Chasm of Confusion

CW: 130 Gw1: 115 GW2: 110 UGW: 104 Height: 5'3 Call me Roman They/Them pronouns, or He/Him

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

About me

(Redoing this because my old one was bulky, this is just basic info on me)

Backup account: @yourlowcalnonbinaryana

Roman | 18 | He/Him

Ace + pan (I think)

I’m autistic, I have alters. I’m only diagnosed with autism currently, I cannot get tested for any other possible things like DID/OSDD-1b, anorexia, etc right now.

This is mostly a vent blog, I’m not pro anything - I just use tags. Ask box is open, send whatever you’d like, I’m an open book to most things.

DNI: (NO)MAPs/supporters of it, homophobic, racist, antisemetic, all the usual stuff. Also don’t follow if you’re not an ED blog.

[thankfull-for-the-bridges]

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Guess who’s back :p

Little fun fact, while I was gone, I got diagnosed with bpd and everything makes a little more sense now 🫠

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

realised i keep disappearing for ages lol

i feel like i eat less when i’m not focussed on this blog for some reason? whenever i meticulously count calories and think about this blog, i binge more?

to anyone who does worry when i disappear, i’m probably alright lol

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Food Log - 2/6/23

Breakfast:

Dairylea triangle - 33 cals

Lunch:

Can of tomato soup - 204 cals

Monster Mixxd - 197 cals

Dinner:

Monster ultra - 11 cals

Total cals: 445 cals

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Literally cannot eat right because of this new tongue piercing and I don’t know if I’m happy about it or sad about it lmao

[goldpixy-deactivated20230510]

please stop asking me how i'm doing, idk i'm ignoring it

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Does anyone know how to calculate calories in alcohol? I’ve been trying since I sobered up but I just? Can’t figure? It out? I know I drank a lot but I like to know exactly how many calories I ingested

[yourstinkyfriend6]

i need to lose more weight or else i’ll DYFUHDSSFFHGUYDSFFJGUDTARARTSRTIIYGKCHGSFATSDYFUFHDDG myself

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Food Log - 25/5/23

Breakfast:

Skipped!

Lunch:

2 wraps - ~400 cals

Monster ultra - 11 cals

Dinner:

2 wraps - ~400 cals

Monster ultra - 11 cals

Exercise: Bed bound from pain, was a 8/10 today so I couldn’t do anything (love chronic pain)

Total cals: ~822 cals

I don’t have much variety in what I eat in a day, no surprise there

[winterwrist]

fatsp0 makes me so uncomfortable... like that's a real person. with real feelings. and a real life. just because ur miserable in ur body doesn't mean they are or should be. it's their body. not yours to shame or have hateful opinions on.

[b0nest4bb]

when the safe food isn’t safe food-ing

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Food Log - 24/5/23

You’re about to witness my borderline addiction to caffeine.

Breakfast:

Monster ultra - 11 cals

Lunch:

Pineapple chunks - 122 cals

Monster ultra Rosa - 10 cals

Dinner:

Potato salad and cheese - ~250 cals

Monster ultra - 11 cals

Exercise: Not much, walked around college/town with a friend so got some steps in

Total cals: 404 cals

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

went to a bar with a friend and they kept buying me alcohol so. dying. spiced rum with normal coke then like 8 different sour shots. and the bartender gave us both a free shot of this liquorice tasting stuff because someone left before it was made? this was the first time i ever went to a bar so they basically said they’d buy me drinks and i assumed i’d have my normal but they just. kept getting stuff. we were only there for like 2 hours? if that? :)

good thing was there was some hot guy singing korn songs on stage. he left for a second then came out with bagpipes? i have. no idea. what that was. but he was so cool??

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

RELAPSING ✌🏻 AM BACK

[yourlocalnonbinaryana]

Food Log - 9/1/2023

I’m starting these again because I realised they keep me from overeating a lot of the time :]

Numbers below, obviously :p

Breakfast: Porridge (with water) - 183 Banana - 90 Monster (Ultra Rosa) - 13

Lunch: Skipped!

Dinner: Packet of pasta (cheese and brocoli) - 232 2 sausages - 264 (Not actually sure on this because I can’t remember the brand I used so I’m using the average I found)

Total: 782

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