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Life is tough.

Man, you find yourself on this isolation in life. Just ready to settle down, ready for a change, series of loneliness and lonesome.

Reminiscing the past and wishing you could have change or got better early in life.

The Struggles man, I’m just holding on day by day.

There are times you just want to call it quits and let life get the best of you.

Seeing how many people you’ve met and you’ve lost in a split second. The impact you left on them and how will they remember you.

In this world full of judgement, you just don’t know how to keep it going.

Man, the lessons in life that you go through. Praying for this season of silence to pass by.

God give me the strength.

The Journey on finding myself.

Chapter 11 of Joel Osteens “Your Best Life now.”

The more I read the book,The deeper I get into every chapter, The more I reflect on my life back then.

More self realization and more lesson. #YourBestlifenow

Where do we begin?

I was scrolling through the photos on my phone. I had the opportunity to go through almost 2 years behind, and saw how much changes happened.

How many people I’ve met that are now no longer part of my life. God, I’ve come a long way. Is it good? I don’t know. Is it bad? I don’t know.

It was from one of the best years of my life through the most heart wrenching. From 100 acquaintances down to 2, or 1.

From all the good and fun times to hardhips and responsibilities. All I can ask myself is: How did this all happened? Why me? How did I lost all those people!? How did I end up being friends with everyone to be alone by myself and thus one of the most hated person??

Is there something wrong with me? Or my environment is just changing?!

All the questions I have. Unanswered.

and here’s to the nights that we felt unwanted