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What if I made a Patreon page mostly to have a place I can keep all my videos together (especially my nsfw stuff)— I don’t inherently want there to be a charge— maybe a tier if people want to toss a few bucks at me if they want— but I don’t think I have the free time to offer anything extra for CERTAIN, especially since I want to do right by my commissioners and I’m still learning a lot in how to balance those.
But like… I can’t argue that it’s annoying as heck to sift through my tumblr and Twitter accounts to find my nsfw content especially and I would MUCH prefer to offer a single source to people (and make them easier to download tbh)
So… thoughts? Anyone familiar with having a Patreon page for this reason or a similar one?
@darthsuki got me a sweet, sweet gift for my new hyperfixation
Daniel love wife, statement 🥹
Neko (the creator of The Freak Circus) hosts an AMA (Ask Me Anything) on his patreon, and here are more answers from him and his characters!
Want updates and announcements about The Freak Circus? Check out the official tumblr blog here: @freakcircusofhorrors
If you wanna check out answers to past AMAs and other information about the game, characters and lore, check out the official masterlist here!
I don't know if you're still accepting fan requests, but I'd love to see the reactions of the circus dads to the babies MCs give birth to. What will their first reaction be? Please 🙏💦🥺
Hiiii! Yess I am! I just needed a short break so I didn’t totally burn out and took time to do what I wanted ^^~ I’d imagine Pierrot and harlequin to be a mix of overjoyed and also curious of their little ones, doctor would definitely feel those parental instincts to his eggs- I find that both Jester and Ticket Taker both find fondness for their little one(s).
Oh my god.... they're so small..... ;w;
VOD: Security Breach / COTL (July 5th Stream)
Here's the VOD copy of the livestream I hosted on July 5th, where I played through more FNAF: Security Breach (later Cult of the Lamb) and experienced a crash or two-- apparently that Endo section really wanted to fight me!
Thank you to everyone who joined the stream! If you want to be alerted whenever I go live and you haven’t already, go follow me on twitch @ Darthsuki!
So this post goes on main because it's not about the game itself, but about the guy who was responsible for a lot of it.
YoshiP, the director and producer for the game Final Fantasy XIV of which I'm a huge a fan, once went on record in front of a crowd announcing that the game will slowly be unlocking gendered gear for both masculine and feminine models. That is to say, they're going back to a lot of old gear set and making it so that even if you're on a male model, you can wear "traditionally feminine" clothing like dresses etc just fine. The personal anecdote he shared along with it was because he saw a mother react repulsively towards someone wearing the supposedly wrong gendered outfit on his commute one day, pulling her child away while this person was just walking and minding their own business, and that greatly saddened him. So even though he only worked on a game, he wanted to give players and potential players somewhere they could express themselves freely.
This was a pretty incredibly rare move for an MMORPG, never mind one that constantly came out with new gear sets multiple times per expansion. Game devs were going back to old equipment models and redoing them for both model genders, and we'd had consistent updates on hairstyles, clothes, all kinds of things since then.
I'm not here to say that Naoki Yoshida is a perfect person who always deserves everyone's support. I can think of at least one instance where I wish he would do better, lmao. But he's been incredibly professional with his product and also understands that it's a collaborative work of art and game, and he's always been very kind towards the people who play his game and who his product immediately affects, as well. He also went on record directly telling harassment on the English voice actor for a major character in the new expansion, who IRL is a trans woman, to stop. She posted that at a later FanFest, he met up with her to ask how she was doing and hung out with her specifically, afterwards.
I dunno. The recent FanFest reminded me of this. He brought out a senior member of the battle design system to introduce some earth-shaking changes to said battle system and other parts of FFXIV, and spent a lot of time introducing him and showing the team's strong support for the guy. Players are most cynical and abusive when it comes to system changes in MMOs, and considering how YoshiP had been in the past, his kindness and support for the guy felt incredibly purposeful and yet still very sincere.
I would play FFXIV on its own merits, because it was truly an incredible game and story that had very literally reshaped the worst parts of my life when I needed it the most, but it's very nice to know that it's made by someone who's kind to the trans/queer community and continues to show his support by designing his game to accommodate people's self expression, while still keeping the quality top notch.
I remember the anecdote and it's from this interview:
Last week, I spent over six hours picking apart Final Fantasy XIV’s new expansion “Shadowbringers” in a lavishly adorned theater space. I pl
If you really want good insight into Yoshi-P and how he looks at things (he's extremely intelligent btw, though like any person he's got his blind spots), I suggest reading Yoshida Uncensored, which a dedicated fan translated both volumes for everyone to check out. They're not always about FFXIV but you will learn a LOT about things you didn't expect. Volume 1: https://drive.google.com/file/d/117EBap9Koo2U1EqSPbf7KVeBgg_gdkBd/view
Volume 2: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LjXLel3XmM6MF4rDAZLdEeDVea8LvO4z/view
They're worth a read, you also get to learn about his fear of planes and then you can really appreciate how much he does for the FFXIV community.
Suki & Salem's Ranting and Ramblings: Dark Content in Fictional Media Q&A
For those of you who had watched the last stream I did with my friend @salemsstudy, we mentioned wanting to make that sort of stream (more akin to a podcast or 'just chatting' about topics we're passionate about) something that we do regularly— so we're doing that!
So right now I have that stream scheduled for next week @ 6pm CST, and if you click the link it will show what it is in your local time!
Unlike last stream however, we want to try and be able to answer questions with a bit more organization since, as some of you noticed, we (specifically me I am the yapper LOL) can get off-topic somewhat easily. So going forward, I want to put out a post to mention the overall topic we'll be covering and offer the ability for us to take questions in advance so we can have them ready to answer when we're streaming!
So, like the first stream, this next one will be a continuation of the topic 'Dark Content in Fictional Media', such as how it relates to us, impacts us, and our thoughts on culture and how that kind of content is seen and experienced in both traditional publishing and fandom spaces alike.
So if you have a question you'd like us to answer, especially if it relates to the topic for the stream, then please feel welcome to leave a reply or reblog letting us know! Me and Salem will be keeping the questions together to try and answer through first, but we'll also try our best to take questions during the stream itself for those interested c:
I gave Nyx beans-
LOOK THIS BEEN ON MY MIND NONSTOP, besides he's a robot he probably have extra hands and maybe one of them has BEANS.
Nyx belongs to @darthsuki
OH MY GOD HES GOT BEANS
I completely forgot I drew this 10 bazillion years ago
Now Livestreaming, time for more Subnautica 2!
It's time to go back to the ocean >w>;;
DAYBREAK NIGHT 1 RELEASE DATE
after some thinking, I’ve decided to release each night one at a time rather than all at once
so, that being said, Night 1 will be dropping on July 18th, this coming Saturday, at 3pm EST!
there will be six nights in total, with multiple endings to find! hopefully the gap between this night and the others doesn’t end up as long, aha-
Darth 💔
Are u even sleeping???? You post hourly!! Omg!
Beloved Darth 😭
Pls pls pls get some needed rest and drink water and eat well and take ur pain meds plsss! Don't burn out like that 😔
Take good care of yourself or I'll grab Doctor and tell him to heavily sedate you 🫀💉
I promise that I did get some sleep! I don't normally stay up that late, but I was dealing with some menstrual cramps and unfortunately when they're bad enough I can't sleep at all, so my brain then goes 'well, if I can't be unconscious I'm going to be feral about it and make that someone else's problem' /silly
I am resting now though, having a lovely day with my wife at a bookstore drinking a matcha latte while she's been set loose upon the books UvU
He went to bed at 7am.
I … also … went to bed at 7am.
I want everyone to know that anytime @darthsuki is on his phone he looks like this
Just the saddest faces are made. Even when he’s having a good time. He’ll be watching a funny video and still have the wettest, most marble like eyes
LISTEN I CANT CONTROL HOW I LOOK AT MY PHONE!!!
But oh my god Whirl that’s just a little guy oh my god look at him
Darth 💔
Are u even sleeping???? You post hourly!! Omg!
Beloved Darth 😭
Pls pls pls get some needed rest and drink water and eat well and take ur pain meds plsss! Don't burn out like that 😔
Take good care of yourself or I'll grab Doctor and tell him to heavily sedate you 🫀💉
I promise that I did get some sleep! I don't normally stay up that late, but I was dealing with some menstrual cramps and unfortunately when they're bad enough I can't sleep at all, so my brain then goes 'well, if I can't be unconscious I'm going to be feral about it and make that someone else's problem' /silly
I am resting now though, having a lovely day with my wife at a bookstore drinking a matcha latte while she's been set loose upon the books UvU
Hiiii! I made a post a bit ago about needing a little more help with my thesis this summer - purchasing books! More specifically, I need the following titles:
Legend and Belief: Dialectics of a Folklore Genre by Linda Dégh,
Multispecies Ethnography: Methodology of a Holistic Research Approach of Humans, Animals, Nature, and Culture. by Katharina Ameli
Sensuous Scholarship by Paul Stoller
Legend Tripping by Lynne S. McNeill
Currently I have SOME chapters from these books digitally (which I have already relied upon heavily in my citations), but not the entire books.
I've added the books to my Throne Wishlist for direct purchase, or you can support me on Kofi so I can order them myself:
https://ko-fi.com/slorglvr1000
Thank you, so much, for all you've already done to support me through my thesis! The finish line is just ahead!!!!!
While this is not the first commission I've completed on VGen, it certainly is the first spicy one— and I'm really happy with how it turned out and the commissioner trusting me to deliver on what they were looking for with our charming Harlequin :3c
So behold! I have a feeling that I will be learning a lot about the intricate details of proper sound effects and crafting a good soundscape for these types of audios (and also how to pronounce Portuguese better...). It is genuinely a lot of fun to do! :D
Credits:
SFX: OpenNSFW Sound Pack
The Freak Circus ( @nekoboydreams / @freakcircusofhorrors )
Want to commission me for custom audio, voiceover or ASMR? Go check out my VGen page!
For those of you interested, below is the script that was provided to me with the commission— I’ve only changed the formatting a little bit and a word or two for flow, and I’ve been given permission to share it with the Portuguese translations!
Nossa [Wow]. You're already nodding. You don't even know what you're agreeing to. That's my favorite part. The blind, stupid trust. It's delicious
You think you can handle me? That's cute. You don't even know what you're asking for, do you, queirda? Não, não [No, no] — don't look away. I want to watch you squirm.
Meu Deus [My god] (light chuckle) Look at you. All flustered already, and I haven't even moved yet. (clicking tongue) Você é muito fofa e patética [You are very cute and pathetic].
(Quiet grunts)
Tell me... does Pierrot make you sound like this? Hm? (grunt, brief slapping sounds) Does he fuck you like he's trying to carve his name into your skin? Your bones? No, of course not.
That sad little mutt wouldn't know how. He'd probably ask permission. Holding your hand. Bringing you flowers. How sweet.
Mas eu vou te destruir [But I'm going to destroy you]. I'll ruin you so beautifully you'll forget your own name.
Still no answer. Can't even speak. Tão adorável [So adorable]… So pretty when you're brainless.
Say it. Say he doesn't make you feel a fucking thing. Say you're mine. Say it while I'm inside you, filling you so full that—
(whispers) you'll be dripping me for hours.
Fale Querida [Speak, my dear]. Speak. Or I stop. Your choice.
(Silence)
That’s what I thought. He never stood a chance, did he? Poor, pretty Pierrot…
You belong to me.
Don’t forget that.
