64
Think I should be getting used to the higher count each year, yet I never really realize this is saying that you've been since the count 57. I'm getting older too. Life and death are crazy. You can't really grasp it fully into reality, it's always been a blend with 'what could have been', dreams, hopes, and memories.
I can't tell them exactly what kind of legend you were while you were here. They won't understand. Nobody could. There were points in my life where I didn't believe it either. All I know is this separation broke my heart and I'm still figuring out what and where to put it back together.
Still feels like a long way to go.














