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When I want to give up and just let it go,

I’ll just throw it all at the river and watch it flow.

When I feel sad and just want to bury myself underground,

Standing there awaiting me are familiar hands.

Confessions of a Fan girl

I have known you since that hot summer day, All pretty flowers in the garden bloom. Your music takes all my problems away, Without you my life will be filled with gloom. You are the reason for my happiness. Your dancing took away all my breath.

When I see you, I forget my finesse. You dancing on stage, dancing till your death. I was able to attend your concert, It honestly felt like a dream come true, The show was long but it felt very curt. No matter what, I’ll always support you.

Shall I say what I feel here in my gut? I’ll always be your fan no matter what.

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THE LUGGAGE HE CARRIES

The day you come back, is the day I always look forward to.

You standing there with your arms wide open is my home.

Back and forth to the country you don’t belong to.

Living alone hoping you won’t need to.

I pray for the day that you won’t have to leave again.

Dear Papa, I miss you everyday.

“He was the light that bore life’s meaning”

Meeting him gave my boring life a meaning. Being with him gives me joy and motivation. When he left, all those meanings went wuth him and left this shell of a girl who lives just for the sake of living.

FEAR OF BEING ALONE

I was alone like an empty chair of anxiety.

The cold door of stress welcomes me as I go in.

The dark room of fear embraces me.

I curl up as you get near.

Do you remember when.....?

Do you remember when we first met? June 2012 on a hoy crowded classroom.

Do you remember when we first talked to each other? We became seatmates.

Do you remember when our math teacher scolded us for talking? It was embarassing but atleast we got to know each other better.

Do you remember the first time you held me close? It was during prom night, we were slow dancing the whole hour not caring about the others.

Do you remember when you left me to go back to Europe? I had no idea you were leaving, I was wondering why you weren’t at school, you uust appeared one afternoon, hugged me so tight, bid our friends goodbye and left.

Do you remember those late night calls and messages? I had so many sleepless nights but it was all worth it because it was you. That was the first time I fell in love.

Do you remember all those calls during the morning to tell me good morning then you’ll go to bed after that. You call me during those rainy days because you know I’m scared of thunders.

Do you remember when you broke my heart? You just suddenly stopped talking to me and disappeared like a bubble. That was the first time i got my heart broken, do you remember?