#8:55pm

[omnya-a-shoman]

انا بكره الأفعال اللي مالهاش سبب

[habboheroes]

[demidorks]

What a beautiful cold summer night to remember that Pipabeth and Reynalypso are canon.

[writingaroundthewords]

I drove alone to the beach at night and I cannot reach the sand and cannot see the waves but there is comfort in the void before me. The sky and the sea are the same and there is no need for horizon. Maybe one day I might want to see the distinction but this could swallow me whole if I could only just reach it.

[scrmngtts]

He said he wanted to get to know me more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alexa play jetlag! 🤣

[experincingtheworld]

I'll be on in a few minutes to do replies for about an hour

[xxtacciion]

thinking about you as always

[llylaa]

thought purge on this wednesday night:

only three more days until my weekend.

by the end of this job i will have more money in my pocket

and longer hair for sure.

my boobs feel bigger but

my body feels awkward and bloated

and my face has been breaking out.

i’ w got about 35 work days left here.

then, i’ll come home and see

everyone again and i am

especially excited to see you, of course.

i haven’t really talked to you since before i left.

i miss your face and your voice and the way

we always talk so effortlessly.

the silence is easy, too, with you.

i’m glad to be away for awhile; it’s helping me

avoid obsessing over you.

that’s part of why i haven’t called.

i miss you, though, and i think i’ll call soon.

it makes me sort of nervous, though

to hear your voice again.

i just want you to be

excited to hear from me.

above all this other love, you are my friend–

one of the best i’ve got.

i want to know how you’re doing,

and if you’re not doing so well, why?

and i want to give you love

in many forms.

i can’t wait to hug you again.

but while i’m away i’m working hard,

and i’m going to read more,

sing more, work on that song i wrote of you,

write more songs, even.

i want to start exercising.

maybe i’ll go for a long bike ride this weekend.

i want to come home so much better than when i left.

i don’t feel that i am yet, but it’s still new.

i forgive myself, and i will do better tomorrow.

all of my time off will be filled with

swimming and biking and running in the sand

reading singing writing eating

well and healthy when i can.

resting.

this weekend carroll and i will get plants.

a plant will keep me company.

i shoukd brinv my yoga mat up from my car.

i should finish each night with yoga, or maybe even start my days that way.

they’re early days.

i’ll start going to bed much earlier than this most nights.

7 or so.

i really want to see you again. i want to feel your presence.

i hope you appear in my dreams tonight.

love you.

maybe you could call instead?

so i don’t have to think about it?

i wish you would come

share this giant comfy bed with me.

hold me like you love me

or at least let my curl up beside you

with my head hust barely leaned up against your shoulder.

i’m still hoping your love for me is growing.

i’m hoping i didn’t blow it.

sometimes you make me feel special.

i want that all the time.

i really miss you.