โฐโโค Call me YL [Aster/Dawn if you wanna get more personal XD]
โฐโโค I'm 18 years old! [I may be an adult but believe me. There is not one functional braincell in there]
โฐโโค She/Her/Hers [Also comfortable with Them/Their/Theirs pronouns, but I don't really mind what I'm refered to as so no need to worry about making any mistakes!]
โฐโโค Writer and artist [Maybe I'll post art someday... Maybe-]
โฐโโค Fanfics -> Wattpad
Hello there and welcome to my blog! This is kinda my first post so I'm very awkward- please don't mind that XD
For starters this is a very dark themed blog because it has to deal with the concept of Yandere love interests with x reader scenarios. Why do I love writing about these? I have no idea, it had been a passion of mine ever since I was like... 9 And I watched Tokyo Mew Mew with my favorite character being Kisshu... Don't ask XD
โฐโโค หหห WARNINGS หหห โด
I do NOT support in any way, shape or form the behaviour of a yandere. It is toxic and very unhealthy.
This is solely for literature purposes because I like dark romance- in fact I did not know that was a term, I just liked Horror and romance and yanderes is what came out.
If anyone you know is possessive or showing symptoms a "yandere" would- please. Get a restraining order and make sure you stay away from them.
Whenever you see yandere in the title it's already a Trigger Warning in itself about it including Obsessive, Possessive and Unhealthy topics and behaviours in a character that might and will come off as disturbing and delusional so please read at your own risk, I will include these trigger warnings at the beginning of the post as well just in case.
I will write whatever I have interest on
If you request any pedophilia or NSFW including children please get the fuck out. And no incest.
Sexual NSFW might NOT be on the table yet... I'm just not sure about it yet, though it will be mentioned in some cases.
I won't write about a yandere reader.
No character x character.
I am not that good at detail yet and because it kind of disturbs me I won't show explicit scenes of a reader getting heavily physically abused for trying to escape... But random characters are okay-
And coming from that- I won't show heavy physical abuse on the reader
Also I do better with more detailed asks and information
If you request anything fluffy, please know I won't include much, if at all, yandere behavior and the reader will most likely be experiencing Stockholm Syndrome
Anyways those are all the rules for now XD. Now if you'll excuse me I'll go write something :> Bye bye!~โก
Random discussion I wanted to do cuz it's a shower thought about TR. It started as Bonten Mikey but it also fitted other characters and it turned into an essay >>'
Also incoming editing to these yandere discussions cuz I finally have a layout XD
Like your yandere asking you if you love them and you answering yes because Stockholm Syndrome, scared you'll get hurt more or punished and all that bullshit. Then that asshole hits you with the "Then how about we die together? Kill ourselves at the same time while holding eachother?" Cuz they're too tired to live but you huff and say no.
Before they can throw another temper tantrum/punish you you're gonna respond with "The afterlife isn't known at all, whether our souls might find each other there isn't guaranteed either, or if we'll be reincarnated at the same time. So I want to keep living with you for as long as I can and make even more memories. Maybe they'll help me find you again in our next life." And smile.
They turn so red from blushing and probably start crying cuz they think you love them so much, promising they'll make sure you two keep living together for a very long time while cuddling closely to you and clinging for dear life. Apologizing profusely about how they even brought it up and it was so insensitive to ask you to die with them when you wanted to live for such a lovely reason.
Meanwhile you're probably tied to the bed comforting them, with some will to live and escape left in you and you're not gonna let this lover's suicide trope ruin it.
Mikey for sure, that bitch just added 20 more years to his life because of this ๐ especially Bonten Mikey, like you saw light flash in his dead eyes for a minute when you were talking before he broke down crying. Kanto Mikey would break down too, a lot more queitly while clinging to you but he's sobbing and choking out apologies. I'm not even gonna bringing up Toman Mikey/Manila Mikey, cuz we know they'd start crying immediately and probably kneel for forgiveness cuz they wanted to end everything just because they were done with life when they should be greatful for even being able to breath the same air as you since you love them back.
Sanzu too, man just can't believe you actually wanna continue being with him after everything he's done. In Bonten it probably happens after Mikey fell from the roof with Takemichi and now he feels he can't protect you either but how dare you give him another reason to live? Meanwhile with Kanto and Toman Sanzu they fall in love all over again. Tbh they all probably gave you a mocking grin and said "So you finally learned." But bitch even the blind can see how he's shaking and crying without even realizing it. If you say "I love you" after that expect him to break down.
Kazutora, best way to manipulate this yandere hoe is like that, I feel like he turned so red and suddenly drank 247 energy drinks because he can't calm down or even go to sleep when remembering your words. Like do you actually mean that? Really? You love him that much? Is he even deserving of it? He was just about to let both of you rest but now his obsession got worse. Most definitely apologized for one or two hours and kept saying he loved you and would make sure you two lived as much as possible.
Izana, he might end up saying some "So you think I won't find you after we die? I'll drag you to hell with me if I have to!" But it's with a trembling voice and he's still tearing up cuz his abandonment issues are getting lowkey fixed. You wanna stay with him even after he's punished you so harshly? Of course you do, how could he doubt that you would want to die when you could live with him instead? Izana genuinely apologized for even bringing this up -ONE apology though- and he ended up giving you more privileges to breath after, probably began acting softer too.
Senju would have to be at a really low point in her life to ask that of you but you just made her do a 180 because this just confirmed you love her too right? Then as long as you want to live like that she will too! It's easy to escape her but if Senju managed to lock you down and you end up saying that to her??? Please get ready to be somewhat free again because she trusts that you love her and won't escape.
We also have Shinichiro, Chifuyu, Hakkai, Souya, Takemichi and Hinata who would fall for your words but they'd never try to do a double suicide cuz they don't want you to die or get hurt, especially not by them.
Naoto, Kakucho, Inui, Koko, Rindou, Emma, Yuzuha and Shion -Shion is kind of easily manipulated shush- would also never ask you of such a thing because they don't want to die when they have you in their life but there's a 1000% chance they fall for your words and become softer.
Meanwhile people like Draken, Ran, Mitsuya, Taiju, Baji, Muto, Nahoya, Mochi, Benkei and Kisaki are mostly moved by your words, like get that doki doki feeling but it probably was a test and you passed it with flying colors. They also don't trust you that well so nothing much changed other than they don't feel as suffocation as before.
With Hanma, Bonten Koko, Bonten Ran, Wakasa, Takeomi, South and Bad Toman Kisaki it definitely was a test and they don't believe you but are glad to know their punishments are working and you behave so well now/got Stockholm Syndrome.
hey!! your harem bonten was SO GOOD! like fr I read that like a million times over again. You should totally do another harem boten fic. I love your boten stuff its so good! Keep of the good work!! Xoxo love you writings!
I will soon cuz Bonten is popular in my blog :> but when that is I dunno ๐ญ first pray for today and tomorrow, it sucks when you take school seriously :'D
Hii I was the @holli_zhonglii acc and I honestly forgot I had Tumblr bc of school- but anyway HII HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? I see ur writing for Tokyo revengers now :DD
Bitch I forget I have a phone sometimes cuz of school ๐ sleep deprived. Can't wait for winter break- also yes I've been into Tokyo Revengers ever since during summer BUT IT'S ENDING NEXT MONTH ๐ญ I'll be waiting for the second anime season impatiently :')
Your ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ!๐ด๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฒ got me -
Make me wanna draw bb ๐๐
Sorry for a lot of mistake in the art , Im only started drawing this year ๐ฅฒ
WPXJAOSJAOA I LOVE IT SO MUCH YOUR ART IS SO CUTE ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ GOOD JOB! I'm sure you've improved a lot! And the fact you decided to spend this talent on me ๐ญ TQ
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: I was pondering this idea for a long while and combined it with a flirty/playful darling cuz I really wanna see Mikey with someone like that :') not to mention this is more fluffy because I need smth lucky to help me get through the next two days. School is getting rough this week so I hope this'll be my good luck charm โก
You were Mikey's classmate, unfortunate enough to be paired with him for a project which all but confirmed your suspicions about the teacher hating you. After all, to pair you up with someone who doesn't even come to class, is confirmed to be the leader of a rising delinquent gang and a genius in martial arts is basically the teacher saying that he doesn't want you to pass his class with hopes you get beat up or cursed out.
'Maybe the asshole hates me cuz I rejected his advances.' You clicked your tongue in annoyance, disgusted when remembering what happened when he pulled you out of class because he needed "help with something", that something being touches that lingered for too long and made your skin crawl in disgust. Once you talked back for such predators behavior he insulted you, now he has resorted to making sure you didn't pass biology class.
"It should be somewhere around here..." Thankfully finding out where Mikey lived was easy enough.
You just had to ask directions to the Sano Dojo -because the teacher didn't bother giving you Mikey's address- and everyone pointed the way you needed to go to. It's okay for everyone to know where you live when you can beat them up even in your sleep huh?
Relief washed over your anxiety once seeing the blond haired male just resting by his bike outside, if the tied back hair wasn't a dead give away the taller blond by his side with the tattoo on the side of his head was the cherry on top.
You took a deep breath and approached closer to the two, it was okay right? You've heard somewhere Mikey doesn't hit girls.
"Sano-san." Mikey stopped talking to Draken once you called him, his eyes were the only thing to move; glancing over as if to acknowledge the presence of who called him. He didn't recognize you, obviously because he never comes to class to begin with "Hi, I'm [Y/N] [L/N], I'm in your class." You glanced up at Draken and did a slight bow as if to acknowledge him too "The biology teacher wanted me to give you this, you and I are partnered up for a project." Mikey gave you a stare before looking at the paper, giving a slight huff then soon after mumbling "Don't wanna do it."
You blinked, amused by the infamous childish behavior and how his cheeks puffed up as if he was pouting "I don't wanna do it either Sano-san but-"
"Just call me Mikey."
"I don't wanna do it either Mikey-kun but he'll fail both of us if we don't at least hand it in." You replied casually while giving into his demand, ignoring the pressure from both him and Draken looking at you, they really were intimidating. But you didn't want to do the project alone, you were too lazy to "You don't wanna make a girl do all the work, right?" So you gave the shorter delinquent a smile, giggling a little once the nonchalant expression broke down into a full pout "Guess not..." And he took the paper, giving it an annoyed stare while you internally celebrated for thus achievement.
"Thank you! How about we meet up tomorrow after school to discuss more since you seem busy right now, sorry for the inconvenience." You glanced at Draken as well who had remained quiet through the entire exchange, he just shook his head "It wasn't an inconvenience." Reassuring you with a neutral tone.
You nodded, thankful the two didn't outright chase you out. Mikey shrugged and shoved the paper in his jacket's pocket "Ken-chin remind me for tomorrow." He grinned at Draken from over his shoulder before looking back at you, the casual smile more welcoming.
"Then, make sure not to fall in love with me while we're together." Mikey playfully teased with a shiteating grin, earning an annoyed glare from Draken but you couldn't help snickering at his sentence, giving Mikey a bright, award winning smile instead of the usual deadpan expression he was exposed to when he used that line -that Shinichiro taught him-
"You know, for being the commander of a gang you're not that confident." You grinned at the blond, tilting your head "Hasn't it crossed your mind that I might already be in love with you, Mikey-kun?"
Draken blinked from the unusual reaction, lips lightly twitching into an amused smirk when noticing how surprised Mikey was at your response, his face suddenly turning a bright pink 'Cute~' You giggled when he opened his mouth but was left a stuttering mess instead "See you tomorrow after school." You reminded the other and turned to leave, only to glance back when hearing Mikey mumble something to Draken "D-do you think it's a date, Ken-chin?" The sight of the feared Mikey acting so bashful caused you to grin "Depends, do you want it to be a date?"
Mikey flinched, snapping to look at you with widened dark eyes, his face might as well have started steaming from how the blood rushed to his cheeks and even heated up his ears, embarrassed from the fact that you heard him and despite wanting to stop you, you had already left -to save him even more embarrassment-
'[Y/N]...' Mikey took a deep breath before looking back at the crumbled paper you had given him. You were in his class right? Good. He'd be able to find you easily... Which class was he in again?
Now Draken was used to flirting, he grew around it and could tell you were just being playful, probably to lighten the awkward mood set around you three. Not that he minded, besides it was refreshing to see someone act normal around Mikey and not be scared of neither him nor Draken. Either way the tattooed male knew you just messed around a little.
Not Mikey, man started to believe you did actually have a crush on him- no, not crush. You said love right?
He stayed awake a lot longer that night, replaying your short conversation while turning around in his bed all flustered. How could you catch him off guard like that on your first meeting? It was unfair...
To Draken's surprise, he didn't need to remind Mikey tomorrow morning. The blond had actually woken up earlier -which Mikey seemed to regret- so instead of waiting for you after school Mikey actually showed up to class- after lunchbreak but nevertheless, he showed up, which was a shock to most.
"Wow, you actually came to class." You gave Mikey an amused grin when seeing him and Draken walk through the door, well, your name was called out loudly by Mikey the second Mikey set sight on you.
Without a second thought, you easily approached the two in contrast to the rest of your classmates who quieted down at the apperance of the delinquents. Whoever was close moving a few desks away and some who were caught staring between you and Mikey having to look away when Draken gave them an annoyed glance.
"Yup." Mikey on the other hand was smiling, eyes remaining only on you with a satisfied hum once you came over to him. Simply greeting both of them, which Draken merely gave a nod back, before looking back at Mikey.
"That's strange Mikey-kun, did you come just to see me?" Your question immediately had Mikey's cheeks turn a light pink, but he grinned back at you.
Hmph! Mikey practiced what he'd say once he sees you again in that restless night, you weren't going to get him flustered again like yesterday "Hmm maybe, you can say that but I just happened to wake up earlier than normal. You should feel honored [Y/N]-chin, it's your lucky day." Obviously you had a crush- no, you loved him and Mikey was willing to give you a chance because he was gentle like that -it was the first ever "confession" he has received-, even gave you a special nickname.
"[Y/N]-chin?" Raising a brow, you reached closer to Mikey's face, apperantly a move he didn't calculate you'd do because the blond froze up, cheeks blazing up to a bright red once you lightly ran your fingers through the end of his blond hair, the soft hum leaving your lips caused Mikey's heart to thump faster than usual "That's cute, should I call you Jiro-kun then to make it fair?" You giggled, showing the leaf you removed and walked past him to throw it away in the trash.
Nobody missed how red Mikey's face became. Not even Draken could ignore it.
So now everybody knew Mikey liked you- even you, it was clear as day. Yet you didn't make the situation any better whenever Mikey started putting his claim on you in the most obvious ways possible.
The blond started snatching you away when you talked with your friends, boldly huffing and glaring at them as he grabbed your arm and pulled you towards him, especially if there were guys in the group "[Y/N]-chin will play with me now, don't bother us." Your poor friends had to cower away as Mikey dragged you away- as you let him drag you away back to where Draken stood so you could leave "I didn't take you as one to be this clingy Mikey-kun, it's cute~ I don't mind playing with you." Adding to Mikey's growing affection -and Draken's happiness- your lack of resistance and willingness to play along with him always had Mikey putty in your hands and actually listen -Draken gives you flags to carry around just in case now-
Speaking of flags and food, Mikey began sharing his snacks with you, even feeding you which was something unheard of when it came to Mikey, he usually was the one to steal food when nobody was looking but here you were "Try this, it's good!" Staring at the snacks he gave you, dorayaki he had taken a bite off or a spoonful of parfait he had eaten from before you couldn't help but to snicker "Hmm... Did you want an indirect kiss?" The tease naturally rolled out of your tongue, quickly taking advantage of his frozen state from your words and leaning closer to take a bite of the offering "You were right, it's good~" Mikey stared at you in disbelief, his hand twitching a little before you heard a quiet command "F-feed me too." And as usual you obliged.
Mikey invited you to a Toman meeting once, having you by his side all the time and if you didn't know any better you'd assume he was showing you off, which he was. It was clear "This is [Y/N], she's my friend so make sure to treat her nicely or I'll kill you." You teasingly gave Mikey a nudge to gain his attention "Just a friend? Haven't you already slept in my bed Mikey-kun? I'm hurt~" You reminded the blond of when he fell asleep during the project but it was always worth seeing his face turn a bright red. Your response had gotten the first division captain, Baji? To bark out a laugh once he saw how Mikey reacted. Of course Mikey had no intention of denying what you said, still holding your hand while being a flustered mess.
You weren't going to deny the growing affection for the blond, maybe it was the reason you didn't have a problem when a lot of your friends came over to try and confirm some rumors "Did you tell everyone we're dating?" You asked one day while walking home from school with him "Yup." The other answered with a proud grin, you couldn't help but to sigh helplessly while reaching up and gently running your fingers through his hair "You're really cute Mikey, but at least officially ask me out first."
"I have! I literally give all my snacks to you, we're married at this point." Mikey pouted in response, leaning onto your touch without hesitation and it made you smile warmly at the vulnerable display of affection in his eyes.
You ended up cupping his face with that hand, rubbing your thumb on Mikey's cheek, the blond's pout instantly went away and you were caught staring at Mikey's loving gaze "Oh, so you already want to marry me? What, did you think of what our kid would look like too?"
You laughed softly at how Mikey's face heated up to the usual red, previous soft smile shaky from the sudden question "Y-yeah what about it!?" And a bold admit of what he thought you two would do in the future, he yanked his face away from your hold and with the same puff of his cheeks he gave you a light glare "I WILL marry you."
"Okay."
"I will!"
"I believe you, Manjiro."
"..." You smiled when Mikey quieted down from hearing his actual name, his head tilting down and your heart squeezed from the unusual shy expression, he was biting his lower lip ever so lightly while staring at the ground with half lidded eyes.
'Damn it, I love her so much.'
Mikey's shoulders lightly jerked up when your hand reached out to hold his, instantly intertwining your fingers. Mikey squeezed back and a genuine happy smile stretched up his lips.
It was supposed to stay like that; Now Mikey is in a panic, you had changed.
He tried acting softer, being better, even asked Mitsuya, Emma and the others for some tips on dates or gifts.
You were the one to usually initiate affectionate in the beginning of your relationship, whether it be witty remarks or flirty responses.
But now Mikey had to do it alone and he hated it.
His throat would choke back a desperate whine when realizing you weren't even listening when he talked to you. Whenever touching you; holding your hand, hugging your arm, or mustering up the courage to embrace you all of a sudden, you would give him a slight squeeze at best, a small smile on your face that screamed fake in Mikey's mind. Your texts were shorter and less frequent, sometimes just reading his messages or ignoring his calls up to an hour or two then responding.
At first Mikey thought you may had been in a bad mood or the exams were getting to you.
After all, you didn't seem to mind his bloody apperance after a fight when he came to pick you up or his reputation as a gang's commander either. You weren't scared of him when you caught him kicking someone's lights off. Or the rumors of how he punched Kazutora and was nearly about to kill him.
The most attention Mikey got from you was when Baji died; you comforted and cried with him. But that was all.
You didn't look okay, with clearly no intention of asking him for help even if he told you to.
You were ignoring him and Mikey was losing it.
So Mikey did a very rational thing.
Break into your house in the middle of the night and shook you awake so you two can finally talk. You WILL talk to him whether you like it or not.
"Mikey-kun!? What are you doing here-" You tried sitting up but Mikey kept you pinned down and firmly held your face with both his hands, all but straddling your stomach. It would've scared you under normal circumstances but what you saw was Mikey staring down at you, his expression seconds away from breaking down as tears swelled in his eyes and dropped on your face.
Mikey was crying.
"D-don't leave me [Y/N]... Please don't... Don't break up with me angel... You can't. I-I can't lose you."
You stared in shock as Mikey leaned down and hugged you, burying his face on the crook of your neck and all but cuddling you to bed, his legs tangling with yours and your heart broke at the quiet whimpers and sobs from your delinquent boyfriend "Manjirou... Who said I'll break up with you?" A hesitant question, you knew it was best to give Mikey some space after his childhood friend died, but maybe you should have been more present instead?
Mikey stood quiet as you gently patted his head, he then leaned his head lower and nestled it onto your chest, lifting his gaze to give you heartbroken puppy dog eyes, now you noticed the dark circles under his eyes, his hair was somewhat of a mess as well "C-cuz... You've been ignoring me angel, I don't like you ignoring me- I hate it! I fucking hate it. I-it scares me." He answered in a broken whisper, hugging your torso tighter and again burying his face on your chest, inhaling a deep shaky breath and exhaling, trying to calm down from an unexpected crying fit.
"Oh Jiro... I'm sorry sweetie." You mumbled softly, carefully slipping the blanket from under him and stopping Mikey's trembling when you pulled the covers over both of you, then cupping his face to make Mikey look at you so you could place a kiss on his forehead. That alone stopped Mikey's tears, his puffy eyes now looking at you in desperation "What happened [Y/N]? Talk to me. Please. Tell me what's wrong."
You frowned at the anguished tone of his voice, pursing your lips and glancing away. Your reaction only added to Mikey's distress and panic, he hugged you tighter, almost scared you'd leave "Angel c-come on, is it me? Do I need to change something about myself for you to love me again? I'll do it! M-my apperance maybe? Do you n-not like how I act?" Mikey quickly asked and the declaration shocked you, you swiftly shook your head "No! You're perfect Jiro, I love you because of how you are right now! Don't say that."
Mikey flinched at that, staring at you with wide eyes before tilting his head to kiss your palm "You love me?" He asked weakly, moving his hand over yours and holding it "I love you." You answered with a smile. Sighing in relief once Mikey's expression softened, nuzzling your chest and placing your hand on top of his head. You started petting him and Mikey shyly smiled "I love you too."
"But angel-"
You sighed in relief.
Then Mikey's cold tone of voice caused you to flinch. His expression fell into a nonchalant look.
"Answer my previous question. Why were you ignoring me? Since the problem isn't with me... Is it someone else?"
You clenched your jaw, hesitant, almost wanting to give up before letting out a shaky sigh, Mikey would understand... Wouldn't he? "You know... That... Our biology teacher..." Your voice trembled, gaining Mikey's attention from the strange mention of that guy "He's... Always been w-weird... Even before we met... T-then a few weeks ago he cornered me b-before I- I went home..."
"... Ah." Almost like a light bulb went on in Mikey's head, the blond suddenly looked terrified, like remembering something important "So that day... When you just went home and didn't wait for me..." Mikey had made it his mission to take you home everyday but one specfic day you never showed up, not even a text or a call. And after that day you started to distance yourself.
"[Y/N]..." Mikey gently called out your name, letting go of you and cupping your face instead, leaning up to gently kiss your cheek "Thank you for telling me angel." You teared up when Mikey softly whispered to you "S-sorry for keeping it from you..."
"No you didn't do anything wrong [Y/N]." Mikey smiled at you before shifting to your side, pulling you to his chest and hugging you "You must've been suffering a lot too... From now on I'll never leave you alone."
You closed your eyes, deciding it was best to sleep for now and deal more with Mikey tomorrow. It's been too much of an eventful night.
Mikey kept patting your head but he couldn't sleep, simply holding you close to him as if you would leave if he let go 'Now then.' Mikey's smile fell as his eyes blanked out, hatred swirling inside him when he thought back to what you said 'How to deal with it?'
"So it was you." Mikey smiled, but it never reached his eyes as he kicked the man to the wall, making him drop down after cornering the older adult in the night. Thankfully you were slowly going back to normal. Mikey just had to speed it up by getting rid of the root of the problem.
"You were the one disturbing my angel huh? You annoying fucker, do you know how much you put us through? Can't you take "no" for an answer? If that wasn't disgusting enough you decided to go after MY angel." The blond growled at the cowering man, glaring with lifeless eyes as he thought back to you, you had to go through that alone and Mikey had to believe you didn't love him anymore. All because of this pathetic waste of space.
The blond clicked his tongue in annoyance and punched the adult, knocking him to the ground then continued punching him. Not like anyone could stop him until Mikey was satisfied. He had Toman members keep anyone from coming down the street while he took care of the pest that was ruining your life, Sanzu making sure they had an out if Mikey went overboard.
'I never expected it to be this.' Mikey huffed, he was getting frantic when you didn't talk to him, knowing he'd either have to scare you into being with him like before or gain your pity with crying, luckily he chose the latter and found out you never stopped loving him.
"You almost ruined everything." He gave one last glare to your teacher before throwing the final punch, a sickening crack being heard in the air from the impact "I'll stop for now, but if you ever come near my angel again I'll chase you down and give you worse than hell."
Letter from Bonten where they got u a dress but u donโt wear it bc u donโt see itself in it bc it wonโt look nice on u and it dosent suit ur figure rlly nicely
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: I know a few wouldn't care but thank God it's all of them ๐ Mikey writing this cuz everyone would get too messy
You stared at the letter, confused and anxious for what's written inside. The Bonten tattoo swiftly drawn on the back of it and it was addressed to you. You took a deep breath and opened it, better to get their weird requests done sooner than later.
hey angel
it's mikey
i'm the one writing for everyone right now
i'll admit that it hurted a little when you didn't like the dress I chose for you
i thought it would suit you
i had to watch the others fight cuz they all wanted to send you something different
but they agreed when i picked that specific one
we agreed it would really suit you
but to hear you think the opposite...
i thought the cameras were glitching out when we saw the footage
of you saying how the cut and fabric didn't suit you
to be honest in my eyes everything suits you angel โก
but rindou and sanzu are really upset too
they said when we get back they'll give you a lecture for what actually suits you
on the other hand ran koko and mochi are buying you more clothes and dresses in different styles and fabric for you to wear
while kakucho and takeomi are just saying to let you wear whatever you want
it's a little rude in my opinion
but kakucho and koko mentioned how we should've gotten you more dresses to begin with
but as for me when i get back i want to see you in that dress i got
it's alright if you think it won't suit you
it will
just wear something i specifically picked first
it will make me happy
you want me to be happy right
anyways i've missed you so much while we were away
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: How much you wanna bet this man actually dated someone ๐ even as Bonten Mikey. They had to force him to get a girl for the night and Mikey didn't even remember- (maybe it's me barely doing any NSFW stuff so I can't see every timeskip gang member having sex with on the nightly... Like with Bonten Sanzu, man is too busy with his drugs and Mikey-)
"He's getting so angry about it now..." You mumbled to yourself, pacing around the room in panic, mostly at how Mikey had been more upset than usual the last few days because you've avoided any intimacy with him, only giving hugs.
"And he send a letter instead of talking to me himself..." The thought made you shudder, was he going to hurt you? Mikey's reputation wouldn't be too much of an exaggeration as he was the leader of a criminal organization... Trembling, you opened the letter and read it.
hey angel
sorry if i seemed a little upset before leaving
imma be honest and say that i hated how you weren't kissing me
but then koko told me something
Is it true you haven't had your first kiss yet?
is that the reason you try to avoid my kisses and hugs
because you're not used to it... since you haven't dated anyone until i came along
to tell you the truth i'm really happy about it cuz at first i thought you were traumatized and didn't want to be affectionate because of it
thankfully i was wrong
i haven't had much experience myself so i thought i was the one doing something wrong but apperantly you didn't know either
the reason i'm so happy is because i'll get to be your first
first kiss first partner even the first person you'll spend the night with
sounds really exciting...
i'm so happy cuz it means i'll be the only one who has left their mark on you
and i don't have to worry about any scraps that came before me because they don't exist
you did good... saving your first kiss like that
once i finish work and get home i'll be sure to claim everything there is
not to mention how you need to make it up to me for not telling such an important thing
i'll kiss you a lot once i'm back so don't try to escape me this time
if you do i'm tying you doing and forcing you to stay still
Towjdjjf imagine a mitsuya yan vs dere where u both are arguing over meals or bc u were home late and u were on the last straw and wanted to end things with him ๐ซข
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: Oooohhhh drama ๐ actually I don't see Mitsuya arguing with his darling, he โจ๏ธ Gaslight โจ๏ธ tho
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"[Y/N]..." Mitsuya's voice was soft as he called out your name, his presence clear on your side yet you refused to look at him and instead staring at the side, arms crossed over your chest "Don't." You scowled, trying to move away and looking anywhere but Mitsuya, knowing your boyfriend's worried expression would pain you and force you to give in as always... But not this time "I'm worried about you [Y/N], you know that. I just think that it isn't safe for you to stay out so late without me..." It's always you arguing, Mitsuya never dares say anything with a loud voice when he refers to you, but his behavior....
"I'm an adult Takashi, I've told you a million times that I can take care of myself. I don't need you to interrogate me every time I go out without telling you where, what and with who!" You shot back with a stern and louder tone, reaching up to carefully rub your face in frustration "I know that, but it doesn't make me worry any less darling... I wouldn't be asking all those questions if you texted me and told me you were safe beforehand." Mitsuya remained calmer than you, his attitude not only frustrated you when you were upset with him but added to the guilt ten fold when the problem was resolved, making you apologize and try to make it up to him in any way you can- Takashi was never the one to apologize "You know I don't like arguing with you, but you've been coming home so late these past few days. Without even calling me and telling where you are, you're not ignoring my calls and texts right? I'm just trying to make sure you're okay..."
You clenched your jaw when the smooth and gentle voice reached your ears, Mitsuya having inched closer again and gently rubbing your arm. Almost as if comforting you to open up. But his words "I know darling, sometimes you get a little excited and can't help yourself, it's cute don't get me wrong! But all the people that approach and that you choose to befriend seem like... A bad influence." It seemed like Mitsuya was talking to a child or someone who doesn't know anything. The way he'd smother you and explain things. He always took care of you, but it was reaching a point where he didn't let you make any decisions for yourself without inserting himself and his opinion- or flat out telling you to do something different "Takashi, when will you stop telling me that I can't make decisions for myself!?" You snapped, lifting your head up to glare at Mitsuya, as usual he was staring at you with that same patient and sad puppy look "I never said that-"
"You were implying it! I-I don't know, but whenever I do something you don't approve of you always seem to treat me like a child who doesn't know any better! You pick my outfits, meals, where I should go, what friends I should be around- which mind you are always people you need to know first, it's..." You bit the inside of your cheek, first time it had happened you felt ashamed for not knowing any better when Mitsuya gently pointed out the mistakes in your choices, then annoyed, you almost got used to it but now you were just angry "It's belittling." Mitsuya's eyes widened at your words, seeming panicked "I... [Y/N], I didn't know you took my words and advice like that, you know I'm just conce-"
"Maybe... Maybe we should take a break. I-I can stay at a friend's house... I want to leave." Your words made Mitusya visibly flinch "... I need to leave Takashi, this- this isn't making me happy... I feel crazy sometimes..." The confession you spat out seemed to hurt Mitsuya more than it hurt you, he quickly looked away and you caught glimpses of a serious expression on him "... I-I'll help you pack." You sighed, ignoring the gut feeling and more so glad Mitsuya agreed to it "Thank you."
โค ๐๐๐ง โค๏ธ
And Mitsuya did help, with the awkward silence hanging around the entire time and Mitsuya avoiding to look at you "Here." You glanced at the glass of water he handed to you and nodded, drinking it quickly and grabbing your bag to leave already, only then for your body to give out and hit the floor "H-huh???" You starred at the floor in confusion, dread creeping up inside you from being unable to move "Wha..." Words were stuck in your throat as Mitsuya carefully lifted your torso from the floor, sitting you up and having you lean on his chest "Damn, that was a bad fall..."
"T-taka..." Your breathing was heavy, limbs barely twitching when seeing the uncaring and nonchalant expression on his face. Mitsuya didn't say anything as his eyes scanned your face "Least you didn't get any bruises here. I'll check your body later." And easily lifted you up in his arms "Must've been surprised huh darling? But as always you're acting stupid." The condescending tone had your chest tighten, looking at Mitsuya with wide and terrified eyes when he laid you on his bed, finally noticing how he was smirking, eyes holding a light mocking look as he patted your head "Thinking I'lll let you leave me. I'm not above using a few drugs to keep you still darling... Actually, I've stocked them for a while, just in case you did something especially dumb but this... Hah."
After he made sure you didn't get badly injured, you were only left to observe how Mitsuya unloaded your bags and threw a few of your clothes onto the floor instead "Always hated that... This too... The guy who gave you this for your birthday? Yeah he was an annoying fuck to deal with..." Your blood ran cold when Mitsuya, in a carefree and casual manner, started talking to you about what he has done "I was so mad when you bought this dear, wanted to burn it... Least now I can. Like I burned the person you bought it with, she was a bad influence anyways."
'What the fuck... What the fuck!?' You couldn't help the tears forming in your eyes when Mitsuya's words got more disturbing and his voice got even louder "Do you know how frustrating it is, darling? To deal with those bastards who approach you and say you need to think for yourself? Am I alone not enough!? Huh!?" Mitsuya turned to give you a heated glare "We were doing fine, you were leaning on me and letting me take care of you- but once those fuckers came to tell you to do stuff on your own everything was ruined, for months I had to pretend to smile and get along with them because my stupid little darling doesn't know when to take a hint."
Throwing the final shirt on the floor Mitsuya walked back to you, despite your best efforts to move away your body didn't budge, the scream caught in your throat as he sat next to your laying body and sighed, frowning in trouble "Look at the state I'm in, yelling at you like this..." He chuckled, giving a small smile as he cupped your face and kissed your forehead, wiping at your tears with a satisfied look "So don't say some bullshit like "We need a break" or "I'll leave" ever again, okay darling? After all, we don't want any more arguments to happen between us."
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: So you don't value your life ๐
The letters on the table were piling up, you scanned through them and your eye twitched once seeing the familiar name on one of the letters, Hajime Kokonoi.
The person who was sending out gift after gift to you all of a sudden, you tried rejecting them in person but he just delivered them at your house. You met Koko briefly at work but somehow he has decided to court you by flaunting his money. It didn't work, you threw all of them out.
Maybe it was the way Koko's eyes bore into you whenever he saw you, like he wanted to own you "Wonder what he wrote..." But you sighed and opened the letter.
You're quite rude, [Y/N]. I thought you were just too shy to accept my gifts but apperantly you threw away each one I send. It wouldn't be a problem if they were gifts you hated, but I have people following you all the time you know.
Not to mention the cameras I have set in your house. Or how I'm always monitoring your social media and phone. Everyone at your job, including your close friends, don't stop talking about you as soon as I throw out a bit of money.
Even though you threw them away I know you like my gifts.
When you were at the store with your friends you were staring at the coat I send you last month. You mentioned how much you wanted what was displayed on TV last Monday. Then you were liking some posts about rings so I bought them for you.
I kept thinking what's the problem, then it occurred to me; you like the gifts, you just don't like me. I was upset. Angry even. But I thought it over and decided it was for the best.
You're honest [Y/N], I love that about you.
Since it's like that I just need to make you love me instead, not what I buy you. So I'm sending another gift, some of my men are coming over to kidnap you and bring you to me. No matter where you go you want be escaping [Y/N], I know your every move.
I'll make you love me darling, whether you like it or not โก
- Bonten Mikey sending a letter to his angle after learning about their low self esteem issues and hating how their body looks and wishing they look different
โฐโโค . . . ๐๐จ๐ญ๐: Keep in mind Mikey was giggling and smiling to himself while writing this, kicking those feet and all
Splashing your face with water always helped once you woke up after crying all night "I should drink something too... My throat feels dry..." You mumbled softly to yourself, keeping your head low so your expression wasn't easy to be seen from possible cameras in Mikey's penthouse. But when you arrived to the kitchen you saw a note placed neatly on the table, you gave it an uncertain stare before opening it, seeing it was a letter from Mikey.
Mikey usually talked to you himself but he hasn't been home the last few days because of work, maybe the executives were busy as well to not deliver his message, you weren't allowed a phone so you got a letter instead.
sweetheart... i got a strange report from kakucho when i told him to go check up on the nights i wasn't there
he said he heard you crying
i was a little upset you didn't tell anyone to come call me after and tell me what's wrong
i waited for a long time but you just went to sleep instead
you even did that at a few spots where the cameras wouldn't catch you...
i was really worried so i told koko to search up some files about you
angel you should've told me how you truly felt about yourself
you know i'll always love you no matter what
even if others might think disgusting things like you're not perfect i'll make them disappear to make you feel better
i love you no matter what what you wear or how you look
it's okay right?
as long as it's me who loves you like this you don't have to care about what anyone else thinks or says
i'll kill them if they upset you when we go out again
just know i love you no matter what
i love you so much
your eyes, face, hands, body
love you โก
i'm the only one who can love you this much and so unconditionally
won't ask for much
just for you to be happy and love me back
and tell me when you're having bad thoughts like this
as a proper lover i'll take care of everything
again
i love you so much โก
can't wait to get home and tell you that in person โก
