lily

18 MDNI loser, worthless, bitch, depressed/mentally ill EVERYTHING I SAY IS REAL NO RP

[yoursxcrxt]

if you’re nice to me i’m blocking you. i only want you guys to be mean to me. insult me make me cry make me feel what i truly am stop feeding into my delusion

[yoursxcrxt]

i miss being a kid and actually believing the men that acted like they loved me. it really helped me when i was sad but now i’m unable to lie to myself and i’m all alone

[yoursxcrxt]

i asked my mom a few months ago if she had any pics or videos of me (not taking into account anything from before 5yo bc that’s when i started getting neglected).

There’s none. I only have 2 school year pics (9 and 17 years old which i bought myself) and a few pics from a religious ceremony from when i was 6. That’s the only memories my family would have of me since i’m destroying my phone

i think it really resumes how unimportant i am

[yoursxcrxt]

i think i’m having a breakdooooooown

[yoursxcrxt]

should i commit tonight

[yoursxcrxt]

cut my wrists open

[yoursxcrxt]

don’t dm me if you don’t follow me or like my posts

[yoursxcrxt]

Still not enough ass on your page.

i used to mostly post ass but lots of people find it ugly

[yoursxcrxt]

#whore

[v4nill3girl]

being nice to me is kinda like raping me

[yoursxcrxt]

Too much talking again. Quit answering those pussy anon asks. No one likes you for your thoughts and feelings. You’re just meat. Now show us that cameltoe.

stfu i’m not posting pics when anon ask anymore. boring.

[yoursxcrxt]

handbra pic. now.

[yoursxcrxt]

Show us your pathetic cunt

not that i care about showing it but i don’t wanna get banned

[yoursxcrxt]

diff anon, but i have jerked off to you, for many years.

you’re a terrible person but if i’m being honest with myself wether you used me or not i would have turned this way anyway

but i do wonder, do you judge me for what i became?

[yoursxcrxt]

Just seems like you fetishize sadness. Like you’ve been so sad for so long you can’t imagine anything else

if you actually knew me you’d know i’ve tried to be happy for years and still am. it’s fine if you don’t believe me or find me dramatic or spoiled or blablabla but i can post whatever i want

[yoursxcrxt]

oh i missed jerking off to you

is it pathetic that i found that genuinely heartwarming

[yoursxcrxt]

Idk why you’re so emo then. Accept your purpose.

ugh. leave. this is my blog, i can cope the way i want. if i want to talk about my depression i’m allowed to because this is MY blog.

+ i have the most basic body ever so if you’re unhappy with what i post just go on another blog or porn website you’ll find many other girls that are much prettier / look like me