The Beautifully Broken

Phoenix Blackstone | 19 (October 15)| Siren | Patient

[nikolai--reznikov]

The hound moved in, closing what little distance parted them. Nick sucked deep, dark marks into Eternity’s throat, biting roughly at the tender skin because he liked the way it felt crushing between his teeth. Nick slid his hand up the boy’s shirt, moving away the cloth-material so that his fingertips dragged along the warm, tender flesh. 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

Phoenix tilted his head to the side, loving the feel of the male biting at his neck roughly. He shifted closer, hands moving to grip the hounds shoulders as he felt his hands sliding along his flesh. He moved up onto his knees, straddling the male’s lap as he brought his hand up to rack his fingers through Nick’s hair, pulling his head back. “Want me to suck you off again?” he muttered, blue eyes looking down at the hound as he spoke.

[nikolai--reznikov]

“You’re like a window. A dirty window, but a window no less.” The hound bit at the boy’s shoulder, playfully teething the muscle and bone for his own amusement. “I can see right through you.” Nick put his hands back on Phoenix, gripping and squeezing and rubbing him through the confines of his clothes. “That’s why you brought me here–huh? So I can fuck you without getting caught.” 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

The corner of his mouth twitched lightly at the words, blue eyes resting on the other’s face before the older male leaned forward to bit his shoulder causing him in return to bit at his bottom lip. He leaned forward himself, tracing the male’s throat with his tongue. “Mmm. I enjoy your company too. But I have to admit I’m in the mood.” Though when the hell wasn’t he. He craved sex like he did his drugs. All the squeezing and rubbing had him letting out a light sigh. 

[nikolai--reznikov]

“Spooky.” The hound quirked a brow, smiling to himself as Phoenix continued on. Right now, he wasn’t getting weird vibes–right now, everything felt calm. Nick placed a hand on Phoenix’s thigh, playfully gripping and skating his hand up before pulling away altogether. “So what do you do here exactly?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

Phoenix bit his bottom lip lightly at the hand on his thigh, giving the man a smile as he looked at him. “Well. Normally I’m alone so I just sit here and relax,” he said with a smile. “We could do something a little more..exciting if you want.” He shifted lightly, leaning closer to the other, hand moving to touch Nick’s thigh lightly, running it up and down.

[the-hybrid-neiro]

“I’m not entirely sure, i assume it means he’s otherwise engaged for now. This isn’t a permanent change, dear, but merely a temporary solution. Please, do make yourself comfortable.” She replied, motioning vaguely to the couch and chairs within her office as she signed off the last of her current paperwork. 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

Phoenix raised a brow lightly as he looked at the woman before moving forward to take a seat on the couch, crossing his legs and leaning back. “So. It’s been a while since my last little session. I was beginning to think the lot of you had forgotten all about me.”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

clare-bhain:

“Why don’t you take a seat so we can get started?”

“Why am I here in your office? Is my doctor on vacation? Not that I’m complaining. Just curious.”

[nikolai--reznikov]

Nick could appreciate that. Being alone, wanting time to do your own thing without nurses and orderlies breathing down your neck for just five minutes. But at what cost? Being carved up like last year’s holiday ham? “I think I’d take the risk myself,” he finally said, chiming in. “Peace and quiet for ten minutes is worth almost dying.” Sometimes. Nick sat next to Phoenix, eyes glancing around the dark room for a moment, studying it. 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“I’m not all to sure what happened here in this wing...but I can understand why it’s abandon..to many things going on around in here,” he mumbled, not to loud, mostly to himself because he didn’t want to sound to crazy. “This room is nice,” he said in his normal tone after a moment. “Not as dark as the others..The window at the far end..It over looks the graveyard and forest.”

[nikolai--reznikov]

Nick could feel the chill, probably when Phoenix did. He made it a point to walk closer to the kid, almost guard him in a way from any negative, hostile entity that may manifest. “You come here by yourself, huh? You’re either extremely brave, or extremely stupid. Haven’t figured that one out yet.” Nick followed along, remaining close to the boy for the duration, hand still firmly grasping the other’s. 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“Most of nurses don’t like it back here. And it takes a lot for the orderlies to come and get me. Gives me time to be alone..Like utterly alone for a bit.” That was of course until the spirit would come out to play. “It’s not all that bad though..creepy but it’s fine..quiet.” Except for the occasional groans the walls seemed to give off and the sound of footsteps other then their own in some of the rooms. He got them to the back room which from the looks of it had been this wings common room and moved to sit on on of the dusty sofas. 

[nikolai--reznikov]

There was no excuse for his sudden clinginess except for the fact that he didn’t like the spirits, and he didn’t like what they were capable of. He didn’t like that they were able to just haunt, torment and taunt the patients, including himself. Nick held Phoenix’s hand tighter, as if that would keep him safe, as if it would keep himself safe. 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

Phoenix didn’t mind the hand holding. It was a weird thing for him though. Simple hand holding wasn’t something he’d ever really done before. The moment they entered the next wing a sudden chill ran through him and he paused for a moment, pressing his lips together. It took him a moment to continue on walking, heading toward the back where he liked to go sometimes. He didn’t want to stay for to long in one place because of the stupid spirit haunting him. He was getting tired of being attacked and hurt by it and the nurses freaking out all the time.

[nikolai--reznikov]

“Interesting?” That built hope for the hound. So far, there wasn’t anything interesting that he saw–just rows upon rows of graves and stories left untold behind the doors of each room. Nick grabbed Phoenix’s hand, holding onto it tight. “We’re almost there, right?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

Phoenix looked up at the male when his hand was taken, giving the wolf a soft smile. He actually felt safer here with Nick, so that was a plus. When he came alone that ghost was always about, hurting him, keeping him all sliced up an in pain like it was. “Yeah..There’s a couple double doors up ahead that are the start of the wing.”

[nikolai--reznikov]

Some things never change, and the common room being the boring room sure as hell was one of them. Nick followed, eyes casting around to make sure they weren’t being tailed by some nosy orderly or, god forbid, another patient. “Dare I ask why you were going to the abandoned wing in the first place?” 

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“Because it’s interesting and quiet. Why else would I be back here?” Though he was sure that the nurses and orderlies thought he was cutting himself up back there. He moved quickly, walking down a cold hall lined with rooms that looked as if they had been used in the past for experiments. 

[nikolai--reznikov]

“Yeah, that was hot. I smash your head into stone, you bleed a little, fight me off, try ripping my skin off… you just didn’t fight hard enough, that’s all.” Nick shrugged. He had his kinks like anyone else around here. “I don’t torture anyone, pengtin. I mean, if you’re volunteering, it can be arranged.” He gave the boy a grin and fished through his pockets for some pills he had. “Got some tranqs if you want ‘em. They’ll knock your ass out quick.”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“That wasn’t hot for me at all. It was just a reminder of everything that I had to go through before being sent here....I go into these head spaces...I don’t know why..” He stopped talking after he felt he’d said to much, eyes dropping after a moment. “Yeah?...They did a good job last time..Nurse couldn’t even get me awake.”

[nikolai--reznikov]

“How can I say no to that face? As long as you don’t go walking through anymore glass windows, or falling on broken glass doors, or cutting yourself up, sounds like fun. Show me this abandoned wing, yeah?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“Wonderful. I’m in a walking mood and the common room is so boring. No one wants to have any fun. Sure, sure. I’ll have a better chance not doing so with someone watching me. Come on. It’s over this way.” He began leading the way.

[khari-blake]

“Exactly; it’s strange.” She replied with a faint frown before shrugging. “Not really, maybe a few weeks, tops. What about you?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“I think it’s been a month or so. Not one hundred percent sure. To many meds keeping my mind all foggy.”

[nikolai--reznikov]

“No kidding. Again? They might wanna’ start safety guarding the whole building for your clumsy arse, yeah?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“It’d be easy to safety up the place then spend all their time sewing me back up like a damn broken doll. But hey, I guess they didn’t think anyone would be curious enough to go wandering about in that abandon wing. Hey, how about you and I go somewhere fun? Look around..do whatever you want, yeah?”

[shilohsangel]

“Not really…”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“Awe. Really? And here I was hoping to have some kind of fun.”

[khari-blake]

“I just didn’t think you guys ever co-existed with other species.”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“Now, now. Not true. I’m co-existing right now. You been here long, love?”

[nikolai--reznikov]

“Again? Dare I fuckin’ ask, mate?”

[xthe-beautifully-brokenx]

“What can I say? I have issues not falling into glass windows.”