This is for my one and only Miss Charlamay

My name is Kaitlin and I met somebody very wonderful over Tumblr. Her name is Charlotte and we got to know each other, and even though I live in Texas and she is in California, she asked me out on February 26th of this year. This blog is so I can let out some feelings about her that she can't quite know about just yet. :) Only good things, though.

[lucky-lust-blog]

[exceptionals]

when ur clothes are slightly different shades of black and dont match

[astroprojection]

if you’ve ever struggled to find makeup blogs by ppl who are close to what you actually look like, a very cool person on reddit has compiled a spreadsheet of more than a hundred makeup blogs, arranged by skintone. The spread also includes other useful information such as hair color, eye type (hooded, monolid, etc.), and skin type (dry, oily, acne prone, etc) to hopefully help you find bloggers similar to you so that you can find swatches, recommendations, and/or makeup looks tailored to your needs! :D

(btw, the spreadsheet uses mac shades and other foundation matches but if you don’t have any of these foundation brands, just go to findation and put down whatever brand + shade matches you to find the corresponding shades in mac or other brands)

[highfiveshiningstrike]

REPRESENTATION MATTERS [X]

[hedaswarrior]

[moonblossom]

I;m crying

[stonerthings]

when stoners are bonding

[triplesixmafia]

[sj0]

you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog

[hersheyhipster]

Couldn’t risk it.

[justjengie]

didn’t realize they change colors. now I know o gotta wish.

[pinayputa]

THIS SHIT IS REAL I GOT THE JOB I WAS NUTS ABOUT BC I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY maybe it’s a coinkidink but it okay just take the necessary steps to achieve what you’re wishing for and YOU CAN DO IT

[yourbabytiger]

Sometimes..

I take talking to you for granted...

I miss you Charlotte, I can't stand being away from you like this...

[yourbabytiger]

I realize I'm leaving soon and I can't help but just be so depressed. I haven't told you how sad I've actually been because I don't want to ruin our time together.. How can I leave you for a couple of months? It's going to be so hard. Kaitlin, I love you with every fiber of my being. I long for the nights where there are no goodbyes, just good nights. I catch us talking about our future and kids names and I can't help but be struck with excitement planning those things with you. You've got me talking about kids! Do you know how special that is? I've never talked about kids with any other partner of mine. Never ever thought about it. It's going to kill me every moment we spend apart. But I need you to stay strong for me. And I promise to return the deed. We need to work hard and persevere through the cold nights and the lonely mornings. We have to remember what we're working for and it's to live together. To be in our home. To live by our rules and only our rules. I will be working hard to have you in my life forever and always. I love you so much. I don't really know why I want to write this here but I just couldn't sleep and it's actually helping. I love you, Kaitlin Danielle Peavey. With all of my heart. Every last inch. <3

[yourbabytiger]

Charlotte,

I'm sorry, for all the trouble i've caused. I love you, and i do want to spend my life with  you. my whole life. 

 you and me, forever..

(i'm sorry i'm not good at writing stuff..)

[yourbabytiger]

Kaitlin, I don't know when you're going to read this, but it's something I wanted to let you know. I know you don't read this blog a lot, but I just.. I need to say it somewhere. I've been having a lot of dreams lately. Dreams of us. And in those dreams, we're getting married. I propose to you and everything in our lives get so much easier. Our problems melt away, and we get to spend our forever with each other. We learn things about each other that we never knew before. The little cute things we learn living together. We have a family and a life. We have nothing but happiness. I dream like this often. It's not been able to get out of my mind. I think about proposing to you and seeing your eyes swell up in joy. Tears streaming down your face thinking about what has just happened. The word yes just barely escaping your lips, then you shouting it again just to make sure I heard you. Me standing up just to hold you and cry with you. I think about it during my free time. The times I'm not talking to you, and the times I am. I hope to find a job soon just for the reason to buy you a ring. So our future can begin. I love you so much. And the day we're married will be the happiest day of my life.

[yourbabytiger]

Baby...

The last thing I want is for you to leave. But the last thing I want for YOU is to stay.

[yourbabytiger]

My whittle Panda Bear,

In every relationship, one tells the other that they are the most beautiful person she's ever seen. I've been told that, but also left for somebody else. Babe, so when you tell me that, it's just, hard to comprehend it and believe you! But.. In recent times, you've repeated it and repeated it /!; you know what? I'm actually beginning to believe it. The way you tell me and explain to me how beautiful I actually am, it's just. it's amazing to me. I honest never thought I was beautiful, and I sort of still don't. But... Everything you tell me makes me want to cry, I just.. I'd never thought I'd be this beautiful to somebody... Thank you Charlotte... And it only gets better everyday.. I love you so much, babe.. So much.<3 Love, Your Baby Tiger

[yourbabytiger]

Hard times

You need somebody closer... You need somebody who can physically be there for you, not just emotionally... I feel like you need way more than just me... Can I be enough for you in the long run? :'/

[numijune-blog]

[yourbabytiger]

Charlotte please. I am.

[yourbabytiger]

Don't leave me, Charbear, don't...

[yourbabytiger]

You're a canary, I'm a coal mine.

Charlotte, 

Every other week you become this dark person. You shut out the world, you shut out your friends and family, and you shut out me. You crawl up in a ball by yourself and cry. You worry about a lot of things, mostly things that shouldn't have to be worried about in the first place. You think about your past, I know it. How everything was hard, and you turned into this person you never wanted to be, and also how your first love broke your heart a thousand times. But babe, you have to understand that it is in the past. Your past can't hurt you, because it's already done and over with. You're not a bad kid anymore, and the bad girlfriend that you had is gone. She hurt you, but you don't care for her like you used to, and you have new priorities now. I mean, I hope you don't care about her like you used to... Last night we talked about me coming over there and showing me off to her.. It sounded fun at first, but now that I think about it, why does it even matter? She hurt you and left you broken. I think it may be time just to leave her alone and start to make yourself happy. I still don't completely understand why you still talk to her. But that's besides the point, you can do whatever you'd like, babe. 

I saw your rant blog, I'm sorry. I couldn't help it. 

Charlotte, I want to stay with you forever, but if you don't trust me about wanting to be with you, you're going to automatically stop trying to be with me, and we'll lose each other. 

I don't want to lose you. Ever. You were with your ex for around a year right? Well, you've been with me and I've  been with you for about six months now, and I'm still in love with you. I still want to be with you. I want to marry you, Charbear. I wasn't kidding when I say forever, or 5ever, or floorever. I REALLY do want you in my life as long as I live. 

Just because I'm going through something in my life that's different and hard, doesn't mean my feelings for you change. My feelings about you will never change. 

I love you, for now, and for always. I promise. 

<3 Your Baby Tiger