○ October 1, 2021 ○
I had plans - October was going to be a fresh start I was going to start habits I was going to be the be the best me I could be.
And then I was crying for an hour before I finally went to bed.
While it sure would be nice to have perfection happen to your life - that's not how life works. You are going to have days you don't want to be here anymore - you are still yourself.
Rather than fresh starts, you have things you've gotta do. You're sticking around with me because you're going to bake something new tomorrow and it's going to smell great in the oven. Tomorrow you're going to discover knitting, or a new book, or maybe you'll make yourself a tea and some breakfast and you'll crawl back into bed and get crumbs all over your blankets while you watch that anime you've been wanting to watch.
More than wanting to have a fresh start, you have thing you're going to to do, that you look forward to doing, that you have to do.
Because as long as you have something to stick around for tomorrow (and there is always something), there is no need for perfection.
So let's stick around. We have things to do.









