Random Lover

Lena/28/Indonesian/undiagnosed autistic, but identify myself like one. I like anime, musics, quotes, good books. Multifandom, but mostly Blue Exorcist with character headcanons for fanfic. Main things you're going to see here too: Sailor Moon, DC, Marvel, the Ancient Magus Bride, quotes, philosophy, Harry Potter, my favorite singers, Naruto, Boruto, Inuyasha, Avatar the Last Airbender, Star Wars, Star Trek, Scooby-Doo, mental health awareness (also my mental healing journey), some references for my fanfic which most dominant is witchcraft, and any other stuffs that's interesting to me. A literal geek! Also a proud gamer of Counter Strike, Plants VS Zombies, and the Arcana. A Christian but also interested in learning about different religions as well. Currently working on Blue Exorcist fanfic centered on what-ifs Lucifer, Lucifer's Missing Puzzle Piece and a darker version based on my rp with a friend called Maelstrom of Emotions. I will occasionally posted my photos. I also have Twitter : @lenacoutrier and Instagram : @lenacoutrier. Just to let you guys and my followers know, I tend to be dominant sometimes in talking, so let me know if I'm being annoying! Occasionally clearing out unnecessary posts and reblog, so don't be too surprised to see some of them disappeared here. Trying to make this blog better. Might going to be abandoned soon (hopefully not). In other words, not going to be updating too often

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Things (and people) I don't like:

1. Tag games: because of the long post and the feeling of fear of people I'm tagging is not going to respond, not to mention the jealousy! Sorry guys, I'm not accepting any taggings and I don't want to tag anyone anymore! I don't want to hurt people's feelings. I'm not trying to be rude but I'm being honest because I have many triggers and this is one of them. So please, be more considerate.

2. Liars and backstabbers. Fuck off, assholes!

3. Porn bots, NSFW blogs and pedophiles, I will block,report and knock you out of my blog!

4. Please guys, anyone of you who dare using empty accounts to follow people randomly is not taken kindly here. You give me creeps!

Reasons I might not always be online (including making reviews for Blue Exorcist latest chapters):

1. I'm taking regular breaks to keep my mental health stable.

2. Sometimes I'm feeling too sick to make any updates so I might going to be slow or poof for a few days. A month at most. If I disappear longer than that, consider I'm abandoning Tumblr... or no longer around

3. Just not in the mood to deal with people's bullshit, so I have to apologize to my mutuals, but notifications in all my social media is off unless for work reasons!

4. Eventually I will leave social media. Being online for too long is exhausting. For the current update, Discord is the first social media I deleted from my phone as of April 2025, Facebook is the second as of October and this blog will be abandoned too eventually

[homunculus-argument]

Besides the obvious like having financial security, being able to support your community and take care of friends and family, the whole "money doesn't bring happiness" bullshit is still bullshit because even if we only look at it from "buying frivolous trinkets" point of view, there's so many fun things I'd get myself commissioned just for shits and giggles.

For one, I'd get my dental layout scanned and then use the 3d model of my teeth to commission a giant pair of pincers where the cutters are replaced with a life-sized metal recreation of my teeth. I would use these to press bite marks on all sorts of things that a human being physically could not bite into, and emotionally would not want to.

For no other reason than to fuck with people. Just so they can see a very obviously human bite mark on something and wonder how the fuck did someone bite a goddamn brick wall, and why would anybody do that.

[andrewrnease]

I do feel like 'money can't buy happiness' has a good point somewhere, but it's such a hamfisted way of making it that it's just total crap. Like... okay: if you have a fundamentally joyless outlook on life and can't meaningfully connect to the people and world around you money won't fix it, and rich people can still be unhappy, but that isn't what the damn saying said.

Also, I remember there was a Monk episode where they did that tooth thing with a dog and that was the murder weapon.

[homunculus-argument]

"Money can't buy happiness" is false. The truth that it all boils down to is a completely different one:

No amount of money will save you from being a loser.

[rainbow-demoness]

Once upon a time, researchers established that €70'000/year was the point past which extra money quickly succumbed to diminishing returns in improving happiness. Since then, things have changed, and now that point is... €500'000. Life has gotten expensive, and happiness moreso.

That said, it is absolutely right that money can't save you from being a loser, and the people who're still unhappy at €500'000 turned out to already stop getting happier at like, €100'000. Below that, though, lack of money turned everyone more miserable than they'd be with enough money.

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Honestly when you are financially independent, that gives you power to get out of unwanted situations (which is what I'm currently doing living in toxic environment, it's hell) and you must start from a young age. I prefer to see things from a balanced pov and to me that quote of money can't buy happiness only happens probably when you already have everything and financially stable but you are still feeling incomplete somewhere and I guess that's usually what people would feel when they already got years of work but not realizing the time. Sure, do your work, chase your dreams, but please be mindful too and don't forget to live a little. At the same time manage your time so you don't play or lazing too much that you forget your responsibilities. Basically, be sensible

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

lot of meme potential here

[junior-theabgshark]

[paranormal-taters]

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick what do you think 😂 because I know you're always up to something, you gremlin!

[riverlarking]

whenever i reblog a serious feminist post in the middle of silly things

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Honestly i can relate to why that happens 😂 luckily that has never happened to me so far, but seeing them on other accounts in person? Well, that's another thing lol

[beaft]

face of a man who has known sorrow

[beaft]

had to google this as i wasn't familiar with the name. incredibly specific and accurate reference. please don't compare my cat-in-law to a homestuck character again

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick 😂😂😂

[scipionyx]

okay so I'm not crazy they did whitewash a white guy

[angstandhappiness]

Interesting

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick look familiar?

[tylrgalpins]

Film meme: [4/5] animation » TANGLED (2010)

I've been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky.

[sonjackcarl]

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick honestly i don't know what to think seeing this and dammit, I just opened my Tumblr, then I saw this at the top of my dashboard! 🤣🤣🤣 it's so cursed!

[malibuklaus]

[galadriel1010]

Sometimes you get a brief glimpse into the American worldview and decide that you don't want to know.

[transcyberism]

I cannot stress enough that this meme is entirely literal. there's no reference or subtext you don't know. these are simply the objectively most popular works of art from each denomination.

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Good god @random-fandom-chick

[mmiillk]

Boy why you so 🍨

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick your fucking otaku husband 😂

[infiltration]

sometimes i just wish i was…….more than i am

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Don't we all? I can relate to this

[sitcomhour-tucson]

Wholesome? A stalker? You decide!

Come see Frank Monto as Skidmark!

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick i don't expect seeing this

[kosmogrl]

[whitewolfsen]

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Both these for me lol

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Me, last month: leaving the fandom because of toxicity

This month and the next every time I'm seeing new updates from the manga: idk, i guess I'll give it another try??? I just hope I won't get killed from this especially since the heartbreak was massive. I'm a patient person, but I also got my own limits i think

I hate being indecisive, but at the same time, this manga series is one of very little things that could keep me going

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

Things in my country are not safe at all. Stress is high, problems are rising everywhere especially corruption. Protestors and anarchists everywhere and it's all over the news here including the international broadcasters ugh I'm so done being Indonesian. All the incompetence! Don't be surprised if one day I poofed ugh I'm afraid of losing my connection with everything going on here. More reason for me to escape this fucking hellhole i guess

[alwinfy]

"magic circle but the writer ran out of space" will never not be funny

[alwinfy]

[gallus-rising]

[yourneighborhoodsunshine]

@random-fandom-chick pfft you know exactly who will get amused and annoyed at the same time seeing this