xunzhao.

[xvnzhao]

MOVED TO @tragedicn

XUNZHAO — to seek, pursue, search . . .

ind. sel. low-activity rp blog featuring protagonists from video games. as adventured by GENIE

in search of  :  truth, memories, making friends, uncovering one's past, coping with loss, recovering lost items, gaining new families, venturing into the unknown

NAVIGATION

blog not suitable for those under 18 / blog is not spoiler free

wanna interact but dunno who? -> like this starter call to get started!!

blogroll: @tragedicn / @ardauntly

temporary roster.

ROVER  ⸻  Wuthering Waves

SHEPHERD-XIII  ⸻  Path to Nowhere

STELLE  ⸻  Honkai Star Rail

LUMINE  ⸻  Genshin Impact  (  i interpret her as the abyssal twin  )

BYLETH EISNER  ⸻  Fire Emblem: 3 Houses

LIQIU ZHANG  (  Rosa  )  ⸻  Tears of Themis

MEIXIN TSAI  ⸻  Love and Deepspace

ALMA THE ALCHEMIST  ⸻  Touchstarved

JIAYI HUANG  ⸻  Light & Night

YOURAN CHEN  ⸻  Mr. Love: Queen's Choice

BELLE ⸻ Zenless Zone Zero

mobile guidelines under the cut.

guidelines.

i)  independent, selective, low-activity multimuse blog featuring protagonist muses of various video game media  (  ie.: otoges, etc  )  as explored by Genie (29). activity may be sketchy to writer being a full-time worker. blog is not spoiler free and not safe for those under 18 years old.

ii)  i prefer interactions to start with pre-established relationships to avoid the awkwardness of first meet threads  (  and sometimes the abrupt end of them  ).  i am not great with plotting so i often prefer using memes to jumpstart interactions;  however, i am not completely adverse to it! don't hesitate to come to me if you've got ideas you want to explore!

iii)  i format my posts using small text and sometimes icons of varying sizes;  though i will often forgo the use of icons due to lack of resources. please let me know if the font size is a problem, i'm more than happy to adjust it! don't let how i formate my posts affect how you do yours.

iv)  i have a preference for longer threads so i may sometimes give you text walls  ;  however, you never have to match the length of my replies!

v)  discord is available to mutuals as i sometimes miss direct messages through tumblr's in-built system. don't ask me to join servers, group settings make me anxious.

vi)  all regular roleplay and online etiquette and courtesies apply to this blog and will be observed. do not bring drama or hate to my space. i welcome constructive criticism and appreciate if problematic issues are brought to my attention; however, i will not tolerate hate or drama.

vii)  do communicate with me! do talk to me! 

[xvnzhao]

i think . . . that i may move my muses from this blog back to @tragedicn . . . i can't handle 3 blogs right now and i love my muses here , but i can't be blog hopping so much orz . . . i hope y'all understand ;;; come bother me over @tragedicn !!

[animepopheart]

★ 【朱成碧同学】 「 lumine 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

[crys-sketchblog]

[ohisms]

↪     𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 , 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨 𝑭𝑬𝑾 - ᶰᵒ ᶠᵃᵐᶤˡʸ ˒ ᵗᵒᵒ . 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 ?    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  season  1  of  “ orphan black ” .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary . will be updated !  )

i wanna see [ name ] .

well , that's not fair , is it ?!

oh my god , you look like crap .

i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?

something really weird just happened at the train station .

what the hell is wrong with you ?

listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .

oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .

get in the car .

when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .

you'd better be ready . are you ready ?

you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?

this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .

i panicked , what do you want me to say ?

i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?

you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .

i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .

[ name ] , open the goddamn door !

yeah , the last thing i am is special .

[ name ] , where have you been ?

where have i been ? uh .. long story .

oh , jesus , are you alright ?

you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?

plead your mercy & your pity .

love is imperfection itself .

say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .

who the hell are you ?

of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?

i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .

you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .

i'm worried you're losing the plot again .

sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .

i mean , what am i supposed to do ?

you don't have to take this on .

i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .

i knew it was too good to be true .

why would you help such a stupid plan ?

i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .

i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .

if there is another version of this story ...

walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .

you're making me nervous .

finally ! where have you been ?

who am i speaking to ?

how did you find me ?

idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?

i don't care who you are .

nope , that is not my responsibility .

go , & wait for a call .

what i'm trying to do is move on .

we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .

i nailed it , man . every detail .

come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !

you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .

whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !

i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !

i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .

i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .

don't ! do not shoot me , please !

seriously , it's life or death .

am i going insane ?

[ohisms]

↪ 𝐹𝐼𝐿𝐿𝑂𝑅𝑌 ⅋ 𝐅𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 . ( a collection of sentence starters from season one of syfy's the magicians . adjust phrasing as necessary . this prompt will be updated as time goes on . )

it's always something with you , isn't it ? it's always an emergency .

look , this is your responsibility .

wow , nice trick . i'm sure you're a hit at parties .

so ... you think you're ready .

i called you . all weekend . where were you ?

okay , we have got to pull you together .

you can't run away hard enough , can you ?

i know where you were all weekend .

life is raw , everybody medicates .

i love you . call me , okay ?

am i hallucinating ?

come on , or you'll miss it .

can i start over ? please .

i'm going to make sure you don't remember a thing .

playing with time is such difficult magic .

don't bother trying to compare yourself .

it's good to be aware the world is blatantly unfair .

it's my fault that they said that .

if you think my family is some sort of advantage , you've been misinformed .

maybe i wouldn't let myself forget .

that was before i knew there was something else .

it's really okay if this is not your thing .

you're hurting yourself , & you're not okay .

i just needed to see if i was right .

we've been watching you for quite a while now .

hello ? do you need help ?

you feel right because you're starting towards your destiny .

for some reason , you're involved . so be involved .

look , hold that thought , okay ?

i'm obviously coming with you .

there's no such thing as safe magic .

what is this place exactly , besides a health hazard ?

you ask a lot of questions .

jesus , you didn't tell me you were dangerous .

it's a little bit bigger than messing up .

there's a bad story every few years around here .

can you just help me live with myself ?

i'm gonna tell you something deep & dark & personal now .

i'm trying to tell you , you are not alone here .

i don't know . i wanna be your friend , i guess .

you should hate me right now .

the last thing i wanted to do growing up was read fantasy .

let's just say life wasn't exactly non-stop fun growing up .

if you're guilty , i'm guilty .

come do something stupid with me before you go .

okay , you know what ? i'm not interested in your personal issues .

this isn't just some lark to me , just so you know .

i mean seriously , what do they expect , you know ?

look , you can't run away from you .

there's nothing i can do in this moment to stop the comet from crashing into the earth , is there ?

i keep trying to tell myself that this is somehow better .

you don't see color & want to go back to black & white .

you can't help , & i can't help you .

what the hell was that , you maniac ?

why would you ever trust anyone ?

i'm willing to teach the right people what i know . & i know a lot .

you're lucky i can fix this .

hey , have you heard of karma ? sometimes it's instant .

i'm generous with you , considering .

get me everything on this list . this week .

why even ask , if you'll just forget it again ?

that's not a real answer .

you're a much better liar than i expected you to be .

do you think you have a destiny ?

there is no destiny . no born heroes .

you can either step up to it or not , that's up to you .

this is your problem , that you should solve !

[xvnzhao]

Flower, sender gives receiver a flower. (Daniel to Rover)

            ❝  for me  ??  ❞  she blinks in surprise at the flower offered to her  ,  it's one she's seen grown around jinzhou and sold in some shops  (  though the coloring is quite unique  )  ,  ❝  thank you  ,  ❞  she says  ,  reaching out to take the offered present from daniel's hand  ,  ❝  it must have been hard getting this  ,  ❞  rover says  ,  inspecting the flora in her hand  ,  ❝  this isn't a color i've seen before on this species . . .  ❞  she ponders  ,  she hopes he hasn't gotten into dangerous situations trying to acquire the item . . . she'd feel bad  .  the flower won't last for long  ,  regrettably  ;  she'll have to ask baizhi or yangyang on how to preserve it later  .

[viria]

if I'm not gonna get it, I'm gonna draw it🥲

[xvnzhao]

“I’m not leaving you to die.” (Tyson to Chief)

            a shove to get tyson towards the exit  ,  ❝  you're not  ,  ❞  shepherd replies  ,  eyeing the situation behind her  .  ❝  you're going to go get backup and come back  ,  ❞  she says  ,  tone firm and commanding  .  sure  ,  it's a tactic to get tyson out  ;  she knows the people here are here for her  ,  and she'd rather not drag him into this mess  .  plus  ,  she can provide ample distractions while he goes to seek out help from the bureau . . . if only he'd listen  .  ❝  go  !!  i can hold them off for a while  ,  go find nightingale and ask for backup  ,  there should be a radio in the car  ,  ❞  shepherd says  ,  giving the male another harsh shove  .

[xvnzhao]

"Y'know, in all seriousness, have you ever stopped to question what that Elio guy has in store for ya, Stelle?" Scarlet and silver slid to glance at the Trailblazer, expression uncharacteristically serious. "I mean, collectin' Paths and Aeon acknowledgments like Aether Spirits has gotta mean something. You're not worried at all?" (for stelle!)

            rubbing the back of her neck  ,  ❝  i mean . . . even if i asked  ,  i don't think he'd answer  ,  ❞  she grimaces  .  just like kafka and silver wolf and all those hunters  ,  stelle is pretty sure they'd give her some roundabout answer that didn't really answer her questions  .  and truthfully  ,  she's TRIED asking . . . to no avail  ,  it only made her even more confused  .  ❝  plus  ,  even if i tried to look for elio myself  ,  i wouldn't know where to start . . . kafka and them just come and go as they please . . .  ❞  she shakes her head  .  sure  ,  she's concerned about her ability to take on so many different paths and acknowledgements . . . and she's concerned about the stellaron within her body  ,  there's a lot of questions  ;  just no one to answer them  .  

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑽𝑨𝑵 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑺𝑰𝑵𝑮 . ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2004 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . mature themes present . )

oh , [ name ] . it's just you .

where are you going to run , [ name ] ?

what are you saying ?

why do you think i brought you here ?

you said you believed in my work .

i would kill myself before helping in such a task .

you've been so kind to me , [ name ] .

you can't kill me , [ name ] .

so , you're the great [ name ] .

we all have our little problems .

let's make it your decision , shall we ?

i wish you a week in hell .

why don't you do something about it ?

this is all a test of faith .

i can curse all i want , dammit .

you . turn around .

strangers don't last long here .

the laws of men mean little to me .

i don't need your help .

you stay here . they're trying to kill me .

nice to see you too , [ name ] .

did i do something to you in a past life ?

i hope you do have a heart , [ name ] . because someday i'd like to drive a stake through it .

your reputation precedes you .

i am hollow ! and i will live ... forever .

please , say you will not try again .

do not fear me ... everybody else fears me .

i was unprepared . it won't happen again .

do you understand forgiveness ?

i would rather die than help you .

don't be boring , everyone who says that always dies .

may he rest in peace .

how long has it been , 300 , 400 years ?

you don't remember , do you ?

what exactly is it i am to be remembering ?

it's no surprise you would know all about me .

we have such history , you and i .

have you ever wondered why you have such horrific nightmares ?

[ name ] , it's alright , i'm taking you home .

what , did you think we haven't tried everything before ?

no one knows how to kill [ name ] .

i could have used that information earlier .

would you like me to refresh your memory a little ?

allow me to ... reintroduce myself .

i think we've overstayed our welcome .

don't give me that look .

you were right . i'm sorry .

monster ? who's the monster here ? i have done nothing wrong !

look , there's still time .

you were right . i'm sorry .

do you have any family , [ name ] ?

if you value your lives , and the lives of your kin , you will kill me .

evil may have created it , may have left its mark on it , but evil does not rule it .

now you know why they call me a murderer .

oh my god ... you've been bitten .

so much trouble ... so much trouble .

now you will become that which you hunted so passionately . may others be as passionate in their hunting of you .

don't worry , god will forgive us .

how many commandments can we break in one day ?

oh my god , you should be terrified .

how does it feel to be a puppet on my string ?

neither of us has ever settled for half .

you make my skin crawl .

i'm not gonna like this , am i ?

one brief moment of pain , and we can be together forever .

you have no heartbeat .

you are nothing but damned bones , and damned souls .

well , that doesn't sound like a good thing .

we don't have a choice . just don't get killed .

you don't understand , it doesn't matter what happens to me .

god is not the only one that can create life .

you can't go until i say you can go , and i say you can go when you're dead !

you're supposed to die .

we are both part of the same great game , [ name ] , we just find ourselves on opposite sides of the board .

you are being used , [ name ] , as was i . but i escaped , so can you .

if you're going to kill someone , kill them . don't stand there talking about it .

all i want is life . the continuation of my kind .

some things are better left forgotten .

[viria]

I was suddenly caught in chilumi angsts😭

[xvnzhao]

“   you  always  smell  so  sweet .   ” Sera to Stelle, celebrity verse

            lifting her shirt to her nose  ,  gianna took a whiff of her clothes  ,  ❝  do i  ??  ❞  she asks  ,  not quite understanding the smell that seraphina was alluding to  .  all she smells is laundry detergent  (  bless her housekeeper for using that really nice brand  )  and maybe a bit of deodorant . . . could it be that someone's perfume rubbed off on her  ??  opting to sniff another part of her shirt  ,  then her jacket  ,  ❝  not really smelling it . . . it is bad  ??  ❞  gianna queries  ,  a frown taking to her lips  .  if the scent is affecting people  ,  she wanted to figure out where it's coming from and get rid of the source  .

[xvnzhao]

"Don't worry...I'm here to support you." (Tyson to Chief)

            an appreciative smile is given in return  ,  ❝  thank you  ,  ❞  the chief replies  ,  there's still much she is (re)learning at work . . . despite nightingale's support  ,  the woman can't always be with her to help her through the numerous tasks she must complete  ;  especially not when nightingale has to remain at the mbcc while the chief did field work  .  ❝  i appreciate the support and help  ,  there is much i've yet to learn  ,  ❞  shepherd admits  ,  her memories have not all come back yet  ,  and she's not quite sure if they ever will  .

[xvnzhao]

"good girl" - jing yuan to stelle

            the praise is well received as a bright smile takes to stelle's visage  ,  ❝  yeah  ??  ❞  she grins  ,  more than happy to have gotten the praise from the general  .  sure  ,  it's just two simple words  ;  but  ,  it seems that the general's acknowledging her actions and that she's done well  ,  right  ??  a content hum follows  ,  ❝  hehe  ,  i am a good girl  ,  ❞  she says  ,  ❝  gonna praise me more  ??  ❞  she asks  ,  looking to jing yuan with puppy-like eyes  .

[xvnzhao]

sorry i haven't been present . . . i'm just a lil person who's constantly exhausted . . . i am working through the amphoreus quest so mb my muses will return from the motivation war

[majunju]

nonchalant baddies rise up