Iɴ Mʏ Hᴇᴀᴅ

Basically.. My plotline’s taking me pretty much down the line to being (more semi-)AU. And since most people can’t handle things that aren’t part of a picture-perfect world with 100% happiness and rainbows, I’ll plain and simple drop this account for the sake of getting a fresh start without having to worry about being judged or anything of that sort. But mainly, I'm doing it in order to have fun again and to be more plot-driven again without the obsession of wanting to always be 100%. For those who care and would like to interact with me regardless, you can ask where to find me.

[yongxmoved]

- officially moved - 

[yongxmoved]

So my plotline’s taking me pretty much down the line to being (more semi-)AU. And since most people can’t handle things that aren’t part of a picture-perfect world with 100% happiness and rainbows, I’ll plain and simple drop this account for the time being, or permanently. Who knows. 

For those who care and would like to interact with me regardless, you can ask where to find me.

[jokeshin]

I haven’t played that in a long time either! Tetris is a fun game to play. I picked up Pokemon for a couple seconds but I got too bored and put it back down.

[yongxmoved]

Have I really been MIA for that long? I could’ve sworn I saw you complain about tetris not too long ago. Welp. 

[gold-kushkloudz]

I regret opening up to some people; they didn’t deserve to know me like that

Gold-kushkloudz  (via indistinct)

[yongxmoved]

drummerkang replied to your post:jokeshin replied to your post “(/nudges) Hey...

Did someone say tetris.

And a wild Kang Minhyuk appears.  Sure did, yep. 

[missleexmoved]

Mhm. -rests her chin on her hand- 

It’s okay if you can’t stretch it much. I don’t want to raise your hope up but Harin and I have been thinking of going back. We want to catch Dad when he gets home and Harin’s been amazingly homesick, it’s weird. -snorts-

[yongxmoved]

Well, we’ll see. And why is it weird? I mean.. I can’t necessarily blame her. I start missing home too if I'm gone for too long. It’s only natural. 

[yongxmoved]

jokeshin replied to your post “(/nudges) Hey hyung, how ya doing?”

Why is it frustrating? Games are supposed to be fuuuun. I haven't played any games in a whule, I should do that

But I want 100%. I don’t like having less. 

And what about tetris? That counts as a game, doesn’t it?

[yonghwa-san]

[fortheluvofkpop]

Yonghwa’s twitter update: 오랜만~~~~ Long time no see~~~~

[yongxmoved]

Yong: Hingki is the only one left Yong: He has no chance Chaerin: hongki Yong: Hongkoi\ Yong: Kongki Yong: Hinki Yong: HONGKI The struggle is real...

[missleexmoved]

[sms]…..

[sms] HAHAHHAHAHA [sms] You’re going to be a pain in my sister’s ass. But who knows, maybe she would be a bit nicer because of you? u-u

[yongxmoved]

[ txt ] Of course she’d be nicer.  [ txt ] She loves me.  [ txt ] I’m sure she’ll take care of us if I ask her nicely.

[missleexmoved]

[sms] I—- don’t know? [sms] it sounds like fun though- ouo

[yongxmoved]

[ txt ]  How about using Harin? o/

[yongxmoved]

(/nudges) Hey hyung, how ya doing?

Yoyo, Shin. -nudges back- Uhm.. Alright, I suppose. Getting frustrated over GTA5 right now, but other than that. Life’s life. The usual. 

[varke-blog]

One of the saddest things is seeing how you are slowly becoming distant with somebody you really liked. How the conversation isn’t going well anymore and you try to stay in touch, but you kinda just drift appart and you can’t really do anything but watch and wonder why things didn’t work out.

[yongxmoved]

I thought sheeps are round too. -blinks- aretheynot?

See? That’s exactly what I’m saying. They are round. I’m glad you agree. It’s because we’re awesome. 

[missleexmoved]

-sighs- Yes, that’s true. But as I said, you know you can just call me. Busy is not something that I could associate with what I do anymore. Unlike the past few months. I’m not being rushed and I am allowed to take my sweet time at the comfort of my house.

I know you’re teasing, but the words hit some sensitive spots still. But speaking of friends, do you think you could get a couple of days break and fly here? Everyone wants to meet you and while I’m still unknown, I think it’s still safe for us to be unguarded here and have some fun with friends. What do you say?

[yongxmoved]

I know that they hit sensitive spots. You know there’s often truth behind my teasing anyway. But yeah, I can try and see what I can do, alright? Maybe I can pull away somehow inbetween schedules, but I'm not entirely sure. So no promises, but I'll do my best. 

[chickkyyychickk]

I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light. But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with. I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around. I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war raging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you. I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you. I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing. I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.

LC (via sunmeeps)