just writing shit down

because apparently i need this.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

Today the sky looked like straight from a van gogh painting

[mournfulroses]

Adonis, from a poem titled “Unintended Worship,” featured in If Only the Sea Could Sleep

[romantique-rose]

[mollybeenoel]

Source: poeticalphotos

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}

[spookyasmr]

[yeahfxckit]

I can talk about my history and recovery relatively easily with just about anyone. But I cannot talk to her about it.

Why? What do you feel like you’re telling? Is it like a confession and you don’t want to show weakness or ?

No, because it’s part of my story.

You dont want to tell her your story? Why not?

Because my story is different than the one she has for me. And that’ll hurt her.

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I don’t want him to learn what his story is … I want him to tell it to me.

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I was always told who I was, never asked.

[lluviagf]

[shisasan]

Endre Penovác (Serbian,b.1956), Black Cat with Piercing Gaze

[the-evil-clergyman]

A Mermaid by John William Waterhouse (1900)

[yms1]

i want to GO somewhere. i need to leave for a while

[viesanterieures]

~ they won't fear it until they understand it. And they won't understand it until they've used it.

[yeahfxckit]

6.29: work day sucked, went to the pool to play mermaids by the pool with Alex instead. But I danced in the shower for the first time in my whole life today to my •drunk girl anthems• playlist on Spotify. 22-dancing on my own-starships-heartbeat-don’t go yet. Genuinely so much fun. Better than in the movies.

#written

[yeahfxckit]

“Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.”

White Oleander, pg. 127

#written

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lucille clifton

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adonis, tr. by khaled mattawa