What was that? You’re lonely? Oh well don’t worry Nial will always be there for you :)
Pocket lover has returned!
Real relationships are hard, why not switch to a fake one? Your virtual boyfriend Nial is cute, sweet, and the perfect distraction that keeps you occupied for hours. But as more of your time gets taken up by the real world, and real people, Nial gets a little jealous...
TW this game will include the following (in the full release: Body horror, murder, gore, dismemberment, slight trypophobia, and very bad grammar and spelling
Recopilación de publicaciones de Neko (recopilación 6 junio 2025 - 18 junio 2025)
Publicación original: 6 junio 2025
¿Qué hay de un juego yandere con temática de circo?
Publicación original: 9 junio 2025
Algunas expresiones de mi yandere
Publicación original: 11 junio 2025
distintas intensidades
Publicación original: 12 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¡¡Odm acabo de descubrirte y debo decir que de verdad me he enamorado de Pierrot!! (╥﹏╥)
¡Gracias! ¡Me alegra oír eso! ¡Aún tengo un par de bocetos que publicar y el juego se estrenará pronto! owo
Publicación original: 12 junio 2025
algunas capturas
Me está gustando su contraste, Pierrot es un romántico, obsesionado e intenso si es necesario, Arlequín es venenoso, seductor y manipulador
Publicación original: 13 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
*traducido de portugués*
¿Es esto acaso... la Comedia del Arte?🤺✨️
*traducido del portugués*
¡Hola! x3
¡Has dado en el clavo!
En el lore también aparece Colombina, que forma parte de estos dos.
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Publicación original: 13 junio 2025
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Publicación original: 14 junio 2025
Pierrot es un lindo chico enamorado, pero no es inofensivo.
Arlequín adora hacerte suspirar por él.
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Publicación original: 16 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
holi acabo de jugar el juego y me ha encantadooo
la temática es única y amo las introducciones en el juego
y tenía una pregunta
¿por qué pierrot se enamora de mc tan de repente? ¿sólo porque ha sido amigable?
¿y puedo preguntar por qué mataron al "ángel" en el juego? si no es un spoiler
Gracias❤️❤️
¡Gracias! ¡Me alegra que te haya gustado!
Sobre las preguntas, La muerte del ángel tiene que ver con por qué Pierrot se obsesiona con MC, aún estoy trabajando en esa pequeña historia de monstruos, así que no tengo nada totalmente decidido para mostrar aun ;u;
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Publicación original: 16 junio 2025
¡¡El juego ha sido estrenado en ITCH.io!!
No dejes que Pierrot te espere
18+ Yandere
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Publicación original: 16 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
ADORO TU JUEGO MUCHÍSIMO💖💖💖 Estoy tan interesade en esa pequeña historia de monstruos
¡MUCHÍSIMAS GRACIAS! ¡Me alegra que te haya gustado! <3
¡No pensé que una historia de monstruos captaría la atención de nadie! ¡Tengo algunos planes para esta atracción aún!
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Publicación original: 16 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¿añadirás a los otros personajes al juego también? y puedo tener algunos hechos divertidos sobre pierrot
amo el juego
¡Ey, querido anónimo!
Tengo planeado mostrar a los otros, pero no estoy seguro de si acabarán teniendo finales como Pierrot y Arlequín
¡Claro! Aquí hay algunos hechos para tí:
Él es terroríficamente observador. Puede decir cuándo tu respiración cambia o cuándo tu corazón se acelera.
Es super intenso. Tiende a distorsionar sentimientos y sensaciones. Cuando te mira por demasiado tiempo, se divide entre esperar para agarrarte, reclamarte... o devorarte.
Y la parte más aleatoria: ¡Es muy goloso!
¡Gracias!
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
Acabo de jugar al juego ¡y ha sido taaaaaaaan bueno! Ang, tengo una pregunta jaja
En la ruta Final Malo de la demo, cuando MC abre sus ojos después de ser atada y demás, vi aparecer 3 luces. La amarilla y la verde puedo entender que eran la apariencia de Pierrot y Arlequín pero... ¿la rosa/morada? ¿Va a ser una ruta secreta?
También me he dado cuenta de que entre las 5 sombras cuando sale el Final de Desaparecida, sin Pierrot y Arlequín, también hay la figura de un bufón como los otros dos ✨️✨️ AHORA DE VERDAD QUE ME LO PREGUNTO JAJA ¡¡ESTOY ESPERANDO EL FUTURO DEL JUEGO!!!
Eres bastante observador, ¿no es así Sr/Sra Anónimo? La luz rosa sólo significa que es la carpa rosa en la que entraste, nada más. Pero déjame contarte un secretito: ese color es de hecho simbólico para el circo.
Y estás en lo correcto, ¡Aún hay más para que conozcáis! A¡unque aún no tengo muy claro hasta dónde llegaremos con esos personajes aún! ¡Gracias!
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
theparrotina ha preguntado:
¡Holi! Acabo de descubrir tu juego y me ha enamorado, has hecho un juego que tiene todos mis temas favoritos (bufones, payasos... yandere y novela visual)
Y tu estilo artístico es genial, ¡los personajes tienen diseños guapísimos! No puedo esperar a ver más wips (trabajo en proceso) de arte y lore
¡Muchísimas gracias! ¡Esos son algunos de mis temas favoritos también! ¡Me hace muy feliz oír todo esto, eso me inspira a seguir!
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
Quiero cubrir a pierrot de besitos él es tan lindo y aterrador, ¿cuánto mide?
Él definitivamente va a adorar esto!
Estoy pensando en algo alrededor de 1'98m (6'6")
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
copiklagrogu ha preguntado:
¡Hola, Neko! Soy uno de tus fans de china, y realmente adoro tu juego. ¿Podría crear la traducción China de tu juego? Esta es mi página de compartir video , ¡Si estás de acuerdo también puedo mandarte los archivos de la traducción china una vez esté hecho! Espero recibir tu permiso. 🥺🤲❤️🌹
¡Muchísimas gracias! ¡Nunca imaginé que alguien querría traducir mi juego! ¡Por supuesto! Sería un placer. He visto que das créditos a los creadores en tus videos, ¡y eso significa mucho para mi! Tal y como el hecho de que hayas venido a pedirme permiso, de verdad que lo aprecio.
Pero soy bastante nuevo con esto, y no estoy totalmente seguro de cómo funciona... ¿Necesitarías ese archivo de Ren'Py que se genera cuando creas una traducción? (El que incluye las líneas originales en Inglés y los huevos vacíos para el nuevo idioma?)
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
¡Bien entonces!
¡Muchas gracias por el apoyo y las preguntas divertidas!
Estaré respondiendo cada una con cariño, y tan pronto como pueda, os traeré más actualizaciones!
*imagen: GRACIAS POR DISFRUTAR DEL ESPECTÁCULO*
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
Acabo de jugar el pueblo y me ha encanado. Me estimula las partes adecuadas del cerebro. ¿Tienen los tíos del circo un traje de descanso o eso sería muy spoiler por ahora?
Bueno... digamos que es una pregunta truculenta. Tendrás que descubrirlo en el futuro querido anónimo.
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
HOLIIII ❣️❣️ ¡HE AMADO AMADO AMAAAADOOOO TU JUEGO MUCHÍSIMO!
¡¡EYOOOOO!! ¡¡Muchísimas gracias!! ¡Espero que te guste lo que se viene! <3
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¡¡Ey!! Así que, ¿me estaba preguntando si el juego oficial tendrá la opción de elegir pronombres? ¡¡No pasa nada si no va a ser así!! Ten un buen descanso de tu día :3
¡Hola! ¡Gracias por sacar el tema!
¡Lo cierto es que planeo añadir la opción de los pronombres! Pero mientras estaba desarrollando el juego, sinceramente no sabía cómo implementarlo. ;u; ¡Ahora estoy buscando cómo hacer que funcione para la próxima actualización!
También hay otras funciones que he tenido que quitar de forma temporal debido a problemas técnicos.
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
Eyyy (ノ^∇^)ᵉʸʸ
Hay alguna sexualidad oficial para ambos ya que soy un hombre trans, me encanta el juego y especialmente amo a perriot ヾ(*>∀＜*)
¡Me alegra oír eso!
Me los imagino a ambos como pansexuales. Pierrot se enamorará del jugador sin importar su género o forma física. se fija en el alma, no en la forma
¡Él está prendado de cómo eres!
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Publicación original: 17 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
Así que ¿quién es más alto, Pierrot o Arlequín? ¿Y por cuánto? ¡Les amo tanto a ambos! ¿¿Son totalmente monstruos, cierto?? También ¿cómo captamos el interés de Arlequín inmediatamente en las calles, antes de que sepa sobre el interés de Pierrot? ¿Pero si tenemos la entrada rosa no le importa? (Pierrot no se preocupa inmediatamente porque no le has salvado evitando que se vuelva obsesivo, pero cuál es la probabilidad de que te reconozca desde la multitud) y si tienen la entrada rosa la usan en el espectáculo y luego te comen, ¿o tienen entradas separadas para eso? ¿Si tuvieses la entrada rosa para entonces qué habría hecho? Tipo ¿nos habría dado la verde?¿O habría sido como "oh, ¿entrada rosa? Esas son especiales" o algo así. SEA COMO SEA Creo que esas son todas las preguntas que tengo por ahora, ¡espero no haberte saturado con tantas preguntas repentinas! Estoy súper emocionado de ver qué vas a hacer con el juego!
Wow, ¡esas son muchas preguntas querido anónimo! Daré lo mejor de mí.
Bien, ¡me imagino a Pierrot midiendo alrededor de 1'98m (6'6") y Arlequín alrededor de 1'87m (6'2")!
Ellos definitivamente no son normales, eso es todo lo que puedo decirte.
Por Arlequín, él te conoce en la calle por pura casualidad. Es sólo cuando te ve sujetando la entrada de Pierrot que empieza a mostrar interés.
Pero... es difícil decir qué significa realmente interés, ¿no es así?
Si estás sujetando una entrada rosa, pierrot siempre te la va a quitar, para que no puedas usarla si ya está tras de ti.
¿Arlequín? Sencillamente diría que adora las entradas rosas.
Ahora, sobre la entrada rosa:
Te da algunos "destinos" sutilmente diferentes en la carpa rosa eso es todo lo que puedo decir por ahora.
Si alguna vez le enseñas la entrada rosa a Arlequín... digamos que eso le haría muy feliz.
¡Déjame saber si me he dejado alguna de tus preguntas! Puede que me haya perdido a la mitad jah.
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Publicación original: 11 junio 2025
copiklagrogu ha preguntado:
¡Muchas gracias por darme permiso para la localización! Ya he usado Ren'Py para generar los guiones en blanco en Inglés, y una vez lo tenga lo pondré en texto Chino en un ZIP y te lo mandaré de vuelta. ¿Te importaría compartirme una dirección de correo que pueda usar? Sólo por que lo sepas— no soy un localizador personal, así que puede haber imperfecciones. Normalmente incluyo los enlaces a las redes sociales del creador original en las descripciones de mis videos, pero mi cuenta de Bilibili ha sido marcada hace poco, así que no puedo publicamente compartir la versión china ahí por ahora. De verdad que aprecio tu permiso— ¡de nuevo muchas gracias!🥹🫶
¡Claro! ¡Te mandaré un mensaje con mi email! ¿Te importa si añado tu versión traducida al juego? (Como he dicho, sooy nuevo con eso así que no se si habrá algún problema con ello ^^') ¡Y después te pondré en los créditos y enlazaré tu perfil!
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Publicación original: 18 junio 2025
Su pelea me divierte~
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Publicación original: 18 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¿Alguna vez has pensado hacer una playlist de spotify para Pierrot y Arlequín?( ´ • ·̫ • ` )🌀💭💭
¡Nunca lo había pensado antes! ¡Sería divertido escucharla para cuando les dibujo! ¡Me encanta la idea!
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Publicación original: 18 junio 2025
cut3std3adgirl ha preguntado:
holiiii ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა ¡¡¡adoro tanto tu arte!!! ¡Tengo un par de preguntas sobre el comportamiento de pierrot dejando su actuación a un lado! ¿es más bien de permaneces callado y vergonzoso o más sociable? ¿además podrías darle un abrazo y un beso por mi? es tan mono que quiero achucharlo tantísimooooo cnvsdfknvlkdnj૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა jeje le amo tantísimoooooooo૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა
(dios quiero casarme con él ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა)
*traducción imagen: ¡HAZLO POR ELLA! Por favooooor~ <3
¡Muchísimas gracias!
Es bastante difícil de encasillar. es super protector y se emociona cuando se acerca a MC, ¿pero en el momento que le muestras un poco de cariño? Se vuelve tímido muy rápido. Si eres quien le besa primero, se sonrojará totalmente y se derretirá en el sitio.
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Publicación original: 18 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¿Que es la cosa rosa al final de la demo? Como el texto y demás
Lo siento no sé cómo llamarlo 😭
¡Oh! ¿Hablas del efecto rosa resplandeciente en la pantalla y el texto rosa?
Eso es lo que la comida te hace... Suaviza tu mente, enreda tus pensamientos, y hace que tu cuerpo se sienta un poco demasiado ligero.
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Publicación original: 18 junio 2025
Anónimo ha preguntado:
¿qué pasa si vamos con la entrada rosa pero también tenemos el afecto de pierrot?
Sería una escena interesante, lo admito. Pero ya que Pierrot siempre te está vigilando, no te dejaría entrar con la entrada rosa, no importa cuanto te esfuerces en esa situación, él intervendría al final. end.
Yandere IDW Rodimus Prime x (INK/goth/ curvy human reader) Pt.4
(delusional love, obsession, stalking, disguised identity, posing as a human, still stubborn reader being there Apothisexual and proud of it along with refusing to date a different species no matter how dispirit.)
Moving day finally arrived for you and your cousin, neither of you told anyone where you where two where living but you did trust Optimus enough to tell him since he was the type that didn't gossip. Both being careful and leaving in the middle of the night only leaving a note that you two had wrote, your cousin didn't have a car cause her broke down recently and couldn't afford another but you had vehicle. Though unknown to the two of you where followed in a sense Rodimus knew that you where leaving but didn't know when, he had place a tracking device under your car so he'd be able to track you.
Your new place was a gated community so there wouldn't be any worry about any sudden break-ins, you had been moving all your gothic furniture into your new place little by little after you had purchased the home. Along with hiring painters in properly turning the inside of your home into the gothic palace you had always dreamed of and your cousin would get there own space, it had taken about a month in getting the house ready to be moved into and it was worth it.
"Alright we gonna celebrate cous?" Your cousin question that to you after the both of you had officially move into the house and setting down yawls luggage in the living room you winked as you headed upstairs with your luggage
"Way ahead of ya, doing a party in a couple of days for the house warming my friends are looking forward to it." It was a breath of fresh air for you especially with getting away from Rodimus and hoped he would move on to someone else, you didn't realize how wrong you where. Rodimus did track you down but stopped himself seeing how you lived in a gated community. Then Rodimus had an idea, cybertronians don't use it often but there was the option for human avatars in staying low key if they go out in human public for amusement, which wasn't that often now that he had met you and wanted a relationship with you it gave him excuse in using his avatar. Not only that he wanted to prove himself to you and did something a little drastic and that was changing his color, his once red and orange where how dark and light purple and even blue within twenty four hours.
Rodimus's sudden new look did catch a lot of attention on the ship both from the bots and the humans, Rodimus made the excuse saying that he felt like a change with his look. The only one that had some suspicions was Ratchet since he was one of the small few bots that you interacted with besides Optimus, he knew that the colors he had picked where your favorite colors besides black. Along with your sudden notice that you and your cousin had moved out leaving only a note in your old quarters, without telling anyone where you had moved too.
Rodimus's plan took action during your house warming party, thee entire neighborhood of the gated community was invited along with your friend group where where just as conservative as you where. Half of them where goth like you and the rest where regular looking people, you had hired a cratering service for the event and within the first thirty minutes the party was going great and people told you how you house screamed the 'Adams family' with the gothic furniture. Just when you had finished talking to one of your new neighbors you had accidentally bumped into someone and the person was Rodimus using his human avatar with his new color scheme but wearing gothic attire that she knew would catch her attention.
"Sorry about that I wasn't looking where I was going." Was what Rodimus said when he helped you up
"Oh no it's fine, a lot more people showed up than I thought." Was what you said to him and he said
"Oh your hosting this party? A friend invited me here and wanted to give it a shot in meeting new people." Before you knew it the two of you where having a nice introduction and even talking to each other after you both exchanged names, Rodimus had introduced himself as 'Rod' to you after you said your first name to him. During the rest of the party you two talked a lot and you saw that he had a lot in common with you and really listened to you, while the party continued your cousin and even some of your friends noticed you talking with the guy and seeing how happy you where. By the time the party ended Rodimus was bold enough in asking you out since he made a great first impression with you, to his joy you had said yes if he had to pose as a human for a while in earning your love he was willing in taking that. In honestly you where looking for a boyfriend after you had dumped your last one, you felt like 'Rod' was different from them.
The first date was something that shocked you when 'Rod' surprised you with Metallica tickets at the second row away from the pit, Rodimus may have done a little hacking in getting the tickets without being caught in tricking the system that he had paid for those tickets.That concert left quite an impression with you, thus started your offical dating with 'Rod' after the first week.
After the first month you where surprised by his tolerance unlike your previous ex's, most would think after the third or fifth date would be sex. However 'Rod' never asked that and respected your wishes with open arms, however you did noticing something a little off. You had never seen his place and you where told that he was having some issues that he was trying to solve out, that should have been a red flag with you though you where happy in finally finding a partner that understood and really listened to you. However you cousin had some suspicions about 'Rod' she knew you well enough to know that not just anyone can handle your real personality, what all your ex's had in common was that they where pissed off that you hated sex. Where as 'Rod' had never once asked you, as if he already knew, you never made it public on your social medias that you where apothisexual and it got her asked questions in yours and even her friend circle.
"Hey Y/N we gonna talk." Your cousin said that to you after you had returned from your date and you said to her
"What is it?"
"You told me that Rod was a friend's friend if the group right?" Being curious about your cousins words you answered her
"Yay and?" Saying that your cousin got serious
"I just got done talking with yours and my friend circle on Discord neither side knows him, I sent them a picture of him and they all said they had no idea who he is." Hearing those words naturally shocked you and your cousin even showed you the messages on Discord and proving that your cousin was true to her word.
"You think he might even lying about his name?" You asked your cousin that as she put away her phone
"I wouldn't be surprised by that. There's questions that need to be answered." You knew your cousin was right and you deserved the truth and didn't want to live a lie, though when you cousin said those words you had finally noticed some things about 'Rod' you hadn't noticed until now. He never had a vehicle and yet always showed up at your date locations that you two talked about, even when he came by the house you had never seen his car. That curiosity got you to talk to the security at the gate and started asking questions.
"No haven't seen him at the gate before, I would have recognized him." Where the guards words that confused you as you asked another question
"Wait he didn't come threw the gate like close to an hour ago, he just left my place. How the hell did he get in without coming threw the gate? He doesn't live in this community."
Saying those words had set off the alarm for the guard in thinking that there was a blind sport for intruders with the surrounding gates, thus started a little investigation with the members of the security that where called in for an emergency. Meanwhile you where freaking out cause you thought you where dating a complete stranger and almost fell in love with the guy, you weren't certain if you should confront from or not right away. Just as the rest of the security showed up you had gotten an unexpected call.
"Ratchet? This is a surprise, to what do I owe the call?" You had said that when you answered and from the other line Ratchet said to you
"Hi Y/N, I'm actually calling you if you've been Rodimus lately?" Hearing that name confused you and it was clear in your voice when you answered
"Rodimus? What makes you think I've been him, I haven't seen him since me and my cousin moved out. Did something happen?"
"We haven't seen him at the base for about a week now, some of us started noticed that he was disappearing on and off for about a month." Hearing that last part made you worry and you repeated
"A month? He's been disappearing for a month?" Saying you had asked Ratchet a question
"Ahh was there anything else that seemed....different about him lately? Like ohh I don't know ahh different color scheme perhaps?"
"How did you know that, he changed his color about a few days after you left. Couldn't help but noticing that they where your favorite colors." That answer made you more nervous and finally some things made sense to you, it also made you ask another question to Ratchet that made you look around your surroundings
"Umm Ratchet if memory serves me right don't some of you have avatars in camouflaging yourselves to whatever local life outside of your species?" Ratchet knew what you where talking about and him disappearing along with his new look now made sense, you wanted to talk to Ratchet more but in person. You told him where to go and to go alone to avoid being too noticed and to tell Optimus about it in hopes he can do something, after the call you talked to your cousin and told her everything that made her freak out. Like with Ratchet things started coming to light and why she left like something was off with 'Rod' but couldn't figure it out at the time, you really didn't feel so safe in your own home and called up one of your friends that lived in another state and explained how you needed a temporary place to stay and that friend was on board in helping you.
Within an hour things quickly changed, you had called your boss and told him about the dangerous stalking situation and needed to take an emergency leave from your job. Your employer understood and allowed the leave, at the same time you had quickly packed what you could take in a suitcase before your friend showed up. Your cousin would keep a close eye around the area in cause she saw Rodimus in town, you had left the neighborhood by uber while you where quickly booking a one way plane ticket to your destination. You hid behind the back seat avoiding the windows until you felt safe and that wasn't until you had gotten on the highway to the airport, you had never thought when your found the perfect guy he turned out to be a liar and now crazy........
Hey everyone.. Uh, my digital pen is still broken, it's been a month, I've been using my fingers to draw.
This is like a story I'm planning, maybe making a VN soon (if I'm not busy with school. 😡)
They don't have canonical names buuut the MC's name or just Alias is Kov, the guy holding a Agender flag is Vincent, the Pink and Blue boys are still anonymous!! ;3
Just putting relationship charts, there's no spoilers there, just describing the characters and there relationship charts
Here's my drawings of these babies heheheh (mostly Kov and Vincent, there both the main focus in the story)
Kov and Vincents ending | yes they have a kid it's a 15 years time skip.
Give me suggestions in ask cuz I'm brainrotting in skibidi toilet.
— 🧸 Warning: mentions of death, blood, extreme gore, manipulation, toxic love, stalking, abduction, mental health, etc.
— 🧸 Summary: Lee Taeyong, A very well-known solo artist in his country has a dirty little secret. What was once a longing desire has now reached reality, It was the desire of Inflicting pain and torturing his fans to create all of his musical masterpiece, admiring the faint screams of his name coming from their mouths and enjoying the sheer pain they are suffering from in the hands of himself. Yet, he still had one desire to fulfill, the desire of having you all to himself.
A/N: The themes are altered to match the story. I apologize for the very very very very long wait, feel free to share your suggestions with me regarding about the fic! 'Lovesick' is also available on Wattpad! (wattpad: blackvortexwastaken)
CHAPTER 1: THE ORIGIN
The mysterious origins of the extraordinary luminary, Lee Taeyong, remain veiled in obscurity, as he has steadfastly chosen to withhold any details about his lineage or ancestral heritage, even when prompted by others.
Without a doubt, Taeyong's inclination to safeguard the privacy of his personal life is palpable. However, he does unveil a remarkable facet of his journey, disclosing that prior to embarking on his transformative path as a K-pop trainee, he honed his skills as a talented bartender, achieving mastery in the art of mixology.
After securing a position as a bartender, a newfound fervor surged within Taeyong, igniting an unwavering passion for the realm of idolhood. With relentless determination, he embarked on a quest for knowledge, fully immersing himself in the captivating world of K-pop idol shows. His sole objective was to absorb, analyze, and emulate the most accomplished soloists and adored group members. Diligently, he dissected their captivating presence, studiously examined their graceful movements, and scrutinized every aspect of their performances, leaving no characteristic of a transcendent superstar idol unexplored. Motivated by an indomitable desire to establish himself as an unrivaled idol capable of capturing the world's collective attention, Taeyong pursued his aspirations with unwavering dedication.
Taeyong's effortless triumph during the auditions effortlessly caught the attention of various companies, each fervently pursuing him. However, Taeyong, aware of the tempting offers from other entertainment entities, made a wise decision to join the prestigious SM Entertainment. This choice was influenced by SM Entertainment's esteemed reputation, not only in South Korea but also across the global K-pop landscape. Paired with his remarkable talents, cultivated through unwavering commitment, it was no surprise that his video showcasing his skills as a K-pop trainee rapidly spread, captivating the world's gaze.
Undeniably, Taeyong swiftly ascended to the status of SM Entertainment's favored artist, even prior to his official debut. His soaring popularity led to a plethora of privileges bestowed upon him, surpassing those granted to any other idol within the esteemed establishment at a similar stage of their career. Taeyong received an abundance of guaranteed projects, meticulously tailored to further enhance his renown. Moreover, he was offered the opportunity to debut as a member of SM Entertainment's new boy group, "NCT," obtaining the coveted roles of visual, main rapper, and main dancer. In addition, his journey encompassed a solo debut, amplifying his artistic prowess and individuality.
Upon making his debut as a member of NCT 127, the enigmatic and captivating idol, Lee Taeyong, swiftly became the center of attention. In an instant, his schedule grew exponentially busier, and his name began circulating across various social media platforms, articles, and throughout the vast landscape of the K-pop community. With his alluring beauty and irresistible charm, Taeyong became a prime target for modeling agencies, continuously receiving offers due to his undeniable appeal. Every camera lens and gaze seemed to be fixated upon this exceptional idol, as if the world momentarily paused to revel in his presence. It was indisputable that he held an unparalleled sway over the collective consciousness at that particular moment. Unquestionably, Taeyong reveled in the adoration and eagerly sought every ounce of attention that came his way as time progressed. It became increasingly apparent that he was destined for the stage, a natural-born superstar who is destined to be under the spotlight.
However, akin to many other idols in the expansive world of K-pop, the initial euphoria surrounding Taeyong's debut eventually subsided, leaving behind a sense of disenchantment. It appeared as though his grand entrance had not yielded the remarkable impact that was anticipated. Consequently, the prospect of Taeyong debuting as a soloist, along with his other promotional projects, was regrettably withdrawn by the company, citing a perceived decline in public interest.
Naturally, Taeyong found himself dissatisfied with this turn of events. He steadfastly refused to settle for anything less than what he believed he deserved. While there were still loyal fans who wholeheartedly supported him, he is yearning for greater fame and attention surpassed the fame he had attained during his debut. He craved more, an insatiable desire that led him to contemplate drastic measures, even if it meant sabotaging his fellow group members, all in pursuit of securing the coveted spotlight he so fervently desired.
Despite Taeyong's downfall, he maintained an outward facade, emulating a charm that had long been overshadowed by resentment. He diligently worked with his bandmates, flawlessly recording their latest album, "2 BADDIES," never missing a beat. Following a lengthy lunch break, he returned to the studio only to be met with the gift of fate. The pungent smell of burning wires filled the air, setting off alarm bells in his mind. Hastily, he made his way to the control room, only to find the doorway blocked by the recording equipment. On the other side, his bandmates pounded on the door, their desperate cries mingling with the crackling of flames.
Taeyong called out to them, rushing towards the fallen equipment, instinctively reaching out to save his fellow members, only to abruptly freeze. In that moment, he found himself transfixed. Each breath became a conscious, deliberate act, demanding his full attention, while the distant cries grew faint until they were scarcely audible. Slowly, he stepped back, his realization dawning upon him. They were screaming his name as the flames consumed them. Their desperate pleas echoed in his ears, "Taeyong!" "Lee Taeyong!" "Taeyong!" It was a hauntingly beautiful sound, etching itself into his soul. When the fire fighters finally arrived, his tears flowed freely.
His tears continued to flow unabated, but alongside the sorrow, an unsettling sense of satisfaction began to seep into Taeyong's being. The haunting cries that reverberated with his name brought an unexpected thrill, sending shivers down his spine. Each agonized scream became a twisted symphony in his mind, a perverse melody that he savored with perverse delight. As the echoes of their screams repeated in his thoughts, a morbid idea took hold of him. The notion that he had successfully orchestrated the downfall of his bandmates to create a gaping void for his own fame not only intoxicated him but also sparked a disturbing inspiration within him. It ignited a desire to infuse his music with elements of violence and darkness
CHAPTER 2: TRAGIC TURN OF EVENTS
The tragic news of the untimely demise of nine members from the beloved boy band group NCT 127 reverberated with an unprecedented swiftness. The devastating information spread across the vast expanse of the internet, permeating news outlets and inundating various social media platforms. The collective mourning and outpouring of heartfelt condolences enveloped the entire community, extending solace to the grieving family members and loved ones of the victims. Among the somber aftermath, one member stood as the lone survivor, bearing the weight of unimaginable loss.
As a relatively new fan of NCT, the impact of this harrowing news weighed heavily upon you. Despite just your recent liking of the group, the magnitude of the tragedy stirred within you a profound sense of sadness. Compelled to express your emotions, you sought solace in online forums, joining others in grieving and sharing your condolences during this somber period.
Amidst the overwhelming sorrow, a deep concern for the sole surviving member of the group, Lee Taeyong, gripped your thoughts. You contemplated the immense burden he must be shouldering in the wake of such a tragic event. Driven by a genuine empathy, you tirelessly sought ways to reach out to him online, yearning to offer solace and comfort during this trying time. Utilizing the Bubble app, to which you subscribed, you composed a heartfelt message for Taeyong, hoping to provide a source of support and understanding amid the aftermath of these unfathomable events.
“Taeyong, I am sending my deepest condolences towards you and those who were also affected by this horrid news. I hope you are holding up well and eating a lot, please still take care of yourself and I want to let you know that we are all supporting you and whatever it is that you decide on doing now, we will wholeheartedly support you no matter what. <3”
Sent, 14:34
As the memories of that tragic event resurfaced, it felt as though time had both stood still and raced forward, for it had already been three years since the devastating incident unfolded. The nightmare that had gripped the K-pop community during that period continued to cast its shadow even to this day, a somber reminder of the fragility of life. How you wished it were all a dream, a cruel illusion that could be banished with a simple awakening.
Sighing, you pushed these heavy thoughts aside, diverting your attention to your present reality. You focused on your full-time job as a waitress at a local café, located in close proximity to your residence. As the closing hours approached, you bid farewell to the last customers of the day, offering them warm smiles and well wishes as they departed from Vortex Café. Taking a deep breath, you swiftly embarked on the task of tidying and cleaning the café, eager to complete your responsibilities for the evening.
On your way home, you eagerly reached for your phone in your bag, looking to find any updates regarding Taeyong. Following the tragic event, he had taken a hiatus from the spotlight during those past three years. However, the recent announcement by SM Entertainment declaring Lee Taeyong's official debut as a soloist sent shockwaves of excitement through the internet. The anticipation among fans was palpable, as they rejoiced at the prospect of Taeyong returning to what he was destined to do.
This news brought a sense of joy and relief to you, as you had been diligently saving up to meet him. Being a relatively new fan who joined the fandom shortly after the tragic accident, you had not yet had the opportunity to see the renowned Lee Taeyong in person. The prospect of finally witnessing his presence and experiencing his artistry firsthand filled you with anticipation. Taeyong had become an influential figure in your eyes, and your love for his work was unwavering
CHAPTER 3: MUSICAL MASTERPIECE
A year into his hiatus, Taeyong immersed himself in solitude, utilizing the time to introspect and meticulously plan his upcoming musical endeavors. As he delved into the depths of his creative mind, haunting echoes of the horrified screams from his band members during the fire accident resurfaced with unsettling clarity. The memories lingered, evoking a sinister desire within him. He craved more of those desperate cries, yearning to hear his name chanted in fear once again. The twisted obsession grew, driving him to plot his next move and identify a potential victim to serve as a vessel for his violent ideas. His newfound fixation centered around incorporating these horrified screams into his music, creating an amalgamation of darkness and artistry that blurred the boundaries of conventional expression.
As Taeyong sought solace in his artistic endeavors, he sought refuge in a remote and abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the city. Its desolation ensured that his forthcoming musical masterpiece, with its unsettling undertones, would remain concealed from prying ears. With meticulous preparation completed, the time had finally arrived for Taeyong to embark on his daring experiment: the fusion of violence and music.
His first target was a persistent sasaeng fan, an individual who had relentlessly pursued him during his hiatus. Acutely aware of this unwelcome presence, Taeyong bided his time, waiting for the opportune moment to take action. Positioned on a bench in a park near his residence, he remained vigilant, keenly observing the sasaeng fan stationed just outside the park, near a bustling bus stop. Clutching a camera adorned with a shoulder strap, the fan deliberately angled it towards Taeyong, capturing his every move. The clarity of her intent was unmistakable, as she persisted despite the passage of numerous buses.
Taeyong stifled a quiet chuckle as he moved leisurely towards his unsuspecting target. "How long are you willing to stay here?" Taeyong's hushed words brushed against her ear. Startled by his sudden presence, the sasaeng leaped in surprise. She gazed intently at the idol before her, struggling to collect herself after the unexpected encounter. "Um... You..." The sasaeng stammered, still shaken by his abrupt approach. "What's the matter? Why are you so taken aback? Did you really believe I wouldn't notice you from a distance?" Taeyong's smile widened as he gradually closed the gap between them. "Would you prefer a change of location? You must be pretty hungry for staying there for too long.” Taeyong continued.
The sasaeng stood motionless in her position, her mind racing with the countless advantages she could reap from this very encounter. If the conversation went smoothly, she might find herself alone with the idol, a cherished fantasy she had nurtured for an extensive duration after years of relentless following.
It was almost as if Taeyong possessed an enchanting aura that bewitched anyone fortunate enough to cross his path. The prospect of accumulating wealth through obtaining his personal information and, perhaps, even acquiring one of his personal possessions tantalized her thoughts. Moreover, an even more gratifying outcome came to her thought, as it could potentially pave the way for further interactions on various occasions with the idol.
As her reverie abruptly dissolved, she found herself transfixed on Taeyong, who had already closed the distance and now stood mere inches away from her presence. Her heart pounded fervently within her chest, its rhythm resounding in her ears, as the sight of the idol before her intensified her emotions. With trepidation, yet undeniable eagerness, she mustered the words, "I would be thrilled to accompany you." A smirk played upon Taeyong's lips, hinting at the burgeoning desires that simmered within him, growing steadily stronger.
Taeyong graciously escorted the sasaeng to his vehicle, courteously opening the passenger-side door for her before proceeding to settle himself in the driver's seat. However, as the car journey commenced, an unsettling turn of events unfolded. Taeyong surreptitiously secured the doors, evoking a sense of entrapment. Suddenly, he swiftly covered the sasaeng's mouth with a handkerchief that had been tampered with a mysterious substance, inducing a gradual descent into unconsciousness.
As her vision dimmed and the world faded into obscurity, the sasaeng valiantly struggled to remove the cloth, her diminishing willpower waning. A haunting image imprinted upon her consciousness: Taeyong's unsettlingly luminous smile, hinting at enigmatic intentions.
Gradually, the sasaeng's consciousness returned, and a surge of anxiety coursed through her as her eyes flinched open, met with a dazzling array of bright lighting equipment aimed directly in her direction. As her awareness fully rekindled, she cautiously surveyed her surroundings, discovering herself ensconced amidst an array of recording equipment. To her dismay, she realized her limbs were securely bound to the chair she occupied, prompting a sense of urgency to escape her precarious predicament.
Just as she mustered the courage to make a frenzied attempt at freedom, her gaze caught sight of Taeyong's silhouette gracefully emerging from a distant hallway. Time seemed to momentarily halt as her gaze fixated on his approach, harboring uncertainty about his intentions and the imminent encounter that awaited her
CHAPTER 4: PLEASED TO MEET YOU
A smile adorned your face as you observed Taeyong's captivating presence on your phone screen. He just released his first music video after 3 years. His charm radiated brightly, surpassing any previous glow, even through the digital realm. However, you couldn't help but notice the stark contrast in his musical style and vibe compared to his time as a member of NCT 127. The current manifestation exuded a darker, more edgy aura.
As the melodic strains resonated, a peculiar addition caught your attention—a backdrop of distant screams harmonizing with the song. Surprisingly, rather than disturbing the experience, these eerie echoes blended seamlessly, enhancing the authenticity of the artistic vision. In fact, you found yourself personally drawn to Taeyong's newfound musical direction, appreciating the boldness and allure it exuded. Thus, you took a moment to express your approval by leaving a like under the video, acknowledging the captivating journey he had embarked upon.
And just as with many other K-pop idols, Taeyong embarked on tours, captivating fans both near and far with his awe-inspiring performances. His popularity soared to new heights after the release of his first full solo album, propelling him to become the center of widespread attention and admiration once more.
After hustling in you full-time job as a waitress, you secured a coveted VIP meet-up reservation with Taeyong following the announcement of his world tour. Being among the first to secure a spot was a stroke of luck, as the demand was immense, evident from the fact that all available slots were swiftly sold out. Taeyong's impact on the world had undeniably reached staggering proportions during this time.
Now, in the present moment, you find yourself in a taxi en route to the restaurant. However, a tide of uncertainty washes over you, causing a flicker of doubt to emerge. Despite your physical preparedness, a sense of apprehension clouds your mind. Taeyong's overwhelming success, remarkable handsomeness, and unparalleled talent have left you feeling somewhat intimidated. The prospect of meeting him suddenly renders you shy and hesitant to attend.
"Ma'am, we have arrived at your destination," the cab driver announces, interrupting your thoughts. Snapping back to reality, you express your gratitude with a soft smile directed at the driver, promptly offering a tip before stepping out of the vehicle.
Tentatively, you made your way into the restaurant, your lingering shyness still present from your contemplations. As you entered, a poised waitress gracefully approached you, her steps purposeful and her presence welcoming.
“Good afternoon, madam. Are you reserving a table?" inquired the waitress, her professional demeanor graced by a warm smile. "Ah, no, I'm here for a VIP meet-up with Taeyong," you replied, reciprocating her smile. Sensing the purpose of your visit, she requested your name, opening a journal awaiting your response. "Y/F/N," you promptly provided. The waitress scanned the pages, seeking your name among the entries. "Ah, Ms. Y/L/N! Welcome to the Vortex Lounge. Please follow me," she cordially invited, guiding you towards the VIP room.
As the waitress led the way, your mind couldn't help but wander, pondering the choice of a restaurant for this meet-and-greet event with Taeyong. Unlike other idols who typically only have a brief encounter with fans, this setting felt more akin to a romantic rendezvous than a traditional idol-to-fan gathering. The notion of a private date with the esteemed Lee Taeyong briefly flattered your imagination, although you remained acutely aware of its unlikelihood. Snapping out of your delusions, you refocused as the waitress halted in front of the VIP room.
"Enjoy your stay. Please refer to the order button on the table if you require anything," the waitress informed you, graciously opening the door. Expressing your gratitude, you bid your farewell to the waitress and stepped into the room, sensing the door gently closing behind you.
An inaudible gasp escaped your lips as your gaze fell upon the solitary figure of Taeyong seated at the table, his eyes fixed upon you as though he had eagerly awaited your arrival for an eternity.
Taeyong gracefully rose from his seat, extending a kind gesture as he pulled out a chair for you. "Please, have a seat," he invited, his smile exuding warmth and hospitality. Grateful for his courtesy, you settled into the chair, feeling a mixture of disbelief and elation as Taeyong resumed his place across from you. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Ms. Y/L/N. My name is Lee Taeyong," he introduced himself, his words laced with sincerity.
The reality of Taeyong's presence before you, no longer confined to a phone screen, seemed almost surreal. His physical allure surpassed even your wildest expectations, leaving you awestruck and feeling as if you were living a dream come true. It was as though your eyes were playing tricks on you, unable to fully grasp the extraordinary moment unfolding.
"Likewise, my name is Y/N," you managed to utter, your flustered state growing more apparent with each passing second. Taeyong responded with a gentle smile, attempting to alleviate your nervousness. "Please don't be anxious. I'm just like any other person, really," he reassured you, his politeness shining through. "Feel free to order anything you desire; it's my treat," he graciously continued.
The extraordinary level of fan service offered by Taeyong made you wonder if all the VIP holders were being treated to the same extent. This elevated experience surpassed all expectations, and you couldn't help but feel immensely fortunate to be among the privileged few granted such a remarkable opportunity.
You carefully perused the menu, deliberating over your choice. "A Carbonara will do," you finally decided, sharing your selection with Taeyong. His smile grew wider as he promptly pressed the button to place your order. Soon after, a waiter entered the VIP room to take Taeyong's order, greeting you both with a warm smile. "What can I get you today?" the waiter inquired. Taeyong responded graciously, "Just one serving of Carbonara for this beautiful woman, please." The waiter jotted down Taeyong's order before expressing their intention to bring it promptly. With the waiter's exit, Taeyong's gaze fixated on you once again.
Taeyong's compliment had left you completely flustered; his description of you as beautiful caught you off guard, rendering you momentarily speechless. Frozen in place, you struggled to find an appropriate response, your cheeks tinted with a deep blush. Sensing your flustered state, Taeyong chuckled softly, his amusement evident. Seeking to redirect the conversation and regain your composure, you changed the topic.
"Taeyong... We greatly appreciate your unwavering dedication, particularly in light of the challenges you've faced, including the accident. How are you holding up?" you inquired, earnestly seeking his perspective. Taeyong's expression softened as he responded, weaving a fabricated tale of personal struggle and trauma stemming from the incident. He wiped away his tears, emphasizing the profound impact of his bandmates' tragic passing and how it had left him grappling with profound emotional scars. In reality, he was deceiving you, his mind replaying the haunting screams of his bandmates as they met their agonizing fate.
Filled with remorse for broaching such a sensitive topic, you sincerely apologized to Taeyong, expressing your concern in a gentle tone. The weight of your words weighed heavily on your conscience, and in an effort to alleviate some of the discomfort, you swiftly reached into your bag, retrieving a handcrafted gift. With a warm smile, you extended it towards him, presenting a meticulously made jar adorned with an array of motivational letters nestled within.
"I hope this gift brings you solace during challenging times. Please accept it as a token of my support," you offered, your smile conveying genuine care and empathy. Taeyong's countenance softened further as he reciprocated your gesture, accepting the gift graciously.
In that moment, Taeyong found you endearing. Though your question had touched upon personal territory, he didn't mind sharing his feelings with you. Moreover, he couldn't help but notice the beauty of your voice, envisioning the possibility of incorporating your screams into his musical compositions. Little did you know, Taeyong had already marked you as his next prey, his twisted mind reveling in the prospect of capturing your terror.
TO BE CONTINUED…
A/N: I apologize for stopping early. I just wanted to see if anyone was still going to read ‘Lovesick’ after I halted the release for 2 years TT feel free to make suggestions for the fic <3
