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So, in rereading the fantastic "Lies Agreed Upon" by @acavatica (The title of which makes me chuckle because my mom's name is Lies, we're Dutch, said like "lease"), I got to the part where they describe Marco having a tattoo of Ax's full name.
And I was like "Wait, I made an Andalite writing system! A couple, in fact!" And then I started to overthink things, and check my Quenya and aUI dictionaries, to see what the names could MEAN. The family names at least. That way I could represent the carried name ideographically...
So, anyway, have the shormitorim of Noorlin and Forlay's family names passed down to the kids. Meanings encoded from the closest and most fitting Quenya equivalents: "iscërossë," pale mist/drizzle, and "sirënil," friend of the river.
It was partly pointless, since the name "Esgarrouth" comes from "Esgaroth," the actual name of Lake Town. But since the name actually doesn't mean anything in any completed Tolkein language (root word "esek," reed, in the barely fleshed out Ilkorin), I'll make it Iscërossë because I'm the boss.
This system is remarkably interesting for fleshing out the symbols I wouldn't otherwise think of, and I may try it with the family names!
But anyway, if you need to imagine what Marco's tattoo looked like before it was stylized to death in "Elegant loops and swirls," here's how I render it, without the tonemes. Anyone else here try inventing alien conscripts? It's way easier than complete langs.
Cav, as cool as it is that I did this, it was five years ago and my conlang skills have kept improving since then. So tonight this inspired me to go back - taking inspiration from Deseret cursive, Tengwar, Hiragana, D'Almeida's Latin Logographic, Sheldon Ebbler's Knot and Tengwarpt scripts, and my own very VERY unreadably quirky Armenian handwriting - to try to establish a revised phonetic Andalite system, using my handmade inventory from names. This is turning into the Kwikscript to that one's Shavian.
Testing the system further, here's "Aximili-Esgarrouth-Isthill" in it, without logograms.
New word-initial vowels are written with special ligatures to the core consonant (almost always the first onset in a cluster) now,
Most of them are more cursive now,
Like tengwar, the most characteristic consonant clusters now have singular glyphs,
Disambiguant shapes are added to the finals of the vowel lines to enable them to be more freely moved around the word.
Most of all, the string syllables (that I analyze as pure tones interrupted with sonorants, "im il i" and such, that Andalite words seem to delight in), they're free to expand in any direction like a slime mold. Which probably has a social politeness or noun class dimension to it, but fuck if I know what it'd be. Point is, it's made for a species that can look in three directions at once.
The older system, when it survives, is used more like Katakana or Blackletter. Bold, simple, exhausting to read for more than a couple words.
TL;DR - it's finally even more inefficient, and looks more like a little girl doodling hearts into a notebook.
But this is more likely what ink of Ax's name Marco would have.
(I have the urge to give myself a wedgie for this.)
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Very indulgent ask: you’ve talked here and there before about animorphs and unreliable narration, and I always love your insights. Do you have any passages or quotes from the books that you feel showcase biases in narration particularly well? Any favorites?
Oh man, how could I ever begin to answer? This is the best part of the series, and in some ways it's in every book! But I'll do my best.
David Trilogy:
In #22, Rachel characterizes Jake asking Ax to "get" her as Jake knowing what a violent monster she is, and using that monstrousness against a kid their own age. She obsesses over the idea that she's a terrible person who is barely worthy of being on this team, and the idea that Jake is basically puppeting her into atrocities.
But in #21, Jake asks Ax to get Rachel because he's scared. And because he wants the biggest baddest person he knows to protect him, if he's about to go into a battle he doesn't think he can win. Jake sees Rachel as his protector — in #11 he says that he never gets really scared until he sees Rachel get scared, and in #26 he trusts her to draw lines he can't. (Between this dynamic and how much Rachel dismisses Jake as a leader at first, I do headcanon Rachel being a few months older than him.)
In some ways Jake is right that she's his badass big sister — Rachel does see him as someone who needs protecting, maybe more than anyone else on the team does. (See: her sheltering him in #2, her pity for him at the end of #37.) In some ways Rachel is right that she's his red right hand — Jake asks Rachel to do the hard jobs, the dirty jobs, and he buys into her posturing about always being eager for battle, far more than Tobias or Cassie do. (See: him asking her to do all the hard parts of dealing with David #20-#22, his willingness to use her in #32.)
Megamorphs 1: The Andalite's Gift
One of my favorite-ever uses of rotating narration in the series involves that moment when the veleek corners Cassie and Rachel midway through Jake and Marco's attempted game of keep-away, while Ax is forced to watch the whole thing on livestream. Specifically, the gap between Cassie and Marco.
What actually happens: the veleek is hovering over three Animorphs, hesitating. Cassie and Marco are both mid-morph; Rachel is fully elephant. Marco continues morphing, Cassie stops morphing, so the veleek goes for the "movement" and takes Marco.
The way Cassie tells it, she makes this unforgivable decision out of cowardice, deliberately choosing to sacrifice a friend to the tornado beast because she's too much of a self-centered wimp to make the hard call. Her narration says that she might have even had better odds of survival than Marco, since she's the better morpher and she was mostly in a very small morph (squirrel) sitting on the neck of a morph (elephant) they knew the veleek couldn't lift. And Marco apparently dies as a result.
It is, literally, her worst nightmare come true. In #4 and again in #9, Cassie expresses a visceral horror at being asked to choose who lives and who dies, and Marco even taunts her for it in #4 because he sees her as naive. That moment goes on to haunt Cassie, in some ways, for the rest of the series. The following day she explains to Jake that she has to be the one to nearly get killed baiting the veleek, because she can't live with herself if she doesn't. In #19 she cites it as a reason she can't be an Animorph anymore. When she dumps Jake in #53, she cites his willingness to trade lives without guilt as the reason.
...and from Marco's point of view, that scene is a total non-entity, and he never once characterizes it as Cassie choosing herself over him. The way he tells it is just "whoa, Rachel! Whoa, veleek! Okay, keep the veleek away from injured Rachel by morphing — oh crap, it caught me... Oh hey, Ax! My buddy! Glad to see you're okay. Step one, we blow this popsicle stand, step two, we have got to use this to prank Jake!" If he thinks about Cassie's decision not to save him at all, it's strictly in the sense of respecting Cassie's willingness to make a hard call — even though he's the one who pays the price. So Marco's near-death from Cassie's hesitation is the worst moment of Cassie's year, and just another Tuesday for Marco himself.
The Endgame:
Obviously Jake has imposter syndrome throughout the series, but the last two books are some of the most interesting examples of the gap between his perspective and everyone else's. Jake characterizes his own lack of caring as he flushes the Pool ship as a sign of his moral bankruptcy, and he tells Cassie outright in #54 that he's less bothered by his own decision to kill 17,000 noncombatants than he is by his own lack of caring in that moment. Jake takes this emotional numbing as proof that he has lost all ability to care about other people, and become only a war machine.
And then we get Cassie and Marco talking in the Swedish cafe about how obviously Jake has clinical depression; just look how emotionally numb he is. Their attempt to help is a bit ham-fisted, but they approach the lack of caring through the perspective that Jake needs some kind of mood-altering something because he's only going to get worse if they don't try to pull him out of this spiral. Whereas Jake is certain that the compassion fatigue is a sign he never had much compassion to begin with and burned it all out until he became a fratricidal, genocidal maniac forever doomed to treat the people around him as pieces on a chessboard.
Mid-Series Ax:
For a lighter example, I love all the comedy around Ax confidently assuring the reader in his own books that he can flawlessly pass as human... interspersed with all the others going "look, if you just follow Ax around every millisecond he spends in human morph, and you have a friend on standby to create a diversion, then the odds of someone calling a 5150 drop way down." Part of what makes all those sequences so funny is Ax's condescending attitude toward the human species — he is so certain that his superior intelligence is the source of all misunderstandings, and meanwhile the other kids are like "you couldn't watch someone else discard a coffee cup first, then decide whether to throw it across the room when you're done?"
Loads of aspects of #8 follow the same pattern. Ax is certain that the other Animorphs recognize his superior intellect and treat him as an authority, and that he has a duty to serve that role faithfully. Meanwhile Tobias and Jake and Cassie are all like "that poor kid? Not only is he exactly as lost as the rest of us, he's also stranded on an alien planet without his mom and dad just after losing his brother." When Ax finally decides to break the rules and let the others in, he's expecting a bunch of questions about how to use andalite weapons technology to win the war, and what he actually gets is "how do you eat?" In #8 Ax thinks of himself as an ambassador between species — and the humans all think of him as their weird friend who they want to help feel less out-of-place while he's stuck here.
But yeah, the only one putting pressure on Ax to be a perfect paragon of andalite aristh duty is... Ax. Jake would like him to be quicker to admit when he doesn't know something, Tobias would like him to be more open about his emotions, and Marco would like him to teach them how to homebrew yeerk tech. But Jake doesn't actually think he's a genius, Tobias doesn't think he's Elfangor, and Marco doesn't think he's a perfect logic machine. That's all in Ax's head, and so of course he'll never live up to the version of himself that he thinks must exist in the others' eyes.
Jake's "Perfect" Family (As Told by Tobias):
Last big one that comes to mind for me is the gap in how Tobias sees Jake's family, vs. how Jake sees Jake's family. From Tobias's point of view, Jake's living in a 1950s sitcom: he has two parents, one sibling, one dog, and they all get along! They live in a McMansion, off two white-collar salaries — one a doctor's salary! — and they go on vacations together every year. They eat fresh salmon, and spinach, and homemade tiramisu (#16), as they sit around their kitchen table every night and talk about their feelings.
Which is all literally true. But the other thing that's literally true: Jake is the only Animorph with no safe place to retreat to in between battles, because he's the only one cohabiting with a known controller. Part of the reason Tobias can be under the impression that Jake's home life is picture-perfect is that the Animorphs spend the least time at Jake's house: most meetings are at Cassie's, Tobias and Ax's scoop is their go-to backup location, and occasionally they spill into Marco's or Rachel's bedrooms. Because Jake's home is fundamentally unsafe in a way none of the others' are. When Rachel has a nightmare, she gets Jordan's incompetent but well-meaning comfort (#2); when Marco or Cassie does, their dads come to offer hugs (#10, #19); Tobias and Ax are alone, but at least it's private (#33). Jake describes jamming his face into his pillow so he can cry himself to sleep as silently as possible in #1, #6, #26; he also has raging insomnia by #26 that is still an issue as of #47.
And Jake's family being so enmeshed makes the controller thing so much worse, because he can't get away from it. In #31 Tom's yeerk almost has to resort to murdering their dad to get out of attending a family event to support their mom. In #21 the ongoing emergency forces Tom and Jake to spend more time around each other. In #37 Jake can't get out of traveling with his family for over a week (I assume for the High Holy Days?) because Tom's yeerk has refused outright and so Jake is completely unable to refuse as well. Meanwhile, Tobias's perspective on all this is semi-amused bafflement that "Tom" (or Jake) can't just go "screw this!" and walk out of the house, expecting their parents to take that as a valid answer.
In many ways, both Jake and Tobias assume that Jake has no problems and Tobias has all the problems. The other four Animorphs are way more balanced in their perspective. Marco especially feels for Jake because he knows how hard it is having yeerks corrupt your family. Ax understands Jake's complicated grief over losing Tom (years before Tom actually dies), and Ax understands that Tobias is the way he is partially by choice. Cassie and Rachel both see how Jake is being worn down to nothing by sheer exhaustion, and are also both copacetic about how eating roadkill isn't the worst lifestyle choice.
So like, the version that Tobias tells in #49, of Jake having this perfect family that disappears completely in an instant, isn't true. The version Jake tells in #53, of Tobias having no family at all and then suddenly having a great home life with a mom and a dog, isn't true either. But they're both fooled by the American Dream idea of happiness being a matter of how much stuff you have and how nuclear your family looks.
The unreliable narration combined with multiple narrators is such a key part of what makes Animorphs so good, imo.
I can't think of another series that does it so well.
This, this, this. People who want it to be a contemporary YA series with ~6 giant books, I get where you're coming from, but we'd lose SO MUCH of what makes the series so good if that was the case.
i know none of the animorphs families get mentioned after the war again but like jakes family's abscence is felt the most keenly..........
i will look more and more like him until im older than he was
then he'll look more like me
Michael Dickman, (2011), Copper Canyon Press, Killing Flies, Flies
i do believe ax getting stuck in the human body, a form his idealised war hero military ideal brother loved so much he had to literally be torn from it to fit into the metatextual frame of the narrative of Animorphs, would be divine punishment. As in tragically funny and also needing to be preordained by the gods of the narrative, which could very well happen. It would accelerate his conflict with his 'dangerous' (quote) desire for being in human morph and the connected desire for living as a human and how that fights against his indoctrination as an andalite soldier. It would immediately turn the heat up on his interactions with the andalite military as well. It would make his 'i hate humans actually' moment happen so much sooner which couldve made soo many delicious conversations happen. And the ways it could tie into Aftran.....
and i DO intend on getting back to this. even though this Scenario would have to be Ax being a Human . But that links to the conversation of how nothlitting couldve/shouldve been a canon event for Ax. A Story For Another Time dont worry my sweets (hardcore aximilli fans) (population 1)
one of these days ill write an axmarco paper solely for tumblr where i finally take the chance to examine how their relationship is facilitated by and connected to nature & how their mutual nonbelonging is what on one hand brings them closer together but is also what tears them apart in the end. im specifically interested in the role different spaces play for them since animorphs is so much about the way people interact and are changed by space/place. very few people would read that especially if it went on for as long as it probably would because i have a lot to say but i dont even care #passion
first, I would have to establish the narrative structures that enable a plausible queer reading: Animorphs is fundamentally unreliably narrated. There are plenty of gaps left open in the narrative that encourage a reader to ponder their own ideas and plenty of cases to be made for character to leave something out. We don't even have to argue that Axmarco happened secretly on the down low, we can argue that the story purposefully obscures it, because the narration takes place after the events and is edited, is addressing an audience (in the 90s/early 2000s) with the intent to tell their story in a certain way.
then, I would go into the details of each their characters, how they are both othered, both a strange mixture of alien and human, one component nature, the other nurtured. How they are both alienated in very specific ways (each of the Animorphs is alienated in their own specific way, but the similarities between Ax and Marco are very striking to me): Ax is an Alien stranded on earth, confronted with and changed by human culture, while Marco is a human who was partly raised and influenced by an alien, nurtured into difference (This is why I differentiate them from Tobias who was entirely socialised human - theirs is very much cultural/social contact turning into otherness/being othered. They are also the two humans that are explicitly read as mixed.)
I would continue on with the nature/nurture aspect and expand it into a closer observation on the role cultural and natural spaces play in facilitating the queer reading/supporting the plausibility. We have, of course, the scoop, which becomes the epitome of their polymorphic identities, alien architecture furnished with earthly objects. It's also the place that promises the most secrecy and privacy from the outside world and a place that is not really accessible to us as readers - we rarely entre the scoop, as soon as Marco moves in only once, I think? There could also be a closer observation of the mall, which is the place opposing the forest where the scoop is located, or the Hork-Bajir valley at the end of the series, but that would be stuff for the actual long thing and not my short overview. (I would love to do close readings of so many Ax and Marco scenes because some of them seriously leave me with questions).
Now I still haven't really gone into the queerness of it all: I would want an overview of the textual queerness, especially Marco's, but also Ax's and their shared moments that would work for a queer reading, but then more importantly I would take a closer look at the things that are not textual, the questions and gaps left open. I like best when I have to ask myself why a text is doing this and saying that and why the words that are there eon the page are there, for what purpose, and what it COULD mean - queerness, in books not explicitly queer, is about potentiality and plausible potentiality, and I think thats exactly what axmarco has.
My conclusion would be something about the potential, the gaps and how ax and Marco as narrators make use of them but also how they and their relationships changes from the eyes of the others (I think all of my favourite axmarco scenes are from books that they narrate, which makes sense but interesting nonetheless. Also I feel like Marco makes more joke-flirt attempts in books that Jake narrates, which could mean nothing...).
I am well aware this likely does not interest a lot of people, but I would love to hear anyones thoughts on this if you happen to have read this entire text. It's always been pretty strange to me how unpopular Axmarco seems to be or how its more regarded as a joke ship, compared to other, "bigger" ships, but then again, I really love this kind of thing where I can look for clues and hints and gaps and make my own thing out of it, and not everybody likes that
its 2026. i believe enough time has passed to ask applegate when the book specified about andalites is coming out which will delve into the andalite planet their planetology language and culture
ON MY LIFE WE USED TO PRAYYYYY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS
animorphs deserves to be a cartoon with its own theme song that will trend on principle of fucking so hard by itself resulting in animorphs trending and everyone reading animorphs and carry it into this generations mediascope
atp it has come to the point. where i am like even if its like an arcane situation where it becomes known for being a good looking series with the most ass corporate slop song from Imagine Dragons i would take that opportunity.
ANIMORPHS SERIES !!!! ANIMORPHS SERIES IS ALIVE AND IM STILL HERE
Inside you are two wolves
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