AzN-Me

This is my blog about food cute things silly things and things that relates to my life check me out and enjoy look in to my life ! Hairstylist/Colorist Nail Designer/ Artist

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by Evan Holm

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Nail designing at work...

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Im in love with book. I got it yesterday and havent been able to put it down.

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You get to choose your family. Choose wisely. Choose the trees and the ground and the mushrooms if you want to.

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books

im in need of new books or series to read. ive already made a list.  ive recently stopped watching tv and would must rather dive into a good book 

knives out

the witcher series ( im on book one)

the game of throne series ( im currently on book 3) 

ali wong dear girls 

alex riders series 

anyone have any suggestions for me to add to the list 

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Welcome back to me 2020

Well i can clearly say so far for the new year, it has been a banger. i apologized for forgetting i had a tumblr, then when i did remember it was countless years later. My life has been pretty good up this point in life, im about two semesters away from graduating with an associates. which is a accomplishment since i did start this back in 2010 and and i took a long pause from it. as you can see life got in the way and things kept coming up so college was in the back of the line. but when i do graduate, i plan to go on to get my 4 years degree right after i graduate. 

current status: im pretty happy, i have a best friend, boyfriend, my adventure partner for life that has been there for me through thick and thin. he, i have to say is very patient with me and my family. Honestly if i was him i was have back out awhile with all the baggage that my parents have causes over the last 3 years or so. but nontheless, i love my boyfriend dearly, he makes the days that much bearable and the sun shine that much brighter of course! there is nothing is the world i wouldnt do for him. he recently asked me to move in with him and i was so excited because that was something i had wanted to do and talk to him about because you know that would be the next step in the relationship. Since i still live at home, out of respect of my asian parents, i had ask them and told them that this is what i wanted to do. they shut that notion quicker then you can count to 3. my goodness. their reasoning behind it was so old fashion and awful that it made me cry for a good 3-4 days after. Dad’s reasoning was that i needed to get married first before i can move in with him. it so easy just go down to the court house and get a piece of paper and move in. he also said my whole reason for wanting to move in was stupid becuase why would you move in to find out if your compatible when you guys should alsready know if you are compatible, it called being each other soulmate. he had also said that divorce is super easy, its only a piece of paper. so yeah that was the end of that discussion. my father never truly listens to me, he justs wants to hear what he wants to hear and everthing else is just wrong. 

Current status on dad: he just got his total knee replacement, he had been home for a month just chilling at home bored out of his mind, exercising a bit when needed. constantly walking around saying he is despressed and he wants to go back to work. whenever he is in a mood, he either unleashes it on me, mom or my brother since we are the only ones home in the house. my sister is lucky, she escaped. this passed weekend, my father has asked if im going to hang out with my boyfriend hang out with him on friday and saturdays if i can because on sundays is the only day that everyone is off. he would like to spend time togther ( family time). im always home and he always want family time. 

As i have gotten older i would like to do my own things and what not. i understand they had my brother later in life and now he is almost 12 and wants all of us to spend time all together but i need to balance it out if i have full time work and full time school. i need to have a good balance of a social life. sadly to say, im pretty sure i have missed out on alot of my 20s because of this constant guilt of i needing to spend all my time with my family, they have put on me. i should have left when i went to college but i didnt even apply to the college i wanted my dad applied for me to a local community college thus i commuted back and forth never experiencing the college life and independence of a young adult.

So now with the new year beginning, what i can see in front of me, its gonna be alot of mountains that i wll need to go and conquer but i can say though it will be interesting to see how this year unfolds. 

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Do you ever listen to a song and remember exactly what life was like when you first heard it?

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summer

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This is how I spent my morning with my handsome cutie... just getting to relax and cuddle before work is amazing

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“Re:Independence”

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“Rainbow Poots”

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