This is intended more for people who have lore with their selfships / would like to create lore for their selfships ! Just a handful of questions to flesh things out.
together ;
How did your f/o and s/i meet? Where did they meet?
2. What kind of dynamic do you and your f/o have? Has it ever changed? How did it come to be?
3. How do your f/o and s/i feel about each other? What do they think of the other?
4. What kind of future do they hope for? Do they align?
5. Have their pasts had any impact on the relationship?
6. Have they met each other's family? How do they feel about each other?
s/i specific ;
7. What kind of past does s/i have? How do they feel about it?
8. What does s/i aspire for? What drives them?
9. What does s/i value? What do they look for in people?
10. What do s/i's relationships look like? Friends? Family? Exes?
11. Where is s/i from? Do they still live there? If not, how do they feel about it?
I love these so im using it as an excuse to yap about my yumeship
The stinkies in question:
F/o - Natsu
S/i - Tara
They met when Natsu joined the Fairy Tail guild. Tara had already been there for a few years.
The dynamic was initially very one-sided; Tara was very shut off and distant, whereas Natsu was energetic and friendly. Tara eventually warmed up to him, and they have an unlabeled but close relationship. It took a very long time to do that.
Tara is very fond of Natsu, thinking him to be amusing and finding his unwavering loyalty to be admirable. Natsu finds Tara to be easy to be around because of his straight-forward and calm attitude. They have a deep mutual respect and trust in eachother despite butting heads quite often.
They're both content with the way things are, both being very resistant to major change. Their ideas of a future remain similar: going on lots of adventures side-by-side.
In some ways, yes. Tara tends to be very secretive without realizing it, taking conscious effort and sometimes convincing to get over this. Meanwhile Natsu still holds the deep-rooted fear of losing family, including Tara (it probably doesn't help that Tara is self-sacrificial by nature).
The only family either of them has is the guild, so yes lol. They're very tight-knit.
Tara's been on the Earth a very long time (roughly 300 years, if memory serves). This gives him a lot of wisdom and advice, but it's also made him rather cynical, especially toward humans. This is something he has had to actively unlearn (at least a little).
His main driving force is knowing how little time he'll have with his loved ones and seeking to use that to his best abilities. Although he's outlived many, many of his peers, he's not sure he'll actually survive when this batch of people die.
Ironically, Tara makes friends with just about anyone—he doesn't exactly seek them out. He tends to be much more fond of people who push him outside of his comfort zone and challenge him to improve himself, as opposed to people who blindly follow or don't prod.
Tara has had a lot of friendships in the past and has been married about 12 times, but interestingly enough never took genuine romantic interest in anyone until Natsu came along. He always held humanity at an arm's length and no closer.
Kitsune (or, as they're called in-universe, "Messengers"—they're specifically Zenko if you fancy mythology, but the locals can't tell the difference) live under shrines and temples. They remain in a stasis-like state unless they're actively working. This is where Tara spent most of his time until being freed (it most likely had something to do with Zeref because he seems responsible for just about everything, but even Tara isn't quite sure what had happened). He's been rather grateful to be out of there, but sometimes he wonders if it was really worth it.
Sheer coincidence. Tara ironically didn't even know what a wizard guild was until he stumbled across Fairy Tail, and Natsu accidentally ran into him the first time they met and knocked him over instantly.
Chronically offline f/o… They look over your shoulder when you’re scrolling and suddenly you’re explaining years worth of internet history so they get some random meme you were looking at. They respond to every text with 👍. They don’t know how to take selfies. They get you to solve every tech problem you have and think you turning something off and turning it back on again makes you a genius.
Imagine your f/o loving you more than you could ever hate yourself.
Every mean thought you have about yourself is met with twice as much love from them. Every feature you try to hide is something they want to badly kiss. Every habit you find annoying makes them smile because it’s so unmistakably you. Every flaw you’re convinced makes you difficult to love only makes them hold you closer.
You could spend hours listing everything you dislike about yourself, and your f/o would patiently go through that list one by one telling you exactly why they adore each thing.
You hate your laugh? It’s their favorite sound.
You hate your body? They treat it with so much tenderness, like being allowed to hold you is a privilege.
You hate how sensitive you are? They love how deeply you feel and would never make you ashamed of it.
You hate the parts of yourself that are messy, awkward, needy, angry, or scared? Your f/o sees those parts and doesn’t run. They stay. They learn how to comfort you. They love you through every bad day, every insecurity, and every moment when you struggle to believe you deserve them.
Your f/o doesn’t love some imaginary “better” version of you that you think they deserve. They don’t love you despite everything you hate about yourself.
They love you…the whole complicated…imperfect, messy yet wonderful being standing in front of them.
And whenever your mind tells you that you’re unlovable, your f/o pulls you against their chest, kisses your forehead, and quietly reminds you:
“You could never hate yourself enough to make me stop loving you.”
Did anyone else's dysphoria get so SO much worse after turning 18 or is that just me
The anticipation of getting on hrt is so... ouch :C I wanna have a deep voice so bad all of a sudden
Also do there happen to be ways of getting it without getting blood drawn cuz like.. google says it's necessary but I wanna hold out hope cuz I cannot do needles unless they sedate me (I'm hoping to get the gel testosterone if that changes anything)
I cant ask my mom for shit that's why I'm asking yall 👀
few headcanons (sorry if they were already proved to be inaccurate in past ive missed out p much on rebornica’s au lore)
+ a small comic with my friend’s self insert and mine just bullshitting
In the meantime i was kind of digitally dead and ive been to few mandatory vacations, attended a course and taken few exams and dragged away from drawing for too long so i had to warm up and strangely fnaf cravings are back ?? Literally came out of nowhere
