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I'll fix it if I can

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"You're beautiful, but you're empty...One couldn't die for you. Of course, an ordinary passerby would think my rose looked just like you. But my rose, all on her own, is more important than all of you together, since she's the one I've watered. Since she's the one I put under glass, since she's the one I sheltered behind the screen. Since she's the one for whom I killed the caterpillars (except the two or three butterflies). Since she's the one I listened to when she complained, or when she boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing at all. Since he's my rose.

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So then what will you do now?

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Please, don't let my mistake change your view upon God's love. Im a human. I try to be Christ like, but it is only Christ in whom you'll find true safety, adoration and whatever not. I can only do this much. Never let my mistake make you believe something untrue about God.

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Praised be the Lord of the living.

Forever and ever, amen.

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Fights the urge to ask why anytime someone tells me they love me

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I'm sorry

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Back in the day I'd be continously apologizing for sounding too boring

That is saddening

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And no the fact that I'm talking w some nobodys pfps doesnt help if you want to find that connection again youll have to show that

I haven't thought once of cheating

I didn't leave

I didn't yank myself away from you

Seek me while I'm still allowed to be around you

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All I want is a paragraph about why do you still want this and that you didn't truly mean those harsh words and that you'll stick by me until I finally open up the same way I did with you a paragraph works a simple something anything

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I'm genuienly so terrified of this of you I don't like this this doesn't feel safe for some reason it probably is but I think words would do a great favor

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I hate this I hate it when you're gone and I can't bring myself to speak when you're here I don't like crumbs I don't like sin I am disgusted I don't know what to say

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Don't don't don't don't please don't don't don't don't don't don't do not don't don't don't

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"Can you say this like you mean it"

Delete

"Ah ok then yay"

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Please say it like you mean it this doesnt sound like it I mean esp if your attentions divided between this and a game

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I still don't feel like I'm worthy of you, but I'll pull on this sack of hopelessness. I am tired of these sudden crumbs, but I'll eat whatever given. I might become out of the eye, forgotten by you and people like a stranger. Even then I'll have no fear, but it may hurt.

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His friends probably didn't leave him at his worst random people probably didn't leave him at his worst and I almost did when we was becoming ok oh he'll probably do the same won't he will this go far I don't know I'm scared whatever

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So close. So close yet so insanely far away.

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I can't keep running guilty all the time I'm so tired of just hiding or anything but whats the point of genuienly opening up if I'm not comfortable anymore whatever bruh