I have decided to abandon development for any new content for Yume 2kki and content that I had planned for Collective Unconscious.
I know I said I would make 4 worlds for Yume 2kki before September, but I no longer have the willpower and the motivation to work on the game anymore and no longer wish to work on any eventual worlds that I had in mind for Collective Unconscious once I got unbanned, both for the same following reasons:
One of the main reasons is that despite having been accepted back into the larger part of the YNFG community in general, I feel as if I am still partly unwelcome in those communities considering all my controveries in the past in those from when I was 14, and despite it being more than 3 years ever since said controversies, I simply feel as if my current reputation will never be seperable from my past and I am bound to be forever known for what I did in 2023, and any recent controveries I got into recently only do nothing but make the sentiment worse for me, even leading into some circumstances where I would actively harm myself, and overall it does not improve my motivation to work on anything in the community in general.
Another reason as to why I am quitting is because I have other plans in mind for the future and development for Yume 2kki and Collective Unconscious simply do not fit in said plans. I think that working on those games is not in the path i have in mind for my future and wish to aim for much bigger and fulfilling things in my life to me compared to just developing for said games.
Before I end this post, I want to say a few words addressed to specific people in the community:
To those who I have wronged: I know I have said this multiple times in the past everytime I've gotten myself into trouble, but I am genuinely sorry for any trouble I have caused. I know I will never be able to make up for whatever damages I have done, and I hope that my departure can finally close off this turbulent chapter of mine and the community.
To those who have supported me even in my darkest times: I cannot express how glad I am that I had a bunch of people who helped me out in getting through much of my shortcomings, even some I've personally wronged forgiving me for them, and I could not be any happier for that and I wish you all can hopefully still support me in whatever else I have planned in the future.
To Autumn: I want to thank you for all the help you have given me in the past when I started developing for Yume 2kki and for you and your works always being my main inspiration in what I do. You have made a priceless impact in my life when I stumbled upon your worlds in early 2022 and it's thanks to what you made that I have decided to take this path of expressing myself more creatively. Words simply cannot describe how grateful I am for that and I wish you all the best in whatever else you have planned in the future. Thank you so much for everything.
To definitively close this chapter of my life for good and not avoid anything that I was working on to be permanently lost, I will make an archive soon containing all my development assets and ideas I had for those games so that the community can look into what I had planned and potentially build upon it
I may still contribute to some other fangames from time to time but at a much slower pace than it currently is now, and I hope you can still support me in those as well.
With that, I officially bid development for Yume 2kki and Collective Unconscious goodbye.
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