hi i am me this is my blog. call me whatever you want.
gayish adult boything
amateur hobby artist and shitty gamer
right now i am mainly posting about fallout
i try to post art but this is just My Blog really.
i will make posts involving sensitive, triggering, adult, or otherwise dark content [[sexual or sexually suggestive, blood/gore/body horror, abuse, suicide/self harm, alcohol/drug use, etc.]] occasionally!! [[will usually have a cw/tw tag. if you want a post tagged feel free to ask]]
sideblog: @xolysium, a blog for my ocs
please don't repost/reupload art! please do reblog art!
feel free to send asks about whatever!! don't be afraid to ask me to tag something!!
proshippers, zionists, and terfs/swerfs/trfs etc. DNI
[[more info under the cut! please read everything before following!!]]
some other things i also sorta like but not enough to publicly say i like and/or don't dedicate a lot of time and effort into are:
music [[in general, i like a lot of it]]
anime/manga [[cringe!!]]
furry stuff [[cringier!!]]
golden kamuy
chainsaw man [[?]]
jjba
Jerma985
rdr2
hylics [[?]]
ninah [[?]]
[[i would like to get into tes]]
my ocs that i have a sideblog for now
^^ disclaimer: most of those things are things i haven't finished & also haven't read/watched/played their whole series. "[[?]]" = not all that into it but i like it, may end up liking more or less eventually.
DNI if you're: racist, zionist, antisemite, Islamophobe, homophobe, transphobe, anti-feminist, misogynist, radfem, transmed, anti-xenogender, radqueer, proship/profic/comship/darkfic/darkship, map, zoo, or if you try to reclaim the r slur
oh also dni if you like things such as h@rry p○tter or g○○d ○mens. JK and neil are both horrific shit stains in their own right and you should be ashamed of supporting them. dni if you're a southpark, rick & morty, or hazbin hotel/helluva boss fan too
if my dni applies to someone i honestly don't expect them to respect it because these people are annoying as fuck and don't care, but not following dni = immediate block. if you know that someone that applies to my dni reblogs my post or vice versa lmk so i can just block 👍
feel free to send an ask anytime if you just have something to say or have a request of sorts, just know that i may not always respond and if i do it may take a while! i appreciate all asks though, even if i don't respond! + sorry if you sent an ask I've never responded to!
#ramble ramble ramble — my posts where i rant, ramble, talk too much for no reason.
tags might be kinda jank.
#xovothings — personal stuff, thoughts, maybe some non-fandom stuff.
#response — responding to tags left on people's reblogs of my posts
#self reblog — reblogging my own posts
#reblog — pretty much anything else i reblog
#not my art — self explanatory, reblogs of other people's art
#not my oc — other people's ocs
#ask — responding to things in my inbox
#text post — original posts that are just text, no images.
#stupid post — silly/stupid text posts
#my art — self explanatory
I'm never gonna post anything like super sexually explicit on tumblr but if you think that sexual stuff is gross and don't want to see any of it go ahead and block the "nsf[t/w]" tags, to be extra safe blacklist "nsf[t/w]?" tags as well as "#cw: suggestive" "#suggestive" and "#suggestive??". i can't curate your internet experience for you so if you're a minor it's not like i can bar you from seeing my nsfw posts but if you're a minor dni with my nsfw posts for you own safety and my own comfort 👍
I don't feel strongly about ships in general, so if you see me make a ship post don't expect me to stick to that one. so long as a ship isn't inherently gross* or supporting the glorification of gross* shit idrc. just be self aware about your toxic yaoi crackships and such. i think ship discourse is stupid in general but at the same time i might block you over them depending on what it is. I'm not a prude but i have standards and limits for what i like and what i will tolerate.
* romanticized/fetishized: incest, pedophilia &/or explicit sexual abuse/expicit rape
if i don't like you, I'm just going to block you. if you dont like me, my views, or what i like, i request you do the same for both of our sake. if i say something wrong or if i need correcting, please politely correct me. i don't care if you want to block me because you don't agree with an opinion of mine, but i don't want to seem ignorant or rude because of a misunderstanding or because i was misinformed. if you think i have a bad opinion on something please try to properly inform me on it before assuming things and getting a bad opinion of me.
and that's about it!! looking forward to posting more on here :3
[[this post is subject to change and may be edited in the future]]
one again wondering if it would be potentially okay to sexualize fo3 chancey because he is cute but also technically a teenager but also still an adult but also he was going through some shit but also that doesn't stop me from sexualizing fnv chancey but also his circumstance is different in fo3 but also he is my own fictional character and it probably isn't that deep
butch being made uncomfortable seeing chancey start to fall down the slippery slope of grief ridden substance abuse but butch can't talk about his feelings without feeling vulnerable so in order to open up and voice his concerns chancey has to be more vulnerable than him and chancey is most vulnerable - you guessed it - while abusing substances.
combination of new and old-ish stuff. the first one is a repost
warning for blood and suicide ideation under the cut
+ the original drawing that the "I'm going to hell" thought bubble came from
fuckkkk butch's hair bro. idk why I'm choosing to die on the hill of making it somewhat accurate to it's doodoo ass in game model but it's so hard to make look normal like that.
i prefer to try to have as many aspects of my ocs be somewhat realistic but there should be [[and is]] a point of fleshing out little details about my characters where i no longer owe any practicality or realism.
"how does nutmeg use his prosthetic arm/leg?" well you see the person who saved his life happened to be a mechanic of sorts and fashioned the prosthetics out of spare robot and weapon parts, his leg is not powered and is gutted of most of it's circutry but it does have motors in the knee and ankle that prevents the leg from flopping around or going in unwanted positions and nutmeg walks by just swinging his leg forward and having the weight of the leg and the unpowered motors do the rest. as for his arm, he's only missing his hand and his wrist so he can sort of just stick on whatever fits on it without having to worry about any complicated joint stuff, he usually has an unpowered powerfist on his hand that he first got from previously mentioned life saving person as a weapon and doesn't wear anything on it otherwise though. he does walk with a bit of a limp from having to swing his leg and the difference in the weight of his legs, and he can not run but otherwise he's quite fine as he has taken years getting used to his prosthetics and usually no one would even be able to tell he's missing limbs at a glance.
"how does nutmeg pronounce certain words with his upper lip and parts of his cheeks missing" i don't knowwww leave me alone i don't fucking knoww he just doessss okay??? don't question it urghhhh i have no idea i dont know,,,.,,.,..
just one of those days where i don't want to wake up all my art is FUCKED all my ocs SUCK don't really know why but i wanna justify DELETING MY TUMBLR BLOG
I'll make chancey go live in the capital wasteland with maccready and duncan and butch after fo4 for a more or less happy ever after on the condition that butch has gotten a girlfriend that reminded him of chancey sometime after fo3 because he probably thought chancey died one way or another and then it gets progressively more awkward for literally everyone as they connect the dots. except duncan ofc he's chillin.
man i really wanna do the FNV card trend but 1. i cannot find any good pulp art that matches my oc's 2. I dont know how to use photopea/photoshop so im just like FACKKK
(like, seriously when i try and find images of like pulp art of black women I just get like, the random ai generated ones.)
i already knew before i even started drawing her that i would like how her card turned out better than chancey's and so far I'm right. she is very cutieful
