Yes, it hurt when I fell from Heaven…

Not for public consumption

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I’ll take your order …

[80s-90s-fashionphotography]

Vogue Paris (1991)

Heather Stewart Whyte by Dominique Issermann

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Debbie Deitering | ph. Mario Sorrenti Harper’s Bazaar US (September 1993)

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Was there an earthquake this morning or was i just dreaming ?

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Ive come to realize that, for one the reason I dread doing laundry is because then i have to wear the ugly clothes i hate to wear.

So, get rid of all the clothes you hate… or style them a little better, like i did here ✌️

Two this summer im shelving xsss and imma work on perrrrfecting the basics

So im going to design and sew all the basics i never wanna do cause im always wanting to go big

So, Back to Basics 😩

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I just don’t want people in my energy and i don’t want to absorb theirs… unless its real and genuine…

i need space to clear it all out

To lament

To think

[xsrariii]

I dont trust easily

and im reserved life taught me to be

but in-spite of it all i opened myself to the universe

to people

to hope in them

i feel exposed

And vulnerable

My friends and lovers that ive opened up to

have showed me

why i do not

Why i dont share

Why dont express with others

And why i dont ask for help

I really want to be alone

In complete solitude

*****

Anyway im planning a trip

n im going mia

I don’t give a fuck

Im choosing myself

and i must be selfish

[pupisized]

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Laetitia Casta Vogue Italia (1995) © Arthur Elgort

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I feel exposed…

i want to shut off my phone drive to a cabin in the woods and be away from everyone till im my self again …

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iii. Im sorry make it up to me

Up on the roof

Smoking this cig

Thinking of you

n where to go from here

What can i do?

I Want you

Want you in my life

Want to experience you

I know deep down

You feel me too

In your soul

Tangled up

Close to you

[xsrariii]

What a wild time to be alive right now…

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Shout out shady luis de angelo with all the music uploads frrrr

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Can’t let you go …

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I wanna rewatch Atonement

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Working on a corset n for my own reference im posting this here:

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Esther Cañadas Vogue Russia (April 1999) ph. Mikael Jansson