yas' diary

[dima-lfc]

the urge to create a second or side blog where i can yap freely

[yourgirlyas]

i did it 🤭

[yourgirlyas]

anyway in other news my talking stage is getting a little too serious

[yourgirlyas]

idk if i'm just toxic or traumatised from previous experiences but i'm sabotaging again and i feel so bad because he's genuinely doing everything right so far

[yourgirlyas]

this one didn't give up and fought against my self sabotaging now we're official 🤭

[yourgirlyas]

for someone who preaches about communication being key a lot i'm a terrible communicator

[yourgirlyas]

3 different guys have tried to make a comeback in the span of 2 weeks but none of them are #him

[yourgirlyas]

Hello how was new years?!

hii new year's eve was amazing i had such a good time, but january 1st not so much 🥲 how was new years for you?

[yourgirlyas]

got a bday reminder of my first love (and first heartbreak) and turns out it still affects me

[yourgirlyas]

today i had a client at work with the same last name 🧍‍♀️

i'm trying so hard to not take this as a sign

[yourgirlyas]

dreamt about him last night and woke up feeling so empty

idk what black magic he used on me but it needs to stop

[yourgirlyas]

lmaooo my man that isn't my man bought me a jersey of his nt and asked me if i was gonna support his nation this afcon

he has no idea he's about to see a version of me he has never seen before 🫢 (patriotic yas)

[yourgirlyas]

GUYSSSSS

[yourgirlyas]

i have new year's eve plans with TK's brother what even is my life

[yourgirlyas]

https://www.tumblr.com/yourgirlyas/801751722916823040/hey-babe-i-missed-you-how-was-paris

What did the man do?

we argued the entire time i was in paris 🥲 just straight up ruined my mood like you should not be stressing me out if we're not even actually together

[yourgirlyas]

Hey babe I missed you how was paris?

paris was amazing but a man (my man that isn't my man yet) had to ruin it 🙄

also it wasn't the best timing lmao i had the busiest weekend of my life, after the concert on friday i couldn't even rest for a few hours i had to drive home straight away (mind you it's a 3 hr drive from paris to my place) because i had to drive my parents to the airport at 7am 😭 i didn't sleep at all and then i had a bunch of things to do during the day, i had a deadline for work and in the evening i had a baby shower i was sooo delirious

but overall it was fun and i don't regret it!!

[sugarhoneyicedtea111]

thank you to the four mutuals who like all my shit ily

[yourgirlyas]

i had sooo much fun but i've also never been this exhausted omg

also L2B was insane i'm so glad i didn't end up reselling my tickets i would've been PISSED if i missed out on that

and the amount of guests they brought ??? i saw maybe 80% of my playlist in one night 😭 des fois faut juste applaudir

[yourgirlyas]

How was Paris are the men still fine?

i haven't gone yet i'm going the final week of november !!

i will let you know 😌

[yourgirlyas]

update: yes they are 🫦

[yourgirlyas]

Okay but does TK brother know you're gonna be in Paris 🌚

he does know but he told me it's gonna be tricky to meet up then he didn't tell me why but i'm assuming he's gonna be with TK because the tour starts again the day i go to paris 🥲

it's gonna be easier when he comes to my town he said mid december 👀

[yourgirlyas]

got my period just in time before my trip to paris next week

and my tonsillitis is finally gone just in time as well

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Trapped in the talkative cycle