i wish my legs looked like this 😞
i will get there one day
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i wish my legs looked like this 😞
i will get there one day
fat lasts longer than flavour
what you eat in private you wear in public
it's easier to work out everyday than looking in the mirror and not like what you see
let exercise be your stress reliever not food
slow process is still progress
if it was easy everyone would do it
don't stop when it hurts, stop when you're done
you'll feel better after working out, not after eating
“Oh my god she lost so much weight..”
Wait for it.
nothing tastes better than skinny feels.
that’s the first thing i think when i wake up in the morning and the last thing i think before i fall asleep.
to you, from me:
you will be thin
you will not give into cravings and binge
you will not gain any weight today
you will drink water to stay hydrated
you will take your fucking vitamins
you can do this.
you’ll lose those Ibs to get to your ugw. I believe in you! 💗
I’m fasting and I’m about to crack it’s almost 8 omg I’m gonna cry
CHUG WATER CHUG CHUG CHUG UNTIL IT MAKES YOU FEEL A LITTLE SICK. You hopefully wont want to eat because you’ll be super full and a lil nauseous from drinking water so suddenly. HUNGER PAINS ARE ONLY THERE FOR HALF AN HOUR AT A TIME. GET BUSY. GET DISTRACTED. LOCK YOURSELF IN YOUR ROOM. get a rubber band and smack it against your wrist. stay AWAY from food until your fast time is over
When I become thin..
- I’ll buy a cute swimsuit - Wear lolita fashion - Get pretty nails - Buy a cute purse
And finally, the nightmare will be over <3
being fat is really fucking exhausting
“Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”
Yo ok but its true? Everything looks better than it tastes and idk if it’s just me but I genuinely feel it, starving doesn’t disappoint me but food that looks nicer than it tastes does? It’s a big repellant and seeing progress keeps me going.
Stay safe 🌙
there’s no calories in...
car rides with loud music
photographing a view
taking a relaxing bath
sitting in the sunshine
window shopping
getting your work done early
calling someone you care about
organizing your living space
making art and poetry
movie marathons
swimming in cool rivers
writing in your journal
dying your hair a new color
making love
stargazing on the roof
…so why would you eat when you’re bored?
5 things I hate
1. going to school knowing that you’re fat
2. being told you’re skinny when you know you’re not
3. saying no to food that other people offers you and you receive weird looks
4. having to wear jumpers not because you want, but because you’re ashamed of your body
5. sitting down and seeing nothing but fat on your thighs and legs (you can feel your stomach fat as well)
remember all of these will happen to you. they WILL.
you will be the skinniest person in the room
your thighs will never touch
your hipbones will be visible through your leggings
you will be so bony people will get worried
you will stop binging eventually
you will be confident enough to ask people out
or people will ask you out
people will want to get to know you
you will be able to wear whatever you want
people will see you the way you want them to
you will wake up in the morning and check your phone, only to see so many notifications and several text messages
you will get the haircut you’ve always wanted and it will look amazing on you
any color will look stunning on you
you won’t need makeup at all, you will only apply lip balm and blusher before going out
glasses will look cute on you
you will be better at sports naturally, and you won’t be out of breath every time you run for 10 seconds
you will ask for the XS or XXS of that
“i am literally twice your size and i’m at an average weight!!”
you will look good in photos without even trying to
people will stare at your thigh gap when you’re walking past them
no one will offer food to you, since you never accept them anyway
you will choose the bookstore while others are out eating
making love will feel incredible
you won’t be self conscious all the time
you will just grab a protein bar for breakfast and go hours without eating
feel free to add more 💘
trigger warning ☠️ personal vent
this if solely for me and it is me talking to myself, not at you. please don’t think this is a sign you should trust your ed. don’t trust it. this meanspo is simply here for me to vent and let go of the fear i feel. don’t believe it 💌
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okay wow. you did it. again. are you proud of yourself ?
i am not even remotely surprised. you always do that, don’t you ? you tell yourself you won’t eat ; you fast for, what, thirteen hours ? ; then you eat like a damn, gross pig.
that’s what you are, right ? a freaking disgusting, repulsive pig that can’t do nothing apart from eating shit and crying about that later. oh, bouh, poor you !
you’re making me sick.
every time you do that, you deserve the crushing guilt you’re feeling right after. you deserve the overwhelming anxiety that comes when eating the last piece of bullshit you’re holding between your fingers. dirty, fat, obese fingers.
you’re not freaking able to stand where you said you will stand, so bear it, cry all you want, because you deserve the fuck out of this.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you, stupid little fat slut. look at what you’re doing to your body – my body. dirtying it. breaking it with your disgusting food. i can’t stand to look at it in the mirror, i can’t stand to feel it being to big in your clothes, i can’t stand it to be true.
it’s all a fucking fat, ugly mess because of you.
so fast. fast until your flinch. fast until your head is hurting and fast until you can’t even stand on your damn legs. fast until your vision is all blurry, until your skin turn blue from the pression and until you feel like you’re dead. you deserves it.
fast.
don’t eat.
become smaller.
Me: *looking in mirror* wow you know, I don’t look that bad today
My ed: that’s the real body dysmorphia, tubs mcgee lmao
am i the only one who binges, then calls it a cheat day? .-.
C.R.E.A.M.
Calories
Rule
Everything
Around
Me
Things I do instead of eating that keep me happy
🍒 scroll through thinspo
🍒 exercise
🍒 watch r/fatphobic or fat people compilations and similar videos on youtube
🍒 play with my son (dog)
🍒 take long walks
🍒 shower or take a bath
🍒 look at myself in the mirror naked
🍒 watch runway shows
🍒 go on instagram and look at models and pretty, skinny girls
🍒 read a book
🍒 chew some sugar less gum
🍒 go online and look at clothes that i can wear when i’m skinny