xXsmolgrlXx @xxsmolgrlxx - Tumblr Blog

(✿◠‿◠) welcome to my ed safe space!

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I’m 23! I’m new to sharing my experience but hope to be able to meet others who live this way. I do this knowing it’s bad for me and I am feeling better about myself than ever before. It’s not something I want to sugarcoat though. It’s hard out here and I need a place to express myself.

I have struggled with eating since I was young. I am using this for myself. Finally allowing myself a space to speak freely. I am not encouraging others to do what I do.

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𝔻ℕ𝕀:

~ If ur not 16+

~ I’m not looking to be sexualized please and thank you. If you make me uncomfortable I will block and report you. Men be warned.

~ If you’re in recovery please know I am proud of you for doing what makes you happy, but this whole page is a trigger warning. I wish you well.

~ if you’re against eating disorders…why did you even click bro?

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Start weight: 180 (June 2022)

Current weight: 120 (April~16~2023)

Goal weight 1: 1̳̿͟͞3̳̿͟͞0̳̿͟͞✅

Goal weight 2: 100

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met4lwhore

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

snailsthoughts

Hot take: sometimes behaviour is/should be excused by mental illness.

There is a reason that people who experience active psychosis, delusions, and or hallucinations while committing a crime are not found guilty in a court of law.

There are times when people are truly not in control of their actions.

There are times when people are in control of their actions but only do those actions because their view of reality is so warped those behaviours seem like the only option.

I get why people don’t understand this- but truly if you or somebody you love has never gone through something like this I ask you to try to understand.

None of this means you don’t get to be upset, experience harm, or have boundaries or end a relationship (platonic included) with a person going through this.

- Sincerely, somebody who loves and cares about people who experience psychosis.

rockbottomwithashovel

Psychosis is fucking scary. I don't understand what i go through and the doctors don't either. But my issues are only (as one psychiatrist put it) "quasi psychosis", and in those moments, I don't believe I am myself, that someone else is living in my body and I'm only watching them do things. I am not in control, even if technically I am. There are times when people can't be held responsible for their actions, even if it doesn't make sense. This doesn't mean everybody with mental illness gets a pass, or someone who is mentally ill but using it as a get out of jail pass. But it does mean take a moment and think, be kind.

xxsmolgrlxx

THIS NEEDS TO BE TALKED AB MORE

I too experience similar moments. I’m not brave enough to share in detail….