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jlitkyn

churchofcolumbine-deleted-deact

thought i would enlighten a lot of you that the text that dylan struck through reads as “despised” so it would be

“i despised denied who i was for a long time”

which makes this all much more easier to relate to, tragically

ohbelladonnamoon-deactivated202

crimicidal

their basement tapes will forever be in the back of my mind

m0ssberrg-maniac

𝐄 & 𝐃 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐑𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

naturalselector69-deactivated20

“The only reason I stay alive is because of hope. Even though I am repulsive and few people know who I am, I still feel that things might, maybe, just a little bit, get better.”

b3rt0brain

I feel like shit for Harris, I'll probably die saying this.

He has never felt wanted or accepted his entire life, that's obvious, read his diary and you will see that this is the realest thing written there. Eric Harris did not feel loved, accepted or included.

So he dies. Klebold's mother speaks out, writes a damn book, goes to interviews, she talks about Dylan. Dylan Dylan Dylan most information we have is Dylan, his vulnerable diaries, his evident depression, memories that Sue exposes. But what about Eric?

No, no one talks about Eric, his parents stay quiet, whether out of shame or privacy. Nobody talks about Eric Harris, as if he were a demon that if you repeat his name 5 times he appears and and pulls your foot at night or something.

Eric never felt accepted in life, nor before nor in death. In the end, he will be eternally excluded — from the "fun things", the family group, the groups of friends. Eric Harris is forever excluded, otherwise, completely misunderstood by those who confuse him with Reb.