In which Regulus feels a pressing, festering gaze, and Lily is the unceasing, boundless cause - but both are too all-denying, too disbelieving - to ever meet the other’s eyes with a message to unspokenly speak “You: it is You.”

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In which Regulus feels a pressing, festering gaze, and Lily is the unceasing, boundless cause - but both are too all-denying, too disbelieving - to ever meet the other’s eyes with a message to unspokenly speak “You: it is You.”
And, so, there it was; so ugly that it made shivers shoot up her spine in nothing more than repulsion.
She could’ve gagged, his words running around her head and mingling with the rain cluttering outside. Don’t hate me for it.
And it wasn’t such that she hated him, of course — it was it, it, it, it!
Frozen and sickness and poison and denial. Red and black and grey glazed her sight and she racked a dry sob as he stood pathetically looking down at her.
So, here it was and here it went. She should’ve known. He’d shrugged her away when she’d touched his arm and he was vaguely distant and she didn’t miss the way he sat with the Slytherins.
She knew what it all meant, of course. She knew the duties and rules and prejudice.
Maybe it had all been a lie.
Lily rocked on her toes and closed her eyes, trying not to feel his presence right beside her. She wanted to tell him to leave — leave forever — but words seemed to have got lost on the way to her tongue and instead they stood silent in the rain and the sadness.
She could not reach his eyes, that sparkled like ice in the summer and created an illusion like coal in winter. Right now they were sort of empty, and she didn’t even want to think that — but the connection was unmistakable. They looked down at her red head and were empty with naivety.
They stood there as she shook her head over and over and muttered words that were inaudible.
And then, “Lily.”
And, “don’t.”
And, “I get it if you hate me.”
And, “but, but that’s the problem, isn’t it? I d-don’t.”
And, “you should.”
And, “m-maybe, I’ll learn to.”
And then the proper tears came. And just like Lily liked to think along with many things, she also liked to think that she didn’t cry often.
She did quietly into her pillow a couple months back when Nanny died, and when she wasn’t as tall as present.
But these were dry and hurting gasps for air that pulsated through her particles and clutched at her lungs.
And Regulus Arcturus Black was causing it, and she hated it.
Whether it was a matter of hating him, she wasn’t so sure, but it was certain that the black writhing mess on his wrist that moved like a snake, she hated.
She heaved and choked and as his hands shot forwards to touch her, she jerked away like he was toxic and she would die with one touch of his.
And then it was a fuzzy chaotic mess as she shouted unprocessed words at him about trust and, and love, and he crumbled and tugged his sleeve down and watched her as she took the first step to hating him.
And, “I’m sorry.”
But not, “it’s okay.”
Just a whirl of angry red as she leaves.
- Sevens
slytherin!isak and ravenclaw!even
“cunning, determined, wise, creative”
slytherin!isak and ravenclaw!even
“cunning, determined, wise, creative”
curiosity bleeds wonder, wonder bleeds infatuation, infatuation bleeds the inevitable.
slytherin!isak and ravenclaw!even
“cunning, determined, wise, creative”
i'm thinking of changing my username to either whataskam or evakiness if they're not taken but i need help deciding
put every one of your ships in a made-to-be-aesthetic-to-the-max remote boarding school!au, with the whole dorm thing, sneaking out thing, catching eyes at choir thing, blazer thing, tie thing, fields at twilight thing, caught by headteacher thing, angry rant @ said lover in class thing, indirects in class through poems thing, old buildings thing and it automatically becomes a lot more wonderful and appealing (m8s the tags make up half this post tbh give them a read)
imagine if isak and even were at hogwarts/another wizarding school in another au omg someone draw this or write this pls
imagine an au in which isak is even’s pizza delivery boy and even finds out his name and keeps ordering pizza and making sure it’s isak and finally because even is his last shift, even invites isak inside and slowly, they fall in love
did i tell you guys why yesterday was such a good day? well: - had a conversation with herman through dm (yes, i died) - the isak and even scene also killed me - slayed my french oral exam
moodboard, 2/? isak, skam
moodboard, 1/? sana, skam
remember that time when i made a video edit the same dAY i discovered these two? also i’ll be making another one which is due probably around christmastime when there’s more content i can use (eeeee thinking about the things to come makes me scream inside) aaaand my channel is “godfrey-” and it looks awful right now but hopefully it’ll have some wow factor added in the near future
i just surprised myself a great deal by realising how many of you guys i have? thank you for following me? i’m just ur local trash? but? thank you?
i remember when this literally jUSt came out and there was next to no fandom and i was going crazy all by myself over the fact that they almost! kissed