Yaara

New here

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Binge&purge? I’m more into binge&cut

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The feminine urge to ✨die✨

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The feminine urge to look like a dying corpse for the winter

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Anorexia is only fun when no one knows about it

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No mom it’s not that I don’t have energy because I haven’t eaten, it’s because I don’t want to live this life anymore!!!

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Why do I only like myself when I’m starving

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The fact that I’m not at my lowest weight at my birthday makes me wanna cry

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Not me thinking that my entire body and face look different from one week of eating normally

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Why is not getting your period so validating

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I don’t understand why guys don’t want to date me like

I’m literally terrified of eating so you don’t have to spend money on me

my self esteem is so low that I would literally date anybody

and I’ve destroyed my gag reflex so no problems there

Like what else do you want

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Being your own thinspo is a different kind of pain

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Just the daily struggle of should I continue to feel nauseous because I didn’t eat all day or should I eat something and then feel nauseous because I ate

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Unpopular opinion:

Feeling bloated even though you haven’t eaten anything is worse than felling full

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Literally the only thing I like about myself is my dark humor

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My mother tries to cure my anorexia but all she’s doing is replacing it with bulimia

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I might be mentally ill but hi at least my thighs can get you a discount

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Why am I even bad at my eating disorder like wtf