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This was taken at the Tule River Tribe. It was a beautiful sight to see in person 💖 Took some pics of the painted rocks nearby the river, as well enjoy stories that my aunt told us that day.

I can finally now say O have visited Painted Rocks.

visit painted rocks ✔️

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🤍Winter is coming 🤍

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island life on a cosy fall evening 🍂✨

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soooo cute my melody xx I got a cinnamoroll kind just like this. *-*

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the two i have so far ✨ they are my favorites

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~please no rude comments. these events are real, and so is my writing. names are changed for protection~

So there is only two more days of completing my 40 hours of community service. I had 6 months to complete it but I have honestly just been so freakin lazy to go to the place. I was just scared because I did not know what to expect from the place I was suppose to go to and the people that were there. It was not bad though. I would say at first I was very judgmental towards the environment I was working in. Also the people that lived there as well. [The place I went to complete my 40 hours of work was a church, it also sheltered people in need; homeless, addicts etc]. I think that is why I did not go within the 6 months of the time period. As I had said earlier, it was not bad after the 2nd time going. I have been going to bible study more then going just for the work. Because the work, they make you clean around the area. The reason I did not like going to the work instead is because I don't really like to really do things that I don't feel like doing. [which is also probably why I didn't attend earlier 🤣]. Attending bible study was much easier, and I had also never attended bible studies before, which I was a little bit interested in doing so and as well learning about God and such.

After giving bible study more chances, I started to become interested in it. What the pastor talked about was really interesting to me that day, which made me continue to go back to bible studies only. Not only was the study fun and interesting to me, but the people that attended and lived there too. Everyone there was always so cheerful, and bright towards one another. And even towards me. Which I did not expect at all, because I was new there and I get anxiety when around a large crowd of people that I don't know.

This was my 3rd time going back to bible studies, it is not bad and again I was very nervous in the beginning as I did not know what to expect from the environment, and the people. I had also noticed a few people asking me if I was good at the Bible study [whom I met before when I was working the hours there before bible study hours]. I think they asked me because, I may have seem sad to them [which I do have problems with depression, or the need to disassociate at the time].

So far I am glad I had finally pushed myself to go and get it started. When pastor had said to us to push ourselves to go and get it done, because no one else will do it for us. It made me think to myself, yes, I know that, but my anxiety is what holds me back from doing certain activities. Especially from holding me back from the 6 months that I had time to finish. During this month, I do not feel super rushed though. [complete on 26th] This whole November month is going by slow, so it is all planned out perfectly :)