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@ylanil
How the hell do I have 1k followers on this hell site
So worried about being terminated :,)
Me: i wanna be teeny and delicate and skinny✨
My frame:
I’ve woken up at 129.2 for the last three days wtf is this :|
I can’t really safely fast either because of soccer
I don’t know what to do. I want to be 125 by prom.
Make that four. I hate this.
Day 19: when was the last time you ate fast food?
Last week Sunday! I had a beyond sausage sandwich from Dunkin’ and it was really yummy :)
I’ve woken up at 129.2 for the last three days wtf is this :|
I can’t really safely fast either because of soccer
I don’t know what to do. I want to be 125 by prom.
reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st
I ate like 1500 calories today and 800 of them I ate alone :,))))) why do I do this to myself. My net calories were like 100 because I had soccer for 2 hours but still
A list of reasons to keep myself going because I feel shit about myself:
1. Low waisted pants will finally look cute on me
2. I can wear swimsuits without having breakdowns and ruining everyone’s day
3. To be the small sister for the first time ever
4. So my grandma will say how I’ve really slimmed out instead of saying I shouldn’t eat my pie ((true story thanks grandma))
5. To look cute in all my friends clothes
6. It will be easier for my girlfriend to carry me around
7. So mom jeans actually look like mom jeans on me and my thighs don’t ruin everything I want to wear
8. My face and shoulders will be slimmer and I’ll finally be so pretty
9. I won’t have bad angles anymore
10. So my collarbones ((which my girlfriend adores)) will stick out more
11. I’ll look less short and stubby
12. My peers will ask me what I’m doing to lose weight and I can just tell them soccer and eating healthier
13. So that my soccer uniform will look cute on me and won’t make me look chunky
14. I’ll finally look nice in shorts and tank tops this summer
15. I don’t know what it’s like to be skinny so it’s worth a shot
16. My abs will be defined all day, not just in the morning
17. My arms will be slim and toned
18. I will feel so much achievement if I can just reach my goals
19. I’ll still look skinny in sweaters and big winter coats
20. So that I’ll feel comfortable in my own skin. I won’t feel like I need to shrink into a corner or wear huge clothes to hide myself. I’ll be successful after so many years of struggling with this stupid fucking disorder.
😐💔
I restricted pretty well yesterday for how much I burned and I woke up at 129.2 again :( but my period is starting soon so I’m hoping it’s just that and also I didn’t take a bm this morning lol
Prom is in 11 days. No fucking up now. I still have like 5 lbs to lose. That’s achievable and I’m going to prove it.
Using this picture of myself as thinspo because I look fucking disgusting and horribly fat :,)
Me when I wake up at 129.2 even though I ate chips and ice cream last night 😦😦😦
Day 17: do you have an eating disorder?
Undeniably, yes.
Day 18: what food is your weakness?
Carb-y things like chips and pizza :,(
:)
I got pb2 powder in place of peanut butter and it has like half the calories :))) 60 cals per 2 tbsp instead of about 190 per 2 tbsp of peanut butter. So I can use twice as much in my smoothies for less calories!
Here’s to fasting whenever I’m not with my girlfriend lol