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ed + jiiii.

SEND ME A SHIP AND I’LL TELL YOU ─@ykjidam - Anonymous | SELECTIVE

      where was their first date?: A coffee shop, just like they usually did before it was an official date. Ed is not very creative with places, but he thought she’d like it.

      what my muse would do to cheer your’s up: Ed would spend time with her, cook and even watch movies. 

      who wakes the other up with kisses ( and where ) ?: Probably Jidam, Ed is not that open to show affection that way. The kisses would be on his cheek, probably.

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[ykjidam]

i still need to know what i’m doing for jidam. i might put her in a directory, but that’ll take some time.

[notyourfriendzico]

Well that’s a question he didn’t expect. It took him a moment to think back to when he’d gone in to judge, what his real thoughts were… “Come to think of it, Jessi was my favorite before I went in, honestly. Just based on reputation. But then when I did go in and meet you all… Clearly you were the one who won me over. Otherwise I wouldn’t still be in contact with you like this.” He gives a lazy half smile, and nods at the mention of her unreleased content, thinking that it was good she had some stored away, it could come in handy. “Well you should take a look at your old stuff, maybe use a few bars from there in this one if you get stuck or feel like it needs more. Also? Don’t diss yourself. Not that it doesn’t happen, but if you’re writing a diss track about someone else, doing it to yourself in the same song is counterproductive, makes your audience forget who they’re rooting for. Focus on tearing the opposite down instead.” Sitting back he thinks more into it, before scoffing a laugh. “Yeah, yeah. Don’t get too used to it, I just figured I haven’t put anything out in a while and I do remember how well you worked int he studio the first time around. Congrats, you have Zi-ah-co on board your diss track.”

[ykjidam]

she looks at him with a blank stare, not shocked by any of his words. it made sense, jidam wasn’t as big as she was now. although, unpretty rapstar did help with her reputation. “mm, at least i did. right, right?” she chuckles, rubbing at the nape of her neck. “my old stuff.. man. that’s cringing. but since not a lot of people heard about it, i might. you’re right.” she snorts, pinching the bridge of her nose. “alright, alright. don’ worry, i won’t. but yeah, alright. i should take that initiative to diss those who looked down on me.. ‘specially since i’m back on unpretty rapstar. ay? more disses coming your way on this season from your favorite girl, yuk jidam.” she laughs, both thumbs pointed at her before patting his shoulder. “that’s an honor to hold such loyalty aboard on my ship. where to next, ay?”

[semerailtol-deactivated20170124]

NEW ENTRY: starter for @ykjidam from Yeonghui!

{ 청춘 }    “ C’mon, that’s so ridiculous, ” was asserted before a grin slowly formed on her lips. Yeonghui was rather amused with the suggestion she heard. Her and studying? Hah, it must be the most impossible thing one could conclude. However, it was the studious Jidam, and it seemed to be that serious studying and the female were a combination no one would ever break. And now, that she was being friends with the delinquent, it seemed like it was the time to influence the reckless female. “ Are you seriously trying to teach me these stuff? ” Yeonghui added before she gradually laughed out of amazement.

[ykjidam]

“ridiculous..” she repeats, looking at the girl who was sprawled out along her bed. with a flick of her wrist, she throws the pencil at her face. “come on. if we’re gonna work together, we have to be on the same page. if i study and you don’t, what would you do? actually, don’t answer that.” she knows that she could be up to something else. “yeah. and maybe if you let me in, then maybe you can actually learn from me. do you get what i mean? or not. i mean. just don’t listen to me if you’re just gonna be an asshole.”

[ykjidam]

-- dropping all threads. like this post if you would like to plot. --

[strctvre-deactivated20161003]

“maybe you’ll have some kind of production in there too, like last season? i remember cheetah and jessi on the show. the first episode too if i’m not mistaken. the first track! it’s jessi and heize. i really liked that first one.” she exclaims rather enthusiastically once they started moving to find that burger place. all the while, she was hearing out what the girl had to say about their popularity. true, they are under appreciated but that doesn’t mean they wouldn’t be recognized just the same. “if you know them, jay park and the others.” terra says but nonetheless, she quickly shook her head, they shouldn’t be talking about this when they’re both hungry. they need food to actually spark up more conversation. “alright, keep your eyes peeled. if you see one, you gotta drag me over cause i am blind sided at weird times.”

[ykjidam]

there’s a smile on her lips before laughing. “actually if you haven’t heard yet, i’m coming back on the next season. unpretty rapstar 3, support me?” she chuckles before nodding her head. “mhm, but i don’t remember if it was the first episode? maybe second, i forgot. i know what you’re talking about though. i thought jessi would like heize at first but she liked kitti b’s rap more. eh, heize ended up getting the track anyways.” jidam laughs, throwing her head back. “yeah, i do. aomg, the visual rappers. the ones that everyone knows but don’t know punchnello, sik-k, etcetera. you know what i mean?” she raises an eyebrow, looking around and then points at a burger joint nearby. “that one?”

[hyewi-deactivated20160802]

KKT : JIJI [ 06.59 오전 ] HELLO I SWITCHED TO KAKAO FOR YOU… [ 07.00 오전 ] i wasn’t thinking about international texting at the moment…

[ykjidam]

[kkt ; hye] i had such a heart attack.. [kkt ; hye] it’s okay- i’ll probably have to pay a little over but it’s fine.

[ykjidam]

[[fk i’m alive}

[ykjidam]

((as you can see I've been MIA on this MUSE but if you really don't want to lose touch, you can always catch my at my other MUSE. @hyejvng ))

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❛ i don’t know what i’m doing with my life, but i know i’m doing it wrong ❜ ❛ i am so cute and bitter ❜ ❛ my life is one part ‘wait’ and another part ‘what’ ❜ ❛ my #1 talent is saying stupid things to people and immediately regretting it ❜ ❛ i love sleeping to avoid problems ❜ ❛ i hate myself a lot but i get offended when other people do ❜ ❛ i’m hungrier than the neopet i neglected for nine years ❜ ❛ hit me up if you wanna date a piece of shit ❜ ❛ we need some new and more powerful swears ❜ ❛ i get progressively uglier throughout the day ❜ ❛ i’m so miserable, but i laugh at everything ❜ ❛ i need something that is more than coffee, but less than cocaine ❜ ❛ just because you’re trash doesn’t mean you can’t do great things. it’s called garbage can, not garbage cannot. ❜ ❛ 90 out of 10 people agree that math is fucking lame ❜ ❛ if you think i’m ugly now, you should have seen me in 2009 ❜ ❛ 2010 me would literally be terrified of 2016 me and i love it ❜ ❛ i have a rare skin condition called close the fucking blinds ❜ ❛ hey babe, i made you this mixtape for valentines day. i don’t know many love songs, so it’s just uptown funk 18 times in a row. ❜ ❛ there are people who know me in real life who think i’m straight and that’s really funny to me ❜ ❛ i was cursed with expensive taste and a low budget ❜ ❛ yo dude i trusted you wtf the fuck? what the fuck?? what the fuck what the ❜ ❛ open flannel shirts and lingerie are the hottest thing and nobody can convince me otherwise ❜ ❛ i’m the weird dad, wine mom, vodka aunt, and gay emo cousin all in one person ❜ ❛ that awful moment when you wake up ❜ ❛ damn haha i’m going to have to deal with that sooner or later ❜ ❛ are we gonna fucking hold hands tonight or what bitch ❜ ❛ people our age have children what the hell i am a children ❜ ❛ i don’t like your clothes. take them off. ❜ ❛ why am i only motivated to sort my life out at 4 am? ❜ ❛ after i die, i’ll probably still complain ❜ ❛ people are so petty and then here i am, me, an angel ❜ ❛ if i don’t insult you daily, it means i don’t like you ❜ ❛ do something with your life that would make a 1950s straight white man angry ❜ ❛ i need to get laid… to rest. put me in a coffin. let my soul ascend. ❜ ❛ i’m trying to be a better person, but some people are testing me ❜ ❛ i’m overstressed and underfucked ❜ ❛ i can’t wait to be a piece of shit with a bachelors degree ❜ ❛ my emo phase never went away, it just aged like fine wine ❜ ❛ my whole life consists of wondering whether or not to make the bitchy comment ❜ ❛ i don’t have time for people who don’t believe in aliens ❜ ❛ the lack of cuddling i am experiencing right now is upsetting ❜ ❛ why do good concert tickets happen to bad people ❜ ❛ i can’t play hard to get i’m already hard to want ❜ ❛ i’m still pissed off about growing up ❜ ❛ if you listen carefully, you can hear me whisper ‘shut the fuck up’ at least once every five minutes ❜ ❛ when i die i want my heart donated to NASA so they can finally see what a black hole looks like up close ❜ ❛ single and ready to take a 20 hour nap ❜ ❛ write ‘nothing is set in stone’ on my grave as both a witty joke and a subtle warning that i will be back ❜ ❛ how do people even put up with me like i can’t even put up with me ❜ ❛ the opening riff to mr. brightside could literally raise me from the dead ❜ ❛ stale cinnamon roll, been in this world too long, too cynical  ❜ ❛ sorry, i’m poor. i can’t afford to pay attention ❜ ❛ aziz ansari’s voice in the back of my head faintly telling me to treat myself is going to be my downfall ❜ ❛ is it too late to wrap myself up like a baby and drop myself off on a billionaire’s doorstep? ❜ ❛ my neutral expression makes me look like i’m always in a bad mood which is convenient because it’s usually true ❜ ❛ i never run voluntarily so if you ever see me running you should start running too because something is coming ❜

[lighthousehan-blog]

     “I’ll be fine. It would be worse if we were stuck in the 19th century and I didn’t have a GPS in my phone in case I get lost,” he said with a playful gleam in his eyes. Despite living in the countryside, he had gone to school and worked in the city all his life. He considered himself safe there. 

     “Really? I haven’t seen the movie either, but I’m the type to like books better almost every time. Maybe it’s about the depth of the storytelling or my tendency to fall asleep if the movie fails to thrill me to the bone.” He had a small mountain of books waiting to be read, but it didn’t mean he shouldn’t get more just in case he would finish half of them during some sleepless night. 

     “That’s good, then. I wouldn’t want to be holding you back,” he said. “I’m not in a rush either, and I’m glad I ran after you. Not helping people when I can gives me regrets for weeks.”

[ykjidam]

“that’s true. but not really, because maps exist. oh, and people still exist. so, you probably could have found your way back through asking people, or looking at maps.” she shrugs her shoulders, she was just being realistic if he were to talk about the nineteenth century. 

“ah yeah. the book is obviously better, but it makes sense. you can’t fit that amount of content in just a mere one or two hours, impossible if you ask me.” she chuckles, nodding her head. “it’s alright. everyone has their own source of entertainment.. you know?” she needed a new book to pick up, he had reminded her.

“don’t worry, like i said. you’re not, mm.” the person that was waiting for her was probably going to be busy for a while, that’s what he had told her. “ah. i see, so you’re like me..” she drifts off, not even knowing if she had introduced herself. should she? or would they part their ways after the talk and never see each other again?

[krystrvn-archive]

her head was pounding and she groaned into the pillow, which had muffled it. weekends were her night outs, sometimes. ❝ to answer your question, i did drink too much and i regret it. my head hurts. ❞ she whines, holding her head in her hands. ❝ would you really? ugh, i love you so much, jidam ❞ she always thought she’d never have anyone by her side to take care of her when she have hangovers, but now there were. she dropped her head onto the soft cushion, immediately regretting it and groaned again. ❝ fuuuck. ❞

[ykjidam]

"that’s your fault. at least i found you on the damn street, wasted near my house. it was just a coincidence. what if you ended up somewhere else, eh?” she was just teasing her, but it was true. she was worried if the latter would have gone somewhere else, jidam wouldn’t be able to take care of her. “oh wow. you cuss at me and then you say you love me. you sure are capricious.” she chuckles, shaking her head before pulling the blanket up to the girl’s shoulders. “don’t worry. i’ll be back in a few, you can go back to sleep. i need to get ingredients for your soup, ad some ingredients for my own food.”

[creepiv]

                He handed the bag with clothes to her, shaking head with pursed lips. It was not his fault, of course, but sometimes these things made him wonder if it was indirectly his fault. The bad luck that followed him always had a hand in all of the people he was close with, and things like that started happening. 

                                                          “It’s fine, since you’re already sick, it’s better to go to my                                                            house. I don’t know if you’ll feel comfortable with it, but                                                            you can take a hot shower and I can prepare something                                                            hot for you to drink. I promise I am not poisoning anything.”

[ykjidam]

a sigh escapes her lips, feeling like she was being a burden to him. “sorry.” he apologizes for the nth time, feeling like she was on the verge of crying once more. she needed to pick herself back up, it was hard when you feel like you’ve fallen out of a 20 feet tall skyscraper, breaking your bones in the process. of course it wasn’t true, but it just felt like it.

“...i’ll be okay. i’ll take a shower, it’s not awkward. i’m used to it.” a small smile is throw at him before she looks down again. “don’t worry, i knew you wouldn’t poison me.” it would be best if he did, though. at least she wouldn’t have trouble breathing like she was at that moment.

[yibora-blog]

          THE DIRTY-BLONDE RAPPER SCANS  the subject of so much scorn one last time with sharp, unappreciative oculi, before jidam garners the best of his attention with her words. he nods his agreement, upper lip still slightly curled upward with anger, and disgust, before his nostrils flare and he breaks into a bout of laughter at her words. such a shift in mood is rare for a grudge-holder like yibo, so strong and set in negative emotions when they come on that it’s near impossible to break past the lack of amusement when it is established——but the woman of nearly the same age has managed to find his occasional weakspot—————childish humor.            a hand comes to cover his mouth as he notices his burst of giggles has brought about some attention, the joyful and amused eyes of those around them crinkle at the contagious sound of mirthful banter. though it’s still a regard to which yibo would rather not be subjected, evident by how his eyes are suddenly intensely focused on the glass in his hands, then willed to meet the other rapper’s, voice coming low, just fit for the two of them. ❛ piss is water, mostly. it’s just full of other gross stuff. she doesn’t deserve water, ❜ he says slyly, hazels suddenly flickering to the subject of that claim with plush pink curved to a smile. she must know she’s being talked about. ❛ she’d probably taint it if it was poured on her— ❜ the finger to his lips halt his speech, and the musician rolls his eyes, smile still present along with the mischievous glimmer of his eyes, now returned to the other partaking in their conversation. ❛ they’re not missin’ out on much, are they? ❜

[ykjidam]

the young girl scratches the side of her head, shaking it as the person they loathed had passed by with a smile. “all of a sudden it’s like, my stomach wants to flip out and i lost my appetite just by feeling her presence. her mere existence makes me want to puke.” jidam places her head between the palms of her hands, raising her knees up to her chest to rest her body onto it. it was dumb, in her opinion. how they had to get bashed on something they needed to work on. she had to admit, no body was perfect, but practice makes them even better than before.

her lip quivers as she looks up, but then a smile is painted across her lips when he laughs. covering her face, she peeks through the spaces in between her fingers as he continues to laugh. “yeah just.. water is just too pure for her. like you said, she’d probably taint it. mm hey, do you think she’ll melt if we spewed some holy water at her? or just water in general, she could be a witch, or something.” shrugging her shoulders, she rolls over and gets on her feet, extending her arm to help him out. “let’s just stop and not stoop down to her level. we’re not as pathetic as her. you’re right though, they’re not missing out. plus, she’s not very appealing to the eye. i feel like if they spied a street light or something, it would look more aesthetic than the devil that’s a few feet away from us.” she huffs, rolling her eyes. “let’s just finish this choreography. show her what skills she lacks, and kill her with.. kindness? i think that’s the right words. hopefully it is.”

[wendsi]

A lone eyebrow tugged upwards at the idea of watching every single episode of Jidam’s reality show, laughter promptly following suit. Of course, Wendy was tight on spare time to kill yet there was no denying that she’d soon offer a promise that would fulfill the younger’s desires. “Watch them all?” she repeated, a hazy chuckle misting over her tone, “I mean… I suppose I could do that… and I’ll see that you’re not as bad of a dancer as you believe!” Nudging the female ever so softly, a light smirk was paraded on lips, eyes glinting with mischief. The idol was one to believe in and encourage another so there was no way she’d accept that Jidam was a bad dancer no matter if it were factual or not.

“Oh? You haven’t done many song recordings after ‘Return’?” lacking curiosity, she was more confused as to why the rapper had not recorded any songs after the drama OST. Wendy admired the talent and flow of Jidam’s voice, believing she would be in high demand. Yet, of course, it was true that the particular industry they worked in overlooked the talent of female’s more than too often. “Ah, that’s annoying. I wish one day we could work together again… Maybe you could rap for Red Velvet. That’d be cool!” nodding a smile was elicited, enthusiasm popping in dark lenses. “You’re so right, though. The slang kids use is crazy! Thinking of it… how was swag even created…?”

[ykjidam]

“watch them all.. yes. you have to. i won’t even give you a hint on which episode is the one where i dance. it just ruins the element of surprise..” she mentions, mumbling under her breath. “don’t worry. each episode is around five minutes, i don’t think one ever exceeds fifteen. you can watch it whe you have time, because i know you have a lot of schedules. i just have to take that in consideration since i don’t have much, you know?” jidam still would’t admit that she was a good dancer, nor would she ever. “it’s nice of you to think that i’m a good dancer though, thank you.”

jidam shakes her head in reply. “besides the collaboration with hyuna with ‘ice ice.’ i’ve been in and out of the recording studio for just personal reasons. i mean, it’s kind of like a surprise. i know kisum is releasing a lot of her songs, and i’m happy that she’s doing so, but i think if i release too much, people will get tired.” jidam laughs, shaking her head. “me? rap for red velvet? there was already a controversy when your fifth member, yeri, came in. i wouldn’t want to invade sm’s girl groups. and plus, i think i’m just fit to be a solo-rapper, if you ask me. i start from the bottom, i’ll work my way to the top.” jidam shrugs her shoulders. “don’t know, i don’t really care though. it just, it’s just weird.”

[ykjidam]

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“hyeon, can i borrow your clothes?” “why?” “because they’re cool.”

[ykjidam]

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“jidam, can you do that again?” a sigh slips out of the other’s lips. “dance to your song again? no way. i suck.”