i don't shut up i grow up & when i look at you i throw up

Indie RP with muses based on those from eighties movies & a few from nineties movies. Also this is a side blog.

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Tyler laughed softly. “Is that true bud. You kicked daddy?” He asked softly patting his head and fixing his hair. “Should be proud. I’ve read that boys don’t make it when theres twins involved. knew this person who was suppose to be a twin and she absorbed the twin.” he told Joey. Tyler looked over at his boys, smiling fondly. “I can see Aiden as Pooh.” He said with a nod of his head. “Think you all would look adorable. What do you say to the other plan?” He asked switching tabs again and going back to Disney.

Joey looked down at Ethan who looked up at Tyler and nodded. Joey shook his head and said, “Hannah’s tough but my Ethan wouldn’t go down without a fight.” Ethan nodded a bit and Joey smoothed out the little boys dark blond hair. Joey though it over and said, “Yeah, I think we can make the other plan work as well.”

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If anyone every wanted to (which you probably don’t.) know what went on in @eightiesindie ’s and mine ims this is it. Just gifs back and forth…

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Tyler kissed Joey’s cheek softly. “I love you Joey.” He reminded him. He placed his hand on his belly. “Swear this one will be a footie player. She has strong kick.” He joked laughing. He couldn’t help but giggle hearing his husband giggle. “Then you can Eeyore. I can see cute little Pooh bear ears on Ethan.”

"I know,” Joey smiled and continued to cuddle up against him. “Maybe,” Joey said. “Ethan’s our little athlete right now, kicked the S-H-I-T out of me,” Joey complained lightly. “That last month when he was getting crowded I swore he might break my ribs and kick a hole right through me to get out.” Joey ruffled Ethan’s hair lightly as the little boy continued to rest his head by Tyler’s stomach and run his little hand along it trying to find his siblings kicks. Joey looked at Ethan and said, “Maybe he is ravenous like Pooh but he’s also so jumpy and chatty that he could be Tiger, like Aiden might make a better pooh bear with his little round toddler belly,” Joey said quietly so he didn’t wake the little boy sleeping in his arms.

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Tyler laughed, “True, it’s why they’re all so gorgeous. They’re lucky they got my good looks.” he teased. He nodded, turning to look at Joey. “Bean and I would be just fine. Had a talk with our girl, she couldn’t stay still.” He replied smiling. “But I had also told her that she was very much loved, and told her about handsome daddy.” He admitted his cheeks a bit pink. He laughed thinking about the costumes, “You had me and then you lost me at Eeyore. But I like the Winnie the Pooh theme. Just have find someone else for you. Maybe Rabbit?”

Joey smiled and said, “That is true,” he cuddled his little family close. Joey drew little patterns on Tyler’s belly and smiled, “Rabbit’s all stuffy though. Eeyore was always my favorite, besides I want a detachable tail,” Joey giggled. Joey smiled and said, “And I want to say Thanks for Noticing me,” Joey giggled.

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Tyler liked moments like. Where his little growing family snuggled up all close together. The only down side was the baby started moving the second she heard Joey’s voice. “Bean is moving now that she knows your close.” He commented keep his voice low. “Was thinking of maybe taking a trip?” He stated but it came out as more of a question. “Maybe take the little ones to D-I-S-N-E-Y.” He told Joey, spelling out Disney to him, so the kids wouldn’t hear. “Also looking at cute little family customs.” He grinned switching pages and showing Joey what he had found so far

Joey smiled a bit and ran his hand over the bump feeling the baby moving underneath his hand and said, “Yeah well maybe I’m finally going to get a little one that looks more like me. I did most of the work carrying these three for nine months and you got all the visible credit,” Joey laughed. Joey nodded at him a bit and said, “And are you sure you and bean are okay for that?” Joey smiled when he said bean calling the baby the affectionate nickname always made a smile come to his lips. Joey looked at the costumes and said, “I’m partial to the Winnie the Pooh set where you can either be Pooh or Kanga. Pooh has the round belly but Kanga has a pouch and bean can be Roo,” Joey giggled. “I think Aiden could make a cute little Pooh and Hannah could be Piglet and Ethan’s hyper enough to be Tiger, and I think I’m mopey enough to be Eeyore,” Joey giggled.

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Tyler heard his family before seeing them all rush into the family room. He smiled fondly looking at them. He wrapped his arm around Hannah the second she had moved next to him. “Hello love bug.” He greeted her kissing the top of her head. Normal people would call him crazy for adding a fourth child into the mix. But Tyler was excited. He had always wanted a big family and it was finally coming true, and with his best friend by his side. He chuckled feeling a tiny little hand press against his stomach when Ethan tapped on him. “Your sister says hi.” He told him smiling.Tyler turned his focus to Joey. Even after all these yeas, Joey was still the most gorgeous men, Tyler had ever laid eyes on. He nodded, “I’m great babe. Are you?” He asked, some things never changed, and he would always want to look after and care for Joey.

Joey smiled and said, “I’m good,” he leaned over and kissed Tyler’s cheek and leaned towards him so that his head was resting against Tyler’s shoulder as if he were looking at the screen, though it was mostly an excuse to rest his head. “What’re you looking at?” He asked forcing his eyes to stay open. Joey rubbed Ethan’s back as he ran his hand over the bump and began to rest his head above the bump while Hannah continued to cuddle against Tyler’s side and Aiden fell asleep on Joey’s shoulder where Joey held him and rubbed his back and kissed his forehead. 

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The thing that bugged Tyler most about his current situation was the fact he knew the exact moment he fucked up. It was his own fault and he had no one to blame. Tyler had gotten lazy, and a bit needy. If you asked him, it was only because he had way too much to drink. He still had his worries even after he pasted the red zone, and he was in his last few months now. He had forgotten how horrible it was to be expecting. His first time around was a breeze, despite the out come. This time around he had horrible morning sickness, his feet were always swollen, and he had some of he weirdest cravings. Just a tad bit worse now with three little ones in the house. Being more than thankful for his wonderful husband, who seemed to always have things in order somehow. He wanted to plan a trip before he was too far along to not travel.

Sitting on the couch one hand rubbing his bump, and the other on his mouse pad as he scrolled through hotels and ticket prices. He wanted to take the kids to Disneyland, the kids being used as is excuse of course. Any excuse to go to Disneyland, Tyler was on it. His plan was still in the works of course. He had to talk to Joey about it all first. But he thought it would be fun to go to the not so scary Halloween party and have his family dress up in matching customs. Hence another tab open with ‘cute family customs’ in the search bar.

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Joey wanted Tyler off his feet and to take it easy due to their scare the last time. After all he had begged him for another kid after having Aiden caused him to be unable to carry anymore children. However now he felt run ragad. Between work and taking care of the three kids so Tyler could relax he was exhausted. Joey raced through the house chasing down Ethan with Aiden in his arms white Hannah chased behind them screaming at Ethan to give her doll back. Joey managed to scoop up Ethan in his free arm and took the doll handing it back to Hannah. “Be nice Ethan,” Joey said before kissing his cheek the five year old squirming in his arms and laughing. Hannah moved up onto the couch and rested her head on Tyler’s arm looking up at him for attention since both of Joey’s arms were full. Joey sat down on the couch Aiden dozing off against his shoulder while Ethan squirmed around on Joey’s lap before reaching out and tapping his small index finger against the bump. Joey smiled over at Tyler though his eyes were tired. “Hey baby you good?” He asked kissing the top of Ethan’s head.

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Tyler let out a content sigh and snuggled closer to Joey. “shut up” he mumbled hiding his blushing face. He leaned his head on Joey’s shoulder staring up at him, after some time he finally spoke. “I feel like I’ve been selfish and haven’t stopped to think about you once today. how are you feeling with everything. And don’t lie to me to spare me. We’re married now, you can’t do that anymore. I want to know how you honestly feel.”

Joey sighed, he didn’t want to be asked. Joey shrugged and said, “I don’t know. Sometimes, I feel like I’ve been through so much pain that I can’t even feel anything anymore, or that it’s not hitting me because I’ve put up a wall to protect me from all of it. I hate it in a way, and I feel at times I just expect to be disappointed and that’s why I’ve become a bit numb to it. I feel it I do, but I feel like I’m supposed to feel more, but I can’t let it hurt me,” Joey huffed. “I feel guilty, like I pushed you into this and then it ended up hurting you,” Joey whispered.

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Tyler gave a quick nod of his head, moving the Vicodin and Perocet to the side. “Got it, I’ll throw those out since they didn’t work. But you’re okay right? No pain? And no more nightmares?” He asked getting back up from his seat to grab something for them to drink.

Joey smiled and said, “I’m fine Tyler.” He had light pain but nothing he couldn’t handle. The nightmares however still remained. He was troubled by them but he had always had nightmares. He could handle it though, at least that was what he believed.

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“Damn it you caught me. I only married you because I felt bad for you.” Tyler sighed over dramatically. “Don’t think there’s anyone as crazy about you as I am to put up with you.” He murmured. He nodded, “I would hope so.” He replied smiling softly. “I know, but I really really like when you say you love me”

"Figured as much,” Joey laughed. Joey pulled Tyler deeper into his arms and said, “Well I like telling you it. Makes your face light up, and you become even more beautiful somehow.” 

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Tyler nodded. “ ‘Course why else would I have stayed with you for so long?” He asked teasingly. He hummed wrapping his arms around Joey. “I’m glad. Me too.” he whispered softly hiding his face in Joey’s neck.

"Out of pity I assumed,” Joey smiled, “who else would put up me?” Joey ran his fingers through Tyler’s hair and kissed his temple. “I love you so much Tyler, you know right? You know I love you more than anyone or anything right?” 

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Tyler chuckled, removing their plates and making sure it was warm. “Are you in actual pain right now?” He asked grabbing the pain pills from the counter. He set all the items down on the table. “When was the time you took a pill?” He asked softly taking his seat.

Joey frowned and said, “Tyler, I’m fine. I took an Ibuprofen, I don’t want anymore of the Percocet or Vicodin. I get too dependent on the Percocet if I take it too long and Vicodin makes me sleep like crap cause I always hear people calling my name and no ones there, makes me feel crazy,” Joey said shaking his head.

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Tyler smiled “I can teach you a bit?” He offered, kissing his cheek softly. “You can help me swim.” he teased winking at Joey. He was an okay swimmer but he wouldn’t pass up a wet shirtless Joey. He laughed leaning kissing the top of his head and moving back to his seat. “Keep it up and you’ll go to bed without dinner.” He joked smiling at Joey, while he grabbed their food and started to heat it up.

Joey smiled and said, “Sure.” Joey shook his head and said, “I’m sure you’re just fine,” he teased. Joey pouted and said, “That’s no way to treat an ill patient like me,” Joey complained. “I’m in pain, which means you have to be nice to me,” Joey poked a grin on his lips.

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Tyler gave Joey a cheesy smile. “I’m happy you aged like fine wine. Because you’ve only gotten better looking. And you’re only a little wiser. I’m also happy you’ve stopped run away.” He teased biting on his bottom lip. His life wasn’t perfect, and it didn’t also go as he planned or hoped. But he had Joey and he made Tyler’s life worth living.

Joey smiled and said, “You really think I’m better looking?” He grinned a bit. Joey pulled Tyler closer and snuggled up beside him. “I love you, I don’t want to run away anymore. I prefer running to you now. I’m happy with where I am,” Joey whispered kissing Tyler’s cheek.

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Tyler couldn’t help the fond look he got on his face. Even if he wanted to pretend to be a little mad at Joey, he couldn’t. It was all light hearted teasing, and Tyler was beyond thankful for Joey. He was his rock, and without him he knew he would have been back in his dark place. “Do you know how much i love you?” He asked before shaking his heads, “I know I say it all the time but I truly do love you Joey. So much. Thank for being in my life. You’re my sunshine and I love you so much.”

Joey smiled and stroked Tyler’s hair and said, “I know. Age has made me realize a lot. You’ve made me realize a lot. I understand now that I can be loved, think that was my biggest problem in the beginning but now I know and believe and I know that you personally love me,” he grinned. “You know I love you too right? I mean a lot has changed from when we first met and got together but me loving you hasn’t changed.”

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“My silly pretty boy.” Tyler mumbled shaking his head. “How about the next time you feel cooped up we go to the park and I’ll kick a ball around and you can walk and then when you start to miss me, you can join me and we’ll play one on one. Or go to dinner and sit and different tables.” He offered smiling softly. He just wanted to make sure Joey was okay at all times.

Joey shook his head and said, “I don’t want to have dinner without you. But I’d like to watch you play, I was never good at soccer, my dad wanted me to be but I wasn’t. I’m a decent swimmer though,” he laughed. Joey kissed Tyler’s cheek and said, “I want my dinner now, since you yelled at me and have left me unfed,” he teased.

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Tyler sighed over dramatically, “I knew I was only being used for my cuddling skills.” he said pouting. He rolled his eyes playfully, chuckling. “You have a nice ass too baby.” he replied kissing his forehead. He smiled listening to Joey talk about him, before sighing and shaking his head. “I married a dummy. I resent being a hoe! I was whipped on you from day one!”

Joey giggled and said, "Only a little,” Joey smiled grabbed Tyler’s hand kissing his fingers. Joey smiled and said, “I know. You’re my hoe no one else’s, I know that.” Joey looked up at him and said, “And I picked the best hoe and best friend out there. I got the best there was,” he beamed and reached up to stroke Tyler’s cheek.