WELCOME TO GRILLBY'S

An Ask Blog for Grillby from the Fanfiction "Your Personal Sun". Make sure to read the Info under the NAV

[theninjamouse]

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I am fine, I am completely Normal about this

[a-big-chicken-nerd]

it is his PRIZED photograph

[ya-bug-boy]

Undertale rp server!

Hello! I'm Cupid Hanzo and I wanted to welcome you to my Undertale rp server!

The server focuses on the canon storyline two years after the barrier has been broken, the underground is still free to explore but there are surface world channels for your characters to interact in!

This server primarily focuses on canon and oc characters so au characters aren't really allowed, sorry! If you're by interested, please come and check us out! Thank you! https://discord.gg/haqebdXW

[yourpersonalgrillby]

If you feel like you'd like to roleplay as your favorite character - or with your favorite character - then give this place a try.

Make sure to rwad the server rules, and to properly apply for roles.

I am sure it is also alright if you'd just like to come by and read the roleplays. Go on and ask if you may just enjoy reading the developed stories without having to participate. Surely there is a way to enjoy that side of roleplay as well.

I look forward to chat with you as well.

[yourpersonalgrillby]

What would you do if a second war broke out ? Ether between human and human or human and monsters?

Perhaps this sounds rather selfish and terrible but... I would try my best to stay out of it.  Maybe I might pursue diplomatic solutions, but I wouldn’t want to actively be on the fronts again. I might gather my beloved ones to protect them and try my best to avoid any conflict or participation

[xxacantheaxx]

The Present and The Past. Two sides of a Medal.

Yes, I am a sucker for the Headcanon of Grillby being present in the war against humans.

(Decided to finally do some exercises in Clip Studio Paint, and not rely on Paint Tool SAI which I have used for years now, and felt comfortable with. And to be honest, I like it! I'll keep experimenting in Clip, to get more familiar and used to it. I like how these turned out!)

[yourpersonalgrillby]

I tend to be quite shy about sending asks, but at this point, I'm pushing it aside. Is it possible to have someone akin to a hug? To be told that I'm safe and that I won't be hurt again?

Very traumatic memories keep coming up and I have nobody to turn to. I can't seem to stop crying and my nails are digging into my palms. I apologize if I seem to be a burden.

- 🌟

His flames dim a little as he rushes over to you, quickly yet gently enveloping you in a tight and tender hug. 

Oh, my love... you are never a burden. You have every right to let go of your feelings. Every right to tell someone your thoughts and sorrow.  The only burden I see here are those memories resurfacing, but it is good that you tell me about it, love. A burden shared is a burden halved, after all.  This is a safe place, and you are always welcomed here. Don’t hesitate to tell me your thoughts. To rant, to curse, to cry - I am here to listen to you. If you want, and if you have the courage, then do send me a Direct Message. I am here for you, and won’t hesitate to tell you over and over again that you are loved and admired and wanted. If Asks are too public for you, then my Direct inbox is always open. And I will make sure to answer you as soon as possible.  I’d love to hear more of you, my dear. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Chapter 43 “Anime is real, right?!” and Chapter 44 “An Epilodue (for now)” of the story Your Personal Sun is now on Archive Of Our Own! This may birng up an end to this story, but I won’t vanish or disappear. I’ll stay acvtive here, to stay in contact with you.  You can still ask, or send me messages. I’d love to hear from you!  Stay safe, my dear.

[papyrussuggestions-archive]

GOOD MORNING! WHAT DO YOU NEED TODAY? BE KIND TO YOURSELF!

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Listen to him, my dear! Do something nice for yourself today. Prepare your favorite food, or your favorite drink. Go outside and have a walk, or listen to your music on repeat.  You deserve nice things

[yourpersonalgrillby]

I come into your bar with the biggest and brightest smile I can manage "Heya grillby how's my favourite bartender today?"

Ah, my beloved gothicqueen! How are you doing, my dear? I am so glad you come to visit me. 

And I am doing alright! I swear, being around you and the other lovely guests have improved my sleep and my mood greatly. I am sure the kind messages you sent me are also a reason for this. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

A small reminder, my dear: I love you! Never forget this.

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Has Asgore ever come to drink in your bar? If so, how did you feel?

King Dreemurr often frequented my bar shortly after his queen had left. No one had seen her for a long time, and it took a great toll on many monsters. Of course, it hit the king the worst.  I made sure that he didn’t just get senselessly drunk. I rovided him company, listened to his endless tirades and hopeless speeches, and sent him home once I felt like he had enough.  At first I was tense. We hadn’t really been in contact after the barrier was established. He made sure I was left in peace and could do my own thing. So when he walked into my bar and took a seat without a word I was stunned. Just like every guest who had been in the room at that moment.  But sooner than later he became just another customer. Someone with sorrows and fears who just needed someplace to be, and someone who just listens without lecturing and talking back. Like so many others.  In the end his visits became rarer. I do believe it was after he had collected- ... After it became clearer that there was a way out of the Underground. He gained Hope again, and started to take his duty as a king more seriously. We went back to old terms: He won’t ask me to do anything harsh ever again, and I left him alone as well. 

In a way it helped me as well. It made me realise that the king was a monster, just like me. Not an unreachable monarch who looks down on me. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Hey it's me again with too much work to do. Thanks for the advice yesterday, I got my stuff done and than I could finally finish the rpg I was playing because I knew I was close to the end. Now I have to work again today and all that and I'm still tired, but knowing that you're there really helps! And I know that this will be over soon and I know so many thinks I want to try then!

Oh, wonderful my dear! I am very proud of you! I know it must have taken a lot of strength and energy to pull through, but in the end you did so well.  You even managed to have some free time, and finish a game. I am very happy to hear it.  Just keep going. You have some momentum now, and just think of all the things you can try once some work has been completed. Just do remember: Self-care is also very important.  Stay safe, my dear

[yourpersonalgrillby]

How would you feel if you found out one of your friends had absorbed a human soul and was keeping it from you?

Pretty hard to keep it a secret.  A monster who absorbed a human Soul turns into a horrible being, very powerful yet hard to control - for two beings fight over control of a body that is both magic and physical. Melting, merging, splitting, melting,merging... in a constant fight for dominance.  I am sure it would be rather obvious to everyone around. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Hey Grillby, can you give me some advice? I have to study all the time because of exams and I'm really tired but if I don't finish at least this today, the next days will be even worse and I don't want that to happen. And I don#t want to go to that exam and feel unprepared and fail and do all this again.

I am not the best at giving advice, I am afraid. My own education has been so long ago, and everything has changed since then.  I know a lot of work can put a lot of stress and pressure on you. But do try have some naps, or short periods of rest. Sometimes 10 minutes are enough to get your focus back up. I know it will be hard to get up after just a little break, but perhaps your mind is a bit more cleared and refreshed.  Make plans that make you look forward to when you finish a task. For example, if I am facing a long day at the bar and just that one single customer refuses to leave and gnawing on my nerves... I like to look forward to a show I will watch after I close, or to a well earned Old Fashioned drink in my apartment. But before that, I need to smile at the customer, and serve them professionally.  It is hard to find a balance between completing work and self care. Both are equially important, though. Don’t think because you didn’t manage to finish as much as someone else you don’t deserve rest.  I know you do your best. And everyone’s best is different.  Hang in there, my love. I know it is hard. And if you need someone to rant to, or to just hear a kind word, do let me know. My Direct Messages are always open, and I will do my best to provide some comfort. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

What would you do if I asked for a massage? Climbed up and down a heccin mountain yesterday and am really feelin that rn lol

Oh stars, that does sound like a real workout.  I’d suggest a warm bath first, but of course, I could try to knead the muscles on your back a bit. I am not the best with knowing how to spot knots and how to get them out - but I could warm you up a bit, dear. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

Do you have any scars? Is it even possible for you to get scars?

I do have one, on my right thigh. The way it came to be nearly cost my leg!  Hm, you certainly wonder what it looks like... It is hard to explain to someone who ins’t a fire elemental: Imagine a stripe of coal on my flames, wrapping from the start of my hips down to my knee. No matter how hard I try, I cannot reignite that area. Thankfully, touching it or bumping it doesn’t hurt much at all. 

[yourpersonalgrillby]

I was curious. Are you related to Fukufire?

In a sense all elementals are related. We all carry the same natural force in our Souls. We more bound to the world around us than other monsters, yet not as much as a human with an actual physical body.  So I may not be related to her by dust and magic, but by nature and similarities. If I had to find a name for our relationship it might be Cousin? Or perhaps niece, considering how much older I am.