miel ​†

sirius sirius sirius

[ykcherries]

MIEL, 21, they/them

ships wolfstar, grimkiller/sirity, jegulus, marylily, bambibelle/prongsfoot, heartsun/maryjames, bartylily

ao3 coming soon…

dni homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism and misogyny, any kind of discrimination;

+ sirius and wolfstar haters.

anti jkr.

big fan of the cowboy vampire wolfstar tag, #miel answers for asks, #miel writes for longer hcs and oneshots

[rya-whos-that]

If you asked Sirius what his favorite sex position is, he would answer differently every time.

He would say missionary because he wants to watch Remus’s face or hear him whine into his neck. His legs would be so tightly wrapped around Remus’s back, pulling him closer and closer and closer even though there was no space between them. Remus would have Sirius’s hands over his head, fingers interlocked against the mattress, in a way that was so intimate. He liked feeling close to Remus. All the praise, soft moans, quiet “I love you,”s. He liked to feel so loved and taken care of.

But he would also 100% be into doggy. Remus got possessive near the full moon, and Sirius loved to tease him and get him all jealous. He loved how wild he got, chasing his own pleasure instead of Sirius’s. He loved the way Remus would slide a hand down his back and smack his ass every time Sirius would thrust backwards into him. He loved the degradation, being told what a slut he is with his head being pushed farther into the pillow. He liked being used.

He would also mention being on top and riding Remus into oblivion. Remus wouldn’t take long to turn into a whimpering mess under him. He would tease him, embarrass him, turn him into a blushing mess. Remus would try covering his face, but Sirius would take his hands away and plant them firmly on his hips, maybe even along his stomach. “Don’t be shy, baby,” he would say, “I feel you all the way here. Can you feel yourself in my stomach, moony?” Just as Remus was so close to his finish, Sirius would slow down, lean against his chest, and grind slowly on his dick. Mouthing along his throat, whispering just about the naughtiest things he could imagine. Sirius loves watching Remus take down his guard. He loves to take care of him.

If you asked Remus what his favorite sex position is he would just say “Whatever Sirius wants.”

[ykcherries]

everyone thinks because sirius got out of 12 grimmauld place that he’s fine now, and all is left behind. or so that’s his impression.

well, his friends know his family is a sensitive subject, and that he still carries guilt for his brother and fear of his mother. remus knows him much better than that, he knows so much more, he sees him completely, and loves him wholeheartedly. sirius refuses to be aware of that. sirius loves him back, and god when he’s with remus he feels like everything is right. but a deafening voice in his head catches him alone, and makes sure to remind him of everything that isn’t right.

sirius avoids every ugly thing inside him. sometimes sirius stares for hours at the wall, a simple white painted wall with little cracks in it, someone has to pull him out of it. sirius stays up all night once a week, his back cold and body shaking from overwhelming thoughts.

sirius wants to open his chest and shove his hand so deep until he feels everything wet and warm. he gets so mad his skin starts to itch from under it, his joints ache to pull at his insides and rip them himself. he feels unclean, he feels wrong, he feels like he has to run all of his organs through cold water and to start all over.

because sirius escaped his family but he still thinks there is something inside him like a dead root, so dirty and foul only the black family could have. and he’s frightened, to tell anyone, that sometimes he thinks he’s rotting. they must think he’s well, that he’s good and brave and onto a new chapter.

[starcroww]

Sirius and Remus making out and it's disgusting. There's drool and spit everywhere, blood is running down Remus' chin from where Sirius bit his bottom lip, bruises are forming where Remus is gripping Sirius' jaw and throat. They're both near passing out from lack of air because they're insistent on swapping oxygen between them until all they can breathe is directly from eachother's lungs, and really who wouldn't want to fall unconscious by air from the one they love.

[wowza8]

Hc that some of Sirius’ habits are actually super unnerving. Like Remus will come home to their flat and Sirius is just sitting in the dark staring at the wall. Or when he lived with the Potters he would dangle like half his torso off the balcony because it gave him a rush. And in the common room fire back at Hogwarts, he’d throw in strands of hair just to watch it curl up and burn with morbid fascination.

[mydearestmoonyy]

morning sex is wolfstar’s thing. slow, lazy, tangled sheets, sirius riding remus while the sun filters in, both of them still half-asleep, murmuring each other’s names and soft “i love you”s

[starcroww]

sirius complaining to remus about his boyfriend (remus) because they’re just besties like that

Stop this is so cute and silly. This is pure silly wolfstar fluff, everybody cheer;

Sirius starting the conversation with "oh my god, you'll never believe what my boyfriend did."

Remus loves when sirius does this, yes sirius is complaining about him but how can he care about that part when sirius is so cute and charming about it? Also you best believe he's taking notes.

Remus responds with "what did this guy do this time?" And listen while sirius goes on some tirade about how he left for work without a giving sirius a kiss goodbye, then didnt even put a hearts in his text messages, and then got home late and didn't immediately ravish him. So obviously he doesnt even love sirius anymore.

Remus is in full gossip mode, nodding with complete sincerity and chiming in with appropriately timed "no way"s and "he didn't"s.

And yes maybe sirius adds some embellishments to the stories, so what if his boyfriend didn't actually say "I'm far too busy for you sirius. You know I care about my job far more then I could ever care about you." It adds to the atmosphere and drives his point home.

This is usually when remus breaks character with an "I did not say/do that!" And sirius defends "well maybe not in so many words but I can tell thats what you meant."

And remus starts kissing him obviously, how could he not when sirius is scowling at him and acting all righteous?

He says between kisses "I did give you a kiss this morning, you were asleep, and I didnt want to wake you and get bitten" sirius rolls his eyes and mumbles something about only biting when its deserved.

Then he brings up the "heartless, loveless texts I received though out the day?" Remus apologises for his lacklustre texts and solemnly promises to do better.

Then sirius says "and the most unforgivable crime of all, being late and not immediately throwing me on the bed and having you way with me?" To which Remus says "can I make it up to you now? Please, sweetheart?" and he's looking at sirius with those big brown puppy eyes, so really sirius had no choice but to forgive him and fuck right there on the sofa.

Ahhh I love writing sickeningly disgustingly sweet sappy wolfstar!! Hope you like <3

[hkxox]

when sirius feels extra cheeky, he kisses remus with chewing gum in his mouth, and remus who is disgustingly in love with him responds with the same vigour, and they make out, passing that gum between them until it loses its flavour

[ykcherries]

“i knew it was love, when i rode home crying thinking of you fucking other girls” but it’s sirius realizing he is in love with remus when remus started hanging out with lily.

[ykcherries]

just so you know, you're cowboys and angels wolfstar edit is going triple platinum in my house

i love your edits 🫶

that’s so sweet tysm !! this means sm to me editing is a way for me to express my creativity and ideas especially for wolfstar

i love and adore cowboy vampire wolfstar sm also i’ve been trying to get inspiration back for more edits i have so many ideas.

[tobukizzy]

horticulturalist/floraculturist remus is buzzing in my brain so here are some random headcanons :)

- he works at a greenhouse/nursery and switches between departments, but working in the greenhouse is by far his favorite place to be

- he receives at least 10 christmas cards from sweet old lady’s that he gardens for

- he’s always covered in dirt and wears a gardening apron that is threadbare and has been to hell and back but he’s emotionally attached to it

- he knows exactly how to grow weed from seed and starter, and can explain the exact science behind growing and how to be successful at it; he did teach a customer and now he is their customer

- he’s an encyclopedia on annual flowers and can tell you the common and botanical name off the top of his head

- he designs baskets and pots and they’re always so stunning

- he refuses to sell bluegrass seed and sod and will teach customers about how bad for the environment traditional lawns are while explaining native alternatives that help pollinators

- butterfly’s, bees, hummingbirds and him all have an understanding he’s like the pollinator whisperer

- he does landscape/garden design and will essentially trick customers into only getting native plants (the customers don’t care but he feels like a manipulative mastermind)

- his work shirts consist of those national geographic and life is good pun shirts

- has old ladies flirt with him all day and tell him what a catch he’ll be for some nice girl, and he always pulls the necklace with his wedding ring out from under his shirt collar ready to tell everyone about his lovely husband

- everytime he sees a plant in need of rehab at a store he will buy it and rescue it (sirius doesn’t say anything about the fact that their apartment is basically a greenhouse now)

- he presses flowers and has a binder full of hundreds of varieties of flowers that is his prize possession, he always framed a bunch of pressed and dried flowers from their wedding

- he’ll take cuttings from plants at work and make sirius a small bouquet, sirius always has a vase of flowers on his nightstand

[syemoria]

early mornings.

[del-stars]

sirius “something is rotten inside of me // i have to find it and cut it out” black

[starcroww]

Wolfstar who meet in a record store and immediately don't like eachother because Sirius is buying a Cure album and Remus is buying a Smiths album.

[ykcherries]

imagine some random guy asking them if he should get a the smiths album or a the cure album and they just start arguing with each other over which one’s better. and the random dude completely forgotten in a corner watching them flirt like that. he just wanted a recommendation for his girlfriend.

[scissorsaint]

Yaaaawn! Call me when they're covered in blood and having gay sex

[ykcherries]

shout out to the three people in the wolfstar cannibalism subgenre community

[ykcherries]

remus calling sirius ‘pup’.