no victim mentality here

just appreciate or flip the perspective. for your own good dejando el miedo al cringe. siendo orgullosa de ser la max matada que tries too hard

[islas-autumn]

I will succeed. Not instantly. But definitely.

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

How can i dream big?

I know I have the potential. I know i have the morals,the empathy, the love, the intention. I have wanted for a long time to have a shot at being just like everyone else. I have wanted to feel safe, to feel powerful and capable of everything. I sometimes delude myself into thinking that way. I channel strength and faith, and it all is great until I get reminded that it all can crumble in a second.

bc I'm not like everyone else. I'm a foreign that wasn't invited. I'm a girl that wanted a better life and just crossed the border. I'm an undocumented woman who loves but right now just listens at all the noise of mass deportations.

Supposedly, rn despite all, I'm working on becoming my best version. I'm going to the gym, doing my internship, attending meetings for a non-profit that provides scholarships, and being with my family.

However, it doesn't feel like I'm doing enough. I squirm in my bed at night and I cry in frustration because my brain can't think better about what to do right now. The world is going to shit and I just DONT KNOW HOW TO DREAM BIGGER!?? How can I incentivize the world to come together and solve everything that is happening? How can I protect my family? How can I be my best and keep growing?

Yeah, if anyone knows please let me know. I really don't know what to do. I'm just putting this feelings out there bc I want to find you guys who feel the same or that know what to do.

Please help me protect inmmigrant families and advocate for undocumented people.

I want my family to have resources, to be happy, and to live their lives with purpose. I know that there is so many families like mine out there. Families that are just trying their best with what they got. Families that deserve to be together and have the security of not being deported at any moment. Families that make USA a better place by bringing diversity, culture, and happiness. Don't make them suffer for pursuing their basic liberties. We are just trying to make a living.

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Biggest lie ever told is that you have no control. You have so much power within you.

Don't downplay yourself like that. Don't take your power away from you. Control over yourself and your actions despite it all is what can keep you afloat through confusion. Stay strong in control of you.

Do good by your promises. Abide by your word. And trust

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

How can we be better?

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

I gotta be better

I want to be better

I want to be. Problem is idk who. Noise is noising and everyone in social media is advertising a shallow ideal that can only be solved by shopping. Filling the Amazon cart to the brim and replicating a look without furthering art. Without furthering life. There is too much going on but we are drowned in distraction.

I used to love confrontation but now there's no rebuttals. All there is left is an endless script of worn out "hot takes" that arent hot at all bc they are obsolete and fake now.

I doubt my own thoughts now. I try not to follow trends but the seeds have been planted. My brain follows a train of thought driven by empty zombies that perpetuate overcompsumption.

I want to get off this cart. I want to be happy with what I have but the herd is closing the doors and just pushing the idea that what I have is not the best that it is not perfect or enough. And that i gotta keep running to that quintessential utopia that can be bought in a recommended website.

How can I stop this when I know that the options is to keep chasing perfection or get left behind?

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Currently reading 100 years of solitude...

I started around 2012 but had to put it down bc it was disturbing to read all the pedophilia and harsh descriptions of female characters.

I have started again just to see what's up. Are there any positive things I should be looking forward to?

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Reading #the_audacity_of_hope bc I want to have the audacity TO hope

My manifestation board from last year became true in some ways so I just hope and pray I can dream BIGGER AND BETTER this time for my own sake and the one of all my loved ones.

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

It's only weird if you think it's weird

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

It's so cool to have a Tumblr account bc it's just thoughts

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Yay hay

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

True that

Saved by this

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Me encanta quien soy. Me amo. Pero entonces pq mi insta esta lleno de fotos reflejando cosas y no reflejándome a mi?

Por qué todas las fotos son de ocasiones grandes o lugares importantes? Apoco no me siento suficiente con lo que soy?

Apoco de verdad no me amo?

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

"If you don't sacrifice for what you want, what you want becomes the sacrifice".

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

"El que no quiere a su patria, no quiere a su madre"

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

"There isn't shame in being weak. Shame is staying weak."

-♣️

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Bacckkkkk at it. Love it for me

Day 1 in Accutane, I know it's going to get good

[yoothegramhasnosubstance]

Saque un 100 en el proyecto de Macroeconomia intermedia!!!!

Genteee, ese proyecto estaba bien complicado y wow el más inteligente del salón me incluyo en su equipo bien rápido y lo hicimos (hizo) luego luego.

fiuuuuu de la que me libre. No entendía ni picó. El bato inteligente iba a mil por hora en el sentido que casi automáticamente sabía la respuesta y sabía el proceso de que pex y pues yo namas escribí observaciones y trate de vd que si pero nombree me quito un peso de encima este man.

Además es requete chido. Su licenciatura es Matemáticas y es callado pero pues como sabe de matemáticas se las sabe de todas todas en la clase y una vez que le hablas no es culerillo, ni creído, ni nada. Que buen bro 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

Me ha salvado la vida, la vd que si.

En mi primer parcial saque 76 y en el examen otro un 53 na'mbre estaba que me moría, que dejaba la carrera y ya no volvía pero pues me puse a estudiar con el pa ver como le funcionaba el coco y weee si jalo el rollo.

Como a el le gustan las matemáticas economía se le hace bien facilito y pues el dice que hace el mínimo porque eso es lo quiere el profe y osea no mamen siiii eso era lo que se ocupaba. Yo toda mensa trastornada por las lecturas, el libro y las tecnicalidades cuando en esta clase namas tienes que saber que pedo y entender el pedo y yaaaaa.

Weeiiiii amoooo

Ojalá me vaya bien en los finales 🙏🙏🙏