Hello everyone. I see Iâve gained a lot of new followers and requests recently and I just want to remind that Iâm not active on this blog anymore. I still write yandere danganronpa content but only on my new blog @yanderepalace
so anyone whoâs sent their requests here, please send them to @yanderepalace if you want them completed.
Kokichi with a darling who has autism and ADHD? Feel free to ignore
Kokichi with a darling with autism and ADHD
Helo i am back from the dead, iâm working on a lot of requests but iâm still trying to find my motivation. My blog has been really dead lately, it really motivates me when people like, reblog, and follow but you definitely donât have to!
Kokichi treats you pretty much the same but with expectations. Even though he isnât the most lenient, depending on your personal needs, heâd be more lenient on certain things.
Not tying you up and just leaving you in a locked room while heâs not there.
While Kokichi is a very annoying yandere to have, he likes to constantly bug his darling, if he feels as if youâve had enough, heâd back off.
if you have a hyperfixation, he finds out immediately.
Heâd learn as much as you, or even more just, so he has something to talk to you about, and maybe even impress you with his knowledge.
He loves when you think heâs well knowledgeable in the things you like.
If you want to info dump, however, heâll shut his jab for once and let you talk for as long as you want.
He could listen to your voice for hours.
If your a good darling, heâll love to spoil you with whatever you want.
Heâll let you have access to the internet under his supervision if you want to watch stim videos or audios, bonus points if you can sit in his lap.
Or if you donât want to be touched, heâs fine with it too, he wonât force it. Kokichi will get his cuddles some other time.
Instead of using punishments like isolation, he comes up with other clever punishments that arenât so cruel as to leave you with nothing to do, heâs not that heartless!
Kokichi loves to spoil you in gifts as well.
Since he wonât really let you go out and buy your own stuff, he supplies you with whatever you want to make you feel more comfortable.
Whether it be clothes with a texture you like, fight toys and safe foods, itâs the least he could do.
Heyo, this is my first time asking! I was just wondering if you were up to doing Kazuichi, Gundham, Fuyuhiko and Nagito with a darling who's always covered and bandages and bruises and when they meet they automatically assume that they hate them? You don't have to do this if you don't want to, I don't wanna overload you
Kazuichi, Gundham, Fuyuhiko, and Nagito with a darling who's always covered with bandages and assume they hate them
tw: stalking, bruises
Not feeling confident with this one but I really hope you like it, and sorry if itâs not that yandere but I tried. Enjoy!
Kazuichi
Kazuichi would be pretty oblivious and might upright ask what happened to you, in front of everyone no less.
Heâs not trying to embarrass you, heâs honestly just clueless, itâs kind of cute actually.
Whether you tell him or not, thatâs up to you, but either way after you tell him he becomes your protector.
Poor guy just canât handle the thought of something else harming you.
Heâll be very obnoxious about it as well, doing stereotypical overprotective things. Like always holding your hand even if itâs inconvenient, walking ahead of you first to make sure itâs safe, ect.
He doesnât want you going anywhere without him at all, it makes him anxious knowing your all alone out there.
Kinda comes off as babying but thatâs exactly what it is, good luck trying to be independent with Kaz around!
If you let him catch saying that you think you hate him, heâs not going to be happy.
He wonât be mad either, it kinda makes him sad and wonders what he did to make you think that.
Heâll tell you to stop saying things like that because all your doing is giving those thoughts attention when theyâre not true.
He would say that if he didnât like you, he would tell you straight up, and he hasnât done that, has he?
Yeah, heâs not the best at comforting, but heâs trying!
Tells you to tell him when youâre feeling insecure and you two can go build something fun together!
Gundham
You have bandages, he has bandages! :)
He noticed it quick, heâs very observant. That might be what initially piqued his interest, thinking you two might of had similar style.
Of course, he soon found out it wasnât a fashion choice later on, he still likes the look of them.
He loves the image of you beside him, or just even around him.
A fit companion for the Lord of the underworld.
But if you continue to gain more, heâll be very suspicious and will press for answers but wonât be too direct, at least at first.
When he finds out you think he hates you, he covers up his true feelings by saying some normal Gundham rambles âYou really think youâve done enough to have the dark lord of the underworld hate you? Donât be foolish.â
After a while, he would get really soft in his comforting style, and heâs surprisingly good at it.
Heâs had to take care of animals, so he knows the basics of calming, not saying that youâre an animal or anything, but heâs very skilled in making things feel safe and loved in his arms.
Fuyuhiko
Heâs be the type to straight up ask how you got those wounds, heâs not afraid to ask, and heâll demand to know.
Donât tell him you got them from roughing it up with someone. Thatâs not going to slide with him.
He knows heâs the ultimate gangster and all, but he does approve of you putting yourself in danger, even if thatâs probably not the reason.
When he hears your self deprecative words he gets a little frustrated at first.
He understands why you might feel like that, his attitude tends to drive other people away.
Heâs too hot headed and irritable and people often assume that he doesnât like them.
He might call you stupid for saying stuff like that because, duh, obviously itâs not true, canât you see?
If heâs comfortable around you he might get a little soft for you to reassure you that he doesnât hate you, not at all.
Nagito
Nagito first noticed the bandages out of any of your other traits
It worries him to see the number of plasters and bruises adorning your body, and mostly about you getting hurt further.
He wouldnât ask how you got the bruises because he wouldnât want to pry in your business, but he canât help but wonder.
He might ask around and see if anyone knows any information about you, trying his best not be come off as creepy, even if heâs unsuccessful.
If he canât get any answers he just might keep tabs on you in other ways as in following you as he watches over you just to make sure there is nothing fishy going on in the sidelines that he should know about.
Even if you two just met and barely knew each other, he would be very very protective of you physically and socially.
Meaning that if he sees someone making a rude or snarky comment about you heâd be quick to stand up for you.
When he actually gets to talking to you more and finds you very concerned over his opinion about you heâs confused honestly.
He doesnât understand how someone like you already assumes that he hates you, and most of all why do you care about his opinion in the first place.
When you mention it, heâs really quick to assure you otherwise, even if you donât believe it. He doesnât want those thoughts to linger.
Hello! Can you do yandere Kokichi with an idol darling who cheats on him during a show? (Like they kiss one of their friends on stage during a show) also I was the one who made the idol request and you did so good on it!!
Yandere Kokichi with an idol darling who cheats on him
TW kidnapping, stalking, mild gore
Thank you! I wasnât sure if you wanted an established relationship or what so iâm sorry if I chose wrong. Enjoy!
Everything was working out just fine, day by day, just another day for him at least.
Lately there was some speculation in the media about a secret relationship between you and one of your partners, when questioned by interviewers however, you gave no answer.
Of course Kokichi knew about this, he felt as if he knew you pretty well, which he does. He knew that you wouldnât be the type to give in to fan theories and silly speculations.
Although in the back of his head, he kept this in mind. Just in the off chance there was something, anything of the sort going on. He was going to find out.
All day he was looking forward to coming home to watch your newest performance.
Heâd meticulously molded his schedule around your work schedule, so heâll always watch every broadcast as soon as it comes out.
He likes to be among the first who witness you, he just canât wait and hold it off when he hears about it.
Heâd sat down, turned on the broadcast, everything was great, and he was enjoying himself, maybe a little too much as usual.
Doing probably his favorite thing to do, watching you sing and dance around on stage, seeing you happy in your element.
That is, until he saw an almost unspeakable act unfold in front of him.
During one of your last songs you and your friend were dancing really close like a duet almost, near the end of the song you two shared a kiss, a public display of affection across thousands of people.
When Kokichi had to bear witness to such an act he felt a lot of things at first. Betrayal, anger, jealousy, sadness, lots of things.
Crushing the drink in his hand as it falls to the floor, feeling the need to act on his immediate rage.
He couldnât have this. How dare you? How dare them? How dare they touch you in the way only meant for him. This whole situation was very frustrating to the supreme leader.
But of course, he just had to watch the rest of the show. Even if heâs angry, he just canât miss it!
Even though he could easily âtake careâ of this problem easily, he feels the easy way might not be the best idea.
He canât have celebrities disappearing from the media left and right.
He would send a threatening letter, with no finger prints of evidence but maybe it wouldnât be taken seriously.
If he just takes you that would solve his problem too, heâs unsure what to do at first.
Thatâs when he gets to scheming.
First of all he needs some sort of motivation in order for him to be taken seriously.
All those times heâs dug up secret information about you gave him the skills to do it to find the names of family members related to this friend.
Finding the location was easy but actually getting a hostage was a different story, he did luck out after all with his organization. He couldnât do it alone.
Thatâs when he sends the envelope with the video attached, instructing them to do as he says or else the hostageâs life is one the line, including a bloody detached finger just for further proof.
Itâs proven to be very effective when a claim goes out soon after that there is no relation between you and your friend, them explaining to the public itâs all platonic.
Even after that, you notice they became very uncomfortable being around you, feeling like theyâre walking on eggshells just to be around you.
Even if they did have actual feelings for you, the urge to keep their loved ones safe out ways that by a ton, soon enough you find they actively avoid you, not even talking about you when questioned, almost like you never existed to them.
Could you do yandere Byakuya Togami with a darling who is a delinquent and has a gang?
Yandere Byakuya with a delinquent darling in a gang
I am not that confident in my byakuya so iâm sorry if my characterization sucks. Enjoy!
First off, you chose the wrong yandere to have. Well, itâs not like you chose Togami but still.
If it isnât already obvious, he is less than approving of your actions.
The fact that he fell in love with you of all people irritates him.
The ultimate heir, with a delinquent? Itâs just unheard of.
Donât get me wrong he wants you bad but, there is no way heâs going to let it be known who heâs with.
At least not until he gets you to change your way, even though he fell in love with you, you and your delinquent self, unfortunately.
This is a perfect example of a yandere whoâd be the âmoral goodâ for the most part and, heâs dead set on ending your crime streak.
But not for the reasons youâd really think. He needs to make sure that youâre out of harms way while youâre out there, he canât sleep without knowing that youâre completely safe.
He watches and makes sure that you donât get into too much trouble with rival gangs that would potentially harm you, or even making sure the police donât get involved.
This would lead to him stalking you constantly, always around the corner or so watching over you and this little delinquent gang of yours.
When he actually does talk to you, heâs posting as a good-doing citizen doing the city some justice, being the moral high ground.
Heâs honestly perplexed, why would you want to be around those kinds of people when there is a guy like him promising you the world, he finds he feels that way a lot.
Itâs a total double standard, he hates your group for all the destruction of property and violence but for you, youâre just different.
He knows you can be reformed, and heâll be the one to do it, heâll convince you to change your ways to have a better life with him.
Unfortunately, being a delinquent and all, you probably donât have much interest in rich stuck up blonde guys.
Any attempt at an interaction with you and you straight up insult him to his face.
Normally heâd be sticking his nose up at being trash talked by such people, but itâs you.
He knows the longer you hang out with them, the more youâll be influenced and it wonât be long until the damage is irreversible.
In other words, he wants them gone.
Similar to the canon story, heâd be the kind to find a serious crime that occurred recently and find a way to connect that with your gang, not enough to have them arrested but just enough to have them in a tight spot.
Of course that would be after securing your safety.
Having his darling arrested would be so embarrassing, even if no one but him knew.
Most likely heâd devise a plan to have you âescortedâ to a location where he can convince you that itâs either you stay in here or in jail with the rest of them.
Once he has you heâll constantly hold the threat of being able to get your gang arrested at the lift of his slender finger.
And just because you used to be a delinquent donât think that kind of behavior will slide with Togami. After all, he is after the reformation of your demeanor to become a darling fit for the ultimate heir.
I thought iâd do something special for this day and I donât know if anyone would be interested but to celebrate, send me asks from these ask games. (ËâŁË )
Honestly I donât like how this turned out, I hope I get better at this kind of stuff overtime. I tried not to go into much detail with the triggering part because Itâs my 1st time. Sorry if this is too much drama.
âDarling, Iâm home!â walking into the house that you and him shared
He never got a response back but just saying that as he came home gave him satisfaction
Almost like a real couple
But this time was different, he felt something off in the air, the atmosphere was uneasy and almost suffocating.
He felt his footsteps grow quicker as he walked to the cellar to check on you.
Shuichi kept thinking that maybe he was just being paranoid like usual, but he just needed to make sure you were okay.
He opened the heavily locked door, calling your name again, waiting with bated breath for a unreceived response.
He felt no longer in control, and he couldnât help but walk down the short stair way excruciatingly slow.
The cellar was still dark, he couldnât see much but luckily he could make out your figure. At least you were still here, thatâs a good thing.
Or so he thought.
You were in there technically, but not really anymore. He slowly approached your seemingly sleeping form. He still couldnât put his finger on why he was so hesitant but the air was heavy and carried a tense aura.
âs/oâ whispered into the dark room, quick and quietly as he stood there.
No answer.
Youâre asleep right? You have to be asleep. He crouched down, not seeing your face as you lay turned on your side.
He needed reassurance now, he had to wake you and felt justified in doing so. Just to make sure youâre alright.
He shook you with his hand placed on your arm, in an attempt to bring you back to consciousness.
You flopped on your back where lay an unsightly vision, one where he had never expected to experience while looking at you. You werenât moving, not at all. Not even blinking, eyes lay open and dull.
Shuichi had seen corpses before but not like this. This time, gut wrenching and macabre.
A feeling you can only experience, finding the love of your life like this.
Shuichi found himself paralyzed, unable to move his muscles.
This wasnât supposed to happen, you werenât supposed to die, you were supposed to live a long and happy life with him!
It all hit him, the permanence of your departure, you werenât coming back.
A chocked sob escaped from his quivering mouth as he finally let the heavy tears welling in his eyes fall.
âS/o, S/o, S/o, S/o!â He screamed your name over and over, now clutching onto your back as he brought you up to his chest.
He squeezed tighter than he ever had before, not wanting to let you go, he canât let you go.
âPlease.â He choked out between cries, âwake up.â his face in the nape of your cold neck.
âYou canât be dead!â gripping the back of your head to prop your lifeless body in front of him âWake up!â he tried to sound strong but his voice was weak and trembling.
Shuichi lowed his head into your chest, not able to find the strength to look into your lifeless eyes anymore. He buried his head into your chest.
âWhy did you do it?â His words shaking as he spewed them out. âWhy?â a question, barely audible. âYou couldâve just talked to me.â
He held you close as he cried into your chest, by then heâd lost track of how long heâd been down here with your corpse, but he didnât care, he wasnât going anywhere.
He shouldâve been there for you, or maybe even been home sooner. He shouldâve hurried faster. He shouldâve been better at keeping dangerous things away from you.
He shouldâve seen the signs. His mind racing with thoughts blaming himself.
Itâs all his fault, he thought. He obviously didnât deserve you. If he was so careless with his darling he deserves everything that happens to him.
Heâd stayed in there cuddling with you for days, not getting up once. He didnât mind the smell. When he wasnât sobbing into your cold skin, he was thinking.
He decided exactly what he needed to do, no, exactly what he deserved.
With the means to do so at his disposal he saw no point in any delay. He would soon see you once again as he took his final breath right with you in his arms right where he belonged.
Can you do Maki with a darling whoâs afraid of her please and thank you :)
Yandere Maki with a darling whoâs afraid of her
tw: restraints, forced affection
sorry for the lack of posts recently, iâve been feeling unmotivated due to some self esteem issues with my writing. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!
First of all, she understands. Who wouldnât be terrified when the ultimate assassin is obsessed with you. Itâs a scary experience!
She really hoped that things wouldnât be like the way they turned out, but thereâs no denying the way you see her.
When you first expressed your fear towards her, along with her disappointment, sheâs somber inside. The one and only person she loved so dearly views her as a monster.
She canât help but blame herself of course, sheâs the one constantly threatening the people around you two.
She canât even get a word in before you find any excuse to leave, finding any way to avoid her like the plague.
Once she knows she canât do anything to really âcourt youâ of course she has to resort to what she knows best, physical force. She canât just let you leave her life!
Sheâll tie you up and force herself to be very overly friendly and sweet around you, to the extent where itâs even more creepy than her normal behavior.
A forced toothy grin with dead eyes as she makes her best attempt at anything ranging from actual humor or flattering compliments.
She just wants to prove to you that there is a sweet side to her, and she can be a good lover!
While your there tied up she might push your boundaries and force physical affections upon you even if your begging her not to, but it will be very stiff and unnatural even if Maki is truly enjoying it, which she is!
She does in fact have a soft side but even with you it needs some time to really come out. Unfortunately for her, you show no interest in waiting around to see it, so your not coming out of those ropes anytime soon.
She would do almost anything to get you to return her feelings. She would kill anyone, you name them, theyâre gone. Although that might not be the best approach, so sheâll try to spoil you in other ways.
Of course, Makiâs been watching your back for a while, so she generally knows the kind of food you like, the things you like to play with, and sheâll get you anything you want. Anything.
If you donât accept these however, and continue to be stubborn, she didnât want to have to resort but if she canât have your genuine love and affection then the next best thing would be well scaring you into loving her. By threats of course, anything you hold dear is on the line so tread carefully. A scared submissive darling is better than just a scared darling.
If your still scared and stubborn after all that, you two are going to have problems.
Sometimes she truly canât help herself, she loves you and wants to explore her feelings so badly. She just needs to feel you, to be close to you because as long as she can feel your warm body on hers, even for a moment, everything is okay.
If that means doing things against your will, so be it. If your being that stubborn, then it canât be helped. She might just have to tape your mouth shut so, she wonât have to hear your hurtful words as she expressed her feelings to you the best way she can.
Is it okay if i request yandere kokichi headcanons where his pet neko ends up escaping/running away with fluff please
Yandere Kokichi with an Escaped Neko darling
I donât know how I feel about this one, I hope I didnât misinterpret your request but I wanted to make this really fluffy, anyways enjoy!
Oh no, His darling pet got out :(
To say heâs worried is an understatement, heâs not even thinking about discipline at the moment.
When he first realized you were missing he just laughed to himself and waited a minute or two for you to come up and surprise him, however once he relaxed that wasnât happening he checked all around the house.
He found your cage with the door wide open, wondering how you made it out the door. Heâs a little mad but thatâs overshadowed by worry at the moment.
As soon as he gathers his thoughts and cams down enough he goes out to search as soon as possible!
Youâre not exactly the most disobedient pet, so heâs not so worried about you giving him a hard time finding you so as soon as he steps out heâs calling your name everywhere.
Of course, he even sent his organization out looking for you to cover more ground. Thinking of where you mightâve run off too, he listened attentively for the sound of the bell on your collar, he knew it would be of use!
He heard the jingle coming from the distance and quickly headed that way only to find you sitting under the shade of a tree, curled up.
âAh, there you are! Where have you been?â his worried and slight stern tone apparent in his voice.
Your ears drop down, knowing that heâs upset with you. Giving a soft-spoken apology. Explaining how you saw a bird outside and ran outside to chase it without thinking, feeling regretful.
âWhat a silly little thing you are.â he smiled and held out his arms. Which you immediately crawled into, grateful that he wasnât mad. Feeling that you were scared, he was quick to comfort, pressing your cheek to his chest for a tight hug. Kokichi, petting your head as you began to nuzzle and purr in his arms. He leaned down to press his lips to the top of your head, taking comfort in your smell as he inhaled your scent. He was just happy to have you back in his embrace once again, relived that you werenât hurt.
âLetâs get you back home now.â his hand on your head, scratching the back of your ears. You eagerly nodded, clinging to him.
Heâll be sure to make sure all the doors are locked next time.
I saw that requests were open so I wanted to resend this but I sent a request 1 or 2 months ago and it was when your requests were open but it was for A Yandere Mahiru who's male darling has a crush on her rival female photographer and Mahiru finds out
Or something like that lol
yandere mahiru whoâs darling has a crush on her rival
tw: stalking, mention of drugs
Omg youâve waited 1 or 2 months, I feel so bad!! I hope you forgive me (;ïč;) As soon as I read that I knew I had to get this done first, I really hope you like it and sorry again!!!
Mahiru would be kind of oblivious to the fact that you have your eyes on other girl while she has her eyes dead set on you.
Itâs not that sheâs not attentive, but sheâs just not looking in that direction if that makes sense.
Most of her time spent looking at you is through a camera lenses, trying to figure out the best angle and position.
Sheâs especially artsy with your pictures, zoomed in to a high degree on random parts of your body, in different shades and lighting, textures, ect.
She had only noticed when she was watching you from around the corner looking for a perfect photo op. she raised her camera zoomed into your smiling face, noticing where your gaze directed to and saw⊠herâŠ
Her suspension grew when every time she saw you, you were with that girl, too much for it to be a coincidence.
Maybe you good friends, she thought. Thatâs what she wanted to believe at least, but a part of her knew deep down.
Realizing that even though you two werenât in an established relationship together, she still expected you to be loyal to her, even if you donât really know each other at all.
She knows her thinking is flawed however, so she canât just sit around mopping about it, she needs to take action as soon as possible to keep you as her own before your stolen before her eyes.
First off, sheâs kind of pissed at you, this whole time sheâs been âwatching over youâas she calls it, she expected you to catch on and applaud her for her love and dedication towards you.
How rude of you to blatantly ignore the girl who obviously loves you way more than that other.
It seems like she has to do all the work around here apparently!
She soon found out that girl was another photographer, just like her, which only irked her more. What did that girl have that she didnât anyways? Her pictures were just as good, just as beautiful, she is the ultimate photographer after all.
Immediately she puts her plans to action. Deciding to befriend her rival in the meantime, it was pretty easy since Mahiru and her had a lot in common, mostly their talent, but she tried to find other common grounds to gain her trust.
Since you also likes to be around her, she was able to mingle with you a little, nothing too much just yet, that was for later, but it was nice to get you aquatinted as well. You three became more or less a small friend group together.
Mahiru becomes two faced, acting like her best friend only to turn around and talk bad about her to everyone she knows.
Spreading horrible rumors about her, anything she could think of, drugs, escorting, violence.
What really pushed her off the edge is how you stuck by her side the whole time the rumors were spreading and didnât believe them. How could you still love such a person?
Since she decided to take lead of the journalism club, nobody said it but naturally they were all expecting her to come out with the evidence everyone wanted, as her rival became more and more hated by the day.
The situation was in her control once again, this was no problem for her so find an incriminating moment to snap a picture of her and really seal the deal.
Since Mahiru chooses to spend her time around her, it was easy to find an opportunity. Once those photos spread, itâs game over for her, a picture of her slightly altered to appear to showcase her smoking something illegal and extremely against school policies lead to immediate expulsion.
She had spent hours making sure it looked perfect and believable the night before, but even so, who could question the ultimate photographer?
With that rumor proven to be âtrueâ everyone assumed all the others were true, and she became socially shunned, an outcast, and at the height of all this, she publicly turned her back on her, leaving her all alone.
Except for you, of course but your crush wasnât in a mood for such things after her reputation had been crushed seemingly out of nowhere. All she wanted to do was stay home, thereâs not much she could do after all.
No one ever hears from her after that, itâs kind of like she disappeared, you canât even get in touch with her.
The anon who requested "Overprotective! Yandere Shuichiâs darling begging for him to kill them" smh thought of the same scenario i had in my mind đŁ
wow the exact same scenario? :0 I hope thatâs a good thing though!!
overprotective yan Shuichi reacting to his s/o begging him to kill them?
Sorry if it's to much, i just love angst (âŻïž”â°,)
Overprotective! Yandere Shuichiâs darling begging for him to kill them
TW: Themes of Suicide, Kidnapping, Mention of Punishments
ugh I just love angst, this is my first time writing angst so iâm sorry if itâs bad (-_-ïœĄ)
These past few months of your life have been a living hell, trapped and held captive by a delusional detective who swears you are his soulmate.
Heâs taken everything away, your friends, your family, anything that could cause you to want to return to regular society.
You have nothing left, no reason to live. And itâs obvious, heâs not going to let you go anytime soon.
Youâve become completely dependent on him physically, since he left you physically disabled after your last attempt at freedom, you were completely hopeless.
And of course on top of that, Shuichi acted as if things couldnât be more normal, ultimately making you feel worse.
Heâd return from work or wherever he went and come in to give you a kiss and ask about your day as if you werenât being held captive by this delusional detective.
He was the only way you had to get out of this situation, you had to at least try. You just couldnât take another day in this place.
So one night, after treating you to your nightly routine, he had to keep his darling healthy after all.. Shuichi immediately picked up on something being up with you.
As a detective, he is very attentive especially with you, so he noticed you could barely even make eye contact, barely speaking, barely moving. He was a bit concerned, but he just hoped you were in a mood again, sighing to himself.
Fresh out of the bath, accompanied by Shuichi, of course. He came back in with a brush in his hand to groom you. He had to keep his perfect daring maintained himself, ever since you stopped showing interest. You didnât see the point of self-preservation anymore.
He stepped forward to where you were sitting on the floor, eyes fixated upon the locked window. Staring into the dark, you reflected about the life you once had out there, the one that is gone forever, no longer obtainable, taken away forever by this sick man.
His hand was placed on your head, supposed to be an act comforting but that didnât go through to you. âHow you feeling, honey?â Sensing the tense atmosphere between you two. You didnât reply, didnât even turn you head from the window. âYou alright?â He asked again hoping to get a response, noticing where your gaze found itself. Sighing as it registered in his mind, you were going to beg to go outside again.
Growing slightly irritated with you, he didnât want to be so harsh especially after you last punishment, but he couldnât keep quiet any longer.
âYouâre not going outside.â Shuichi sternly stated. Staring directly at you like an angry parent.
Hearing those words washed a wave of despair across your entire body, sinking in your shoulders. You slowly turn your head to face him. You couldnât hold back your tears any longer as a single drop rolled down your cheek.
You were clearly upset by his words, but he was quick to comfort you and assure everything will be alright. He crouched down in front of you for a better position. Grabbing ahold of you and pulling you in for a tight embrace. âI know itâs hard,â softly stroking your still wet hair. He continued âItâs hard to adjust to a new lifestyle.â
Your face in the crook of his neck between his shoulder. You didnât pull away, not having the energy. âPlease..â you managed to get out with a trembling voice.
Shuichi pressed his hand to your back pulling you closer, shushing you like a baby.
Chocking back a sob you gripped onto his shirt with shaking hands. âPlease.. kill me.â
Your gripping hands immediately felt Shuichi grow tense in your arms, pausing his soothing motions.
He pulled back staring, still gripping you by your shoulders. âS/o, donât say such a thing!â His gaze unsteady, clearly getting worked up over the upsetting words. âYou donât mean it.â almost like he was talking to himself instead of you. Cupping your face softly.
You turned your head away to get out of his grasp, you wanted him to take you seriously. âShuichi, please!â looking down at the wooden floor, not able to look in his eyes as you beg for the end, you didnât want to see his expression.
âI canât take it anymore, please just put me out of my misery!â Facing whatever was in front of you, âPleaseâ you begged âJust make it stopâ Voice slumping at the end, you could barely get your words out. His grey eyes slightly glassy and mouth in a slight tender frown.
âStop that, hey! Listen to me! Stop saying that!â He said sternly. His grip cold and clenched. Looking directly into your eyes. âWeâll get through this together.â In his voice genuine concern.
âNo..â violently shaking your head, you were getting frustrated. âI just wanted to go home, Shuichi!â You felt your voice growing, you needed to be understood. âIâm begging you.â Your voice emphasizing your will. âKill me!â
Your throat felt raspy and sore, as you clenched your eyes, crying softly. Soon realizing Shuichi had gone still, like he wasnât even there. Growing confused, you raised your face to meet shuichiâs intense gaze. Eyes now narrowed, âOver my dead body, you arenât dying.â Where did his sweet tone go, you thought.
You knew this side of Shuichi, the one you faced in your darkest hours with him. The one you hoped never to meet again as you knew what he was capable of.
Your eyes fixated on his, unable to look away, unsure what to say now. Feeling even more hopeless than before, out of options.
