drivers license - suna rintarou
inspired by the song driverās license
his house is right there, right in front of me.Ā
sitting in the car biting my lip holding back the sob that threatened to escape, how did it become like this? how did i end up sitting in here alone while you went off with her? that was supposed to be me, you said you would wait?Ā
a beautiful boy, his smile never failed to warm your heart. the way he would hold you in his arms, pout when you werenāt paying attention, brush your hair behind your ear, the way he would kiss you and buy you your favorite drinks or take you to that little park you loved so much as you guys watched the sunset and fell in love all over again.
then how did it get like this?Ā
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āhi my name is l/n y/n and iām your new manager!,ā you introduced yourself. was a first year at inarizaki and needed to get into a club, atsumu decided to introduce you to the coach and give in a few words.
looking around the team you felt a nice presence, and thatās when your eyes landed on his, those green piercing eyes. having his knees to his chest laughing at atsumu for trying to punch him for showing him something on his phone.Ā
the way his laugh died down but kept a smile as he looked at you.Ā
you blushed but became distracted as kita called you over.
āthank you guys for accepting me have a good night!,ā you said grabbing your bag and leaving.Ā āwait up iāll walk with you,ā you heard a voice behind you say. you turned to hear the voice and it belonged to him.
you guys walked under the stars, you shivered forgetting a jacket and thatās when he looked at you and smirked.Ā āthe old jacket technique huh let me guess you want me to take mineās off and give it to you,āĀ
you gasped and looked right at him,Ā āno i actually forgot you weirdo whatever i guess iāll walk faster,ā you said speeding up.Ā āwait iām just teasing here i have a hoodie itās my sleeping in class hoodie so better not ruin it.ā
you took it hesitantly but put it on either way, it was big and burgundy and my god the scent you can still remember to this day how good he smelled like.Ā ālooks good on you maybe iāll let you keep it,ā he said as you guys continued to walk.
that was your first interaction, your first words to each other and one of the many nights you guys have come to spend together
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everything else came easily, even though having a age gap it didnāt stop your feelings whatsoever, and also never stopped him from showing affection.
you still remember your first kiss
how he kissed you by surpised on the slide of a old park where you guys sneaked out to get ice cream.
still remember how he started bringing extra hoodies and hair ties since you had a habit of forgetting both.
still remember that night under the stars in the backseat of his car when he looked at you and told you he was in love with you.
you teared up staring at him as he giggled softly caressing your face, holding your waist even more closer to his chest as your bodies connected.
āi love you rintarou,ā you smiled crying softly.Ā
he looked at you rubbing your tears away,Ā āand i love you y/n l/n,ā
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how it was such a good 6 months. looking back you should have seen the way you guys would only hang out around the night or weekdays.Ā
how he wouldnāt hold your hand in school or only be affection around the team.
and how you guys werenāt exactly official, never asked you officially to be his but hey because of the memories spent together you thought of course your his and heās yours.
you first saw her when she came through the doors, holding his notebook as she apologized but nevertheless gave him a smile and he gave one back. she was pretty- like really pretty.Ā
pretty blue eyes, blonde long hair, beautiful body.
āso this is what overthinking feels like huh,ā you mumbled as you shook your head and went back to setting the net up.
after practice you and suna as always walked homeĀ
you guys decided to take a detour heading to your park where many memories were made.Ā
āhey rin,ā you asked as you looked over the river that was by the bridge.Ā āyes love?,ā he replied.Ā āwhat are we?,ā you asked him.
āwell your younger than me, i want you to be mines and you already are, always and forever sooo how about this,ā he turned to look at you and bent down so his head was right at yours.Ā āwhen you become a 2nd year and get yourĀ driver'sĀ license we can officially be together yeah? iāll get down on one knee and ask you to be mine,ā he rolled his eyes as you giggled.Ā
he stuck out his pinkie and you stuck out yours.Ā āyouāll wait for me?,ā you said.
he wrapped his pinkie around yours,Ā āalways, make sure you just donāt crash donāt want you dying before your mine but yes i promise i will wait for you l/n,ā suna smiled grabbing you and pulling you in for a kiss.Ā
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finals came up and yes you and suna got distant due to you studying, yet you werenāt nervous you were excited to finally walk down the halls holding his hand.
looking back you should have seen the signs of him not texting you often or wanting to help you, you shrugged it off maybe he was struggling in some classes too.
finally the day was here, texting osamu all morning about how you would pick them up for school so you can show off to suna.Ā
laughing driving up to school with the twins, you got out the car and seeing sunaās back against one of the walls
Ā you were about to call out for him until you saw her again. this time she was wearing the burgundy hoodie, and he was the one holding her hand. he was smiling? the smile he gave you specifically to you he was giving to her.Ā
āy/n chan.. iām-ā ,Ā āits okay atsumu just get to class okay?,ā you turned around hand shaking as you hold your keys, tears spilling down your eyes.Ā āiām going to be okay,ā you smiled.Ā āno, youāre crying,āĀ
āi said iām okay, iām just going to leave,ā you said running to your car and getting the fuck outta there.Ā
leaving you saw atsumu go up to suna and scream at him.Ā
your heart felt like it was being pulled, this canāt be real?Ā
you headed home, slamming your door and falling to the ground, how could you rin?Ā
flashes of him and her passed your mind seeing how happy he was.Ā
you looked underneath and saw a photo on the ground. your grabbed it and sat on your bed, it was you and him in a photobooth smiling and then kissing. underneath in his handwriting he wrote āmy love always and forever,ā
you felt like throwing up, so this is what heartbreak feels like.Ā
you were hurt mad even at the fact that before anything was able to happen it was already ruined. you cried yourself to sleep wanting to ignore the pain/
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you woke up around 9 p.m, you were confused but remembered all that happened today
āso that wasnāt a horrible dream?,ā you tried to laugh it out but really couldnāt.
you needed fresh air, you changed into sweatpants and a baggy shirt.
going for a drive blasting music, you didnāt know where you were going but you just needed to feel the air flowing past you. you stopped at the red light, everything was getting blurry tears now leaving as you hit the steering wheel.Ā
you kept driving and ending up parking in this neighborhood, being very familiar but automatically knowing where you ended up. you looked to your right and saw his house.
you were about to get off trying to get closure you said, needing answers still trying to doubt everything and thinking maybe this was a horrible joke from the twins and him but then you got all the closure you needed. seeing as the door opened revealing the girl coming out.
your heart dropped seeing how happy they were and dare you say actually look good together. he smiled down at her and grabbed her for a kiss.Ā
you gasped as a heart wrenching sob escaped your lips, she walked away as he never took his eyes off her figure.
he then looked turning his head and made eye contact with you, you just silently laughed as you shook your head at him and turned on the car leaving.Ā āy/n wait!,ā you heard him say as you left.
you headed to the small park and sat in the slide looking up as you laid down and finally let everything out.Ā ānever knew your waiting was just a short trial did i have to pay for millions of hours?,ā you cried as you looked up in the sky seeing your memories replay in your head
āCause how could I ever love someone elseā
And I know we werenāt perfect but Iāve never felt this way for no one
And I just canāt imagine how you could be so okay now that Iām gone
Guess you didnāt mean what you wrote in that song about me
āCause you said forever now I drive alone past your streetā
your phone dinged as you look who texted you
suna rin: y/n we need to talkā¦
suna rin: please, i am so so sorry just hear me out.
suna rin: i really did wait i just, please let'sĀ just meet up.
āim really happy for you suna, goodbye rintarou.ā
you then deleted his contact as you took a deep breathe and sat up.
you grabbed your head,Ā āwas i not good enough?,āĀ
āWe crossed
I still hear your voice
In the traffic
Weāre laughingā
āyou know i think weāre meant to be,ā suna said from your bed as you were on your laptop finishing some things.Ā āwow such a hopeless romantic,ā you smiled at him as you were putting back your earphones.Ā ājust maybe right person wrong time,ā he said softly. you looked back at him,Ā āiām sorry did you say something,ā you asked him. he just shook his head,Ā ānothing i was just saying your a nerd,ā he said as he threw a pillow at your face.Ā āyou know what,ā you got up and jumped on top of him both laughing.
āGod, Iām so blue
Know weāre through
But I still fucking love you, babeā
you finally realized what he said, right person wrong timingĀ
you looked up at the cherry blossom tree and softly smiled
āyour right suna we really were meant to be just right person, wrong time.ā
i guess not every love story is meant to be complete.
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