A.P

cali | all poems are mine unless stated otherwise :) |

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[yourspoetry]

one of my newer poems:

“and when beautiful things end, you will feel broken. you will feel like you can't open your eyes in the morning without the reminder that something that gave you so much life, just isn't here anymore. but little by little you're able to wake up easier. and waking up easier is such an underrated display of healing. something so simple, something about the way you start your day makes more of an impact than you know. so being able to wake up easier will show you that you're getting there. life is never any less beautiful because you don't possess the one thing that you found the most beauty in. life is still beautiful because you found that beauty in the first place. so remember that there's always more to everything, especially you.”

a.p

[yourspoetry]

hi everyone 🤍 im not as active on here because my writing has gone through so many changes. i’m also mainly focusing on my book on wattpad, it’s free so pls check it out to see how my writing has changed hopefully :)

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[yourspoetry]

i don't know who you are yet

i don't know if you have eyes that resemble the ocean

or maybe they look like honey

how will life feel with you?

will my world stop when we finally meet?

or will i feel at home

or maybe it'll be a feeling of something new,

yet familiar.

how will i know when i finally love you?

will i feel it deep in my chest like the others?

or will my mind quietly whisper,

"he's the one," repeatedly,

until i finally notice it?

or what if the feeling hangs there for too long

and i lose you?

i don't know who you are yet

but

i'm hoping you will stay

i think you will be unpredictable to me

but you will feel like sunshine.

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“her soul has always been wild, and she set herself free.”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“falling into you

feels like falling into

a new home

a place to sit

think

breathe

falling into you

is like falling into myself”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“you wrote about me as if i was the prettiest sunset you've seen

the prettiest flower you watched grow

but you were wrong for telling me how beautiful i was,

because you knew you couldn't nurture

something so spectacular.”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“did you know we would end up like this? broken, shattered, messy. you came into my life and lit my whole damn world up. you made the brightness of the stars seem so dim compared to the way you looked at me. the sound of oceans waves didn’t compare the laughs we shared. the color of the sky didn’t amount to the way you made me feel. but it’s gone. disembodied, fragmented.

[yourspoetry]

frustrated because i’ve been feeling so blocked recently

[yourspoetry]

“i can survive a lifetime of missing you, but i know for a fact that it’s impossible to survive a lifetime of missing myself.”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“it’s the little things that will help you see that the sun still rises and sets, with or without them.”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

“we’re a forgotten tune. have you noticed? a song from another time that seems too old to remember. we’re filled with scratches and dust, but somehow we kid ourselves into thinking that we can create music again.”

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

hi guys, i recently moved a lot of my work to a wattpad book. this doesn’t mean i’m going to stop posting here, but i just thought that since i could compile all my poems into one book, that it’d make reading them a lot easier than on here! i’ll still be posting on here but i just wanted to put this out there incase anyone was interested :)

[yourspoetry]

it’s hard to believe a mouth filled with lies and empty promises. don’t come searching for us anymore. i promise, with my whole heart, that we are gone.

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

why are you so terrified of coming back to yourself if it meant losing him?

- a.p

[yourspoetry]

When the world is seemingly too unkind to you, keep yourself close. Keep yourself so close that no one, even if it's only for a few moments, will be able to touch you. Wrap yourself in yourself. Give your soul a reminder that it is enough, that you are stronger than lightning striking a house, that you are as kind as the universe for lending us a setting sun everyday as a reminder that not every day is permanent, because it too knows that no pain can last forever. Give your soul a reminder that there is passion in your eyes and golden silk in your veins and that no matter how far you stray away from yourself, that you will always come back. You just need to wander around for a bit, get lost a little, feel a little, or a lot, and just trust in yourself that wherever your feet may take you, that you will come back to who you've always been.

- a.p

A letter for whoever needs it.