I've lost friends this year and many of them. A few that I lost really shocked the hell outta me because I never seen it coming, but I feel like if people couldn't ride for me at my lowest, well then they don't deserve to be around me at my highest. I made my mistakes, I wont lie. A grown woman owns up to shit when in the wrong. Regardless, I realized that everyone ain't down for you, like they claim they down for you. True colors prevail eventually and I have no guilt because I know I did my part as a person, and stayed down for people whenever they needed me. I came along way — attitude wise, anger, fighting and all that. There's still a few things I need to work on, but each day I really strive to better myself as a person. People have done shit to me that I would never think of doing to them and people have put on this friendly facade but sat in my circle doing me grimy all along. I won't sit here and act like a saint. I did my wrong in the past, but it was never outta malicious intent. One thing I can say though is, I never deliberately crossed anybody. Its not a secret that I had rough year, most of you if not all of you witnessed the shit I went through publicly. It's all good though, cause I'm still standing stronger than ever and I'm not ashamed of anything that's happened to me. I discovered this strength I never knew of. You live and you learn. Those of you that I may have hurt with my words and such? I apologize. And to those that have done me wrong? I forgive you. Old friendships that seem to be dead? I'm sorry, but sometimes you just outgrow people. There's no beef. The old me would've said fuck you, but as you get older you just realize you gotta learn from stuff, grow from it, and be done with, even if the situation hurt you to the core. That's exactly what I'm doing.
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