choosing people for them since i want them to actually make sense, you know? so if you're interested in anything here then reply to this post to let me know which one you want. or you can message me, whichever one floats your boat. 

but no worries if you can't find anything! that doesn't mean that i don't want to plot with you. we can still plot if you just message me or you can also like this post so i can message you. sounds easy, right? ; v ; 

still aren't convinced to plot with me? well, forget you. HAHAHa just kidding. here, have this and plot with me ya lil -- 

thank youuu ~ if you read all of this, then i am proud of you and i love you. i didn't mean for it to be this long. btw, i'm slowly working on his overdue replies and they haven't been forgotten. if you have a roleplay with him that hasn't been replied to, we can always start a new one if you lost the muse or you can just wait until i get them all drafted! 

much love, julie andrews. ( insert heart bc i'm too lazy to c+p ) 

[taemono]

[xm-yifan]

Kris Picspam (happy birthday)

[xm-sehuna]

-- macked

[ ... ]

[xm-yifan]

shit ... (/ he scowled under his breath because he would never be able to understand the amount of stupidity that lie within the average human being. maybe it was a weighed out teen with plugs in his ears or an elderly figure who wasn't capable of such sudden movements. besides, kris didn't actually get to properly acknowledge who the idiot was before hitting him. it could've been a woman for all he knew which only rained down more on the situation ) 

(/ he wasn't necessarily considered the person to actually have the sympathy to get out of the car and confirm how much damage had been done. and maybe today was the stranger's lucky day because kris didn't feel like leaving a person to die out in the middle of the road. plus, the front end of his car was busted and he wasn't exactly happy. with a disorientated grunt, he pushed open the car door while removing himself from the inside. he rounded the corner enough to catch a glimpse of a wounded male who didn't look much older than he was. in fact, the kid looked a lot younger-- high school was his best bet ) you're either legally blind or a complete idiot. i'll take both. (/ kris squatted down to examine the fresh drops of blood that stained the other's pale skin while raising a brow. there was a look on his face that didn't seem too concerned but offered as much of the pity that he didn't have ) well, you're not dead. 

[xm-yifan]

truth or dare!

in the mood to answer some questions in character? simply reblog this prompt and then be sure to go out and send to others who have done the same. truth or dare, it’s completely up to you. be sure to ask legitimate questions and give them depth! also, don’t be too trolly with the dares, that can just get messy. have fun, guys. oh, and be sure to change the link to your inbox and send out as many as you receive.

[makemesomedamnramen]

[qorea]

(0＾ー＾0)

[xm-yifan]

/mewls when the man starts speaking and continues to mewl, almost conversationally as he finally looks up at him, trying to settle comfortable on his foot; he eventually gives up on that task though and rears up onto his hind legs, front paws reaching up as far as they can before claws hook into material - careful not to nick skin - and he starts pulling himself up the man's pants./

(/ he didn’t really assume baekho would leave right away because he was never one to come and go without expecting something in return ) what do you want— (/ there was a sudden weight pulling down on his pants and kris wasn’t exactly pleased. he let out a disgruntled groan before shaking his leg once then twice to apply enough force to knock the other off from moving any further up ) yeah, keep your claws to yourself. i’m going to assume you have a very legitimate reason for approaching me looking like that. (/ crosses his arms against his chest with both eyes fixed on the furry mess ) if you don’t, you shouldn’t be here. 

[xm-luuhan]

» (past) goodbye summer __ kris

[xm-luuhan]

( ... )

[xm-yifan]

(/ he watched as they fled and wondered if his height really had something to do with all of the intimidation. it probably did and he just really needed to stop playing dumb. only when the sound of scattered foot steps came to a stop did he notice that he wasn't exactly alone. yifan tilted his head to the side while examining the boy's features from head to toe. he didn't seem that much older than him-- in fact, he looked much younger in regards to his appearance. all yifan expected was for him to leave just like the rest of them because no one actually bothered to stick around. but then again, he figured that they would need to initiate some form of small talk. yifan had just saved him (without having to do much) and the other was obviously going to want to thank him, right? ) don't worry about it. besides, i didn't need the whole school talking about a kid getting thrown off the roof. (/ raises his hand in mid sentence ) no offense but things didn't look too good there. (/ proceeds to wiggles his fingers into the depths of his pockets while meeting eyes with the person who had just introduced himself to be luhan ) luhan ... hey, aren't you in one of my classes? or i'm just mixing you up with another pretty boy. (/ and yifan didn't mean to offend him. luhan really was pretty. a lot prettier than half of the girls that attended this very school and that was depressing ) i'm yifan. did you just move here or something-- what were those idiots doing with you? (/ he was genuinely curious because no one actually became the target for a group of obnoxious high school boys unless they were a transfer student or they just didn't ... like you. yifan was guessing that luhan fit into either of those two categories. he moved to sit down on one of the table like platforms while leaning himself back to lie down. he had to close his eyes though because the sun was shining a bit too brightly this particular evening ) sit down-- luhan. i'm pretty sure you won't be able to leave for a bit so why not just kill time.  

[wufun]

[xm-yifan]

— careless thoughts

[xm-yixing]

( ... )

[xm-yifan]

"glad you appreciate the sense of humor." 

he smiled because the innocence that was zhang yixing just made him want to. 

kris glanced downward to see the hand pressed against his chest and is almost waiting to be pushed away. in fact, he actually wanted that type of initial reaction but it seemed as if yixing had taken things down a whole different road. one that he hadn't noticed until now. the way that the other clenched the soft fabric of his shirt confirmed anything that might have come out as unclear. 

he didn't necessarily have to know what he was feeling because kris was never one to do a lot of deep thinking. especially in the company of others. he would much rather deal with any personal complications on his own time. he just wanted to know more and to feel more. there was so much to this person that he wasn't entirely aware of and he knew it. the way that yixing appeared confused yet did nothing to stop the situation from escalating-- because frankly, neither of them knew where this was going to lead them. 

from the way that they couldn't make proper eye contact for more than five seconds to the way yixing had to apologize for everything, when clearly, none of this was his fault. 

kris had every intention to move away and leave the poor guy alone for however long he could manage before collapsing on the ground. but they were obviously both expecting something and he wasn't one to disappoint. if yixing wanted some of what kris could offer, then maybe today would leave him with more than the memory of a broken window. 

"if it means anything, i can see why he was willing to stick around you for so long," and by he-- kris meant kai. this whole thing had started out with nothing but a simple misunderstanding that had happened because of his companion who didn't know how to stay indoors.

but as he took another step forward to get rid of the remaining distance that yixing had not long ago initiated, kris forgot all about kai. because he wasn't here for him anymore. he was here for himself and the desire to know more about yixing without having to make actual conversation. 

just a lot of something else. 

soon enough, it came down to nothing but lips meeting lips with his hand slipping behind the curves of yixing's neck. he went straight to the point because he didn't need to waste any time. he didn't know what to expect and was just as confused as the other probably was at this point. it just felt like he had finally found what he was looking for. because kris knew that yixing was more than a couple of innocent smiles and dimples. 

he was much more than that. 

[xm-yifan]

baby don't cry

[xm-channie]

( ... )

[xm-yifan]

(/ there's a sharp pain in his chest as chanyeol comes forth to cradle either side of his cheeks. it should've been some sort of a reassurance to have him there-- so close yet so far. he had already stepped over the pedestal of how wrong this was and how it didn't match up to the person that he was. he didn't want to care though. he didn't want to let that bother him because just for today, he had chanyeol. there was no uncertainty in what he wanted and he finally had that missing piece that he had been unconsciously wanting for so long. and it led him to believe that this is what chanyeol wanted too. because if the other had the chance to push him away, kris was sure that he would've done it by now ) having you around me is dangerous because i can't keep looking after you. i can't always be by your side like before. (/ clasps the other's hand with his own but does absolutely nothing to remove them from where they were ) i know that you can take care of yourself-- but you don't get the point. this is something completely different now. you're dealing with something a lot bigger and a lot more real. i know i can't -- (/ his words catch up to him while he remains silent for another minute or two ) i can't protect you. i've come this far and i still can't protect you just like i couldn't protect anyone else in my damned life. (/ he doesn't raise his voice but he didn't need to because the desperation was all there. somewhere in his eyes, kris was waiting to be found ) but just for today, i want to stay with you. because i can stay with you and that way, you won't leave my sight. tomorrow's going to be a different time and we're going to be two different people. but fuck, chanyeol. just for today ... (/ he feels weak and it's killing him but he knows he has to say it because if he doesn't say it now-- he never would be able to ) let me be yifan again. 

[justkrisyeol]

you said we would be forever, but forever didn’t come

[smilingcat01]

[xm-yifan]

KISS fuckin two can play at this game u lil shit

kiss:our characters will share a kiss

an hour and twenty seven minutes had gone by and there was nothing but silence. frankly, he didn’t even know why he was there in the first place. maybe it had something to do along the lines of yerim wasn’t the worst company and unlike others— kris could actually tolerate her for more than two minutes. 

they could’ve been doing something more … extravagant though. presenting himself by sitting around while going through a stack of modern day movies wasn’t exactly his idea of modern day fun. but she had asked and he didn’t have much of a valid excuse to say no. there was a slightly uncomfortable space between them judging by the way they were on opposite sides of the couch.

and he could tell her eyes weren’t on the screen. in fact, she hadn’t even been paying attention to the movie ever since the zero seconds mark if he had assumed correctly. 

"is there something on my face?" 

"hmm? no."

"just take a picture of me while you’re at it then. it’ll last longer."

"kris, you’re so damn full of yourself."

he raised a brow at this while looking over to her with a shit eating grin. she didn’t have to state the obvious because he believed that flaunting a sense of confidence was far more attractive than a pot of low self esteem. kris didn’t say anything but he did initiate some kind of reaction out of her as he moved from one spot to the other. 

they were close to each other now with his arms set on either side of her. 

"i know," he said before leaning in to plant a somewhat chaste kiss to her surprisingly soft lips. he didn’t necessarily have to feel anything to have done what he had just did. kris just felt like doing her a favor because she obviously couldn’t admit to the fact that there was some sort of an existing attraction. this may have been completely new territory for the both of them but it almost felt natural. 

kris leaned back again to give her one last reassuring stare that lasted for about point five seconds before he got up. he straightened out the bottom hem of his shirt and started walking to where he had entered from.

"call me when you have more entertaining movies to watch, yerim."

and with that— he was gone.

he had left her speechless. 

[jiminscockdesu]

Kris breaking the punching bag’s record!

[xm-yifan]

wu yifan & park chanyeol (edit)  - for kpopxmen use only

“i remember all those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head. you are always there, you are everywhere. but right now i wish you were here.”

[floweryifans-blog]

[xm-yifan]

can you not pls